Not what I had in mind.

Yesterday was a pretty lazy day. I did some laundry, dishes, and decided to lay out again. I like laying out Jordan doesn't bother me. Its kinda like my quiet time. He has been swimming , but these past two days that I have been laying out he hasn't swam. Jeff got home early about 5. I decided not to go to zumba so we could hang out and visit. Stupid me I forgot about his girlfriend (the computer) I should have went to zumba. He got on the computer at 6 and didn't get off till 10. I'm going to zumba tonight, I don't care if he is home. Me and him seem to be going through a rutt. No flurting, no loving , unless you count when he says hey you want to have sex. Usually when I'm getting dressed and he see's me naked. I miss affection. I try to give him affection , but the computer chair is too small for us both to fit. Sorry I'm complaining I will stop. Jeff is going to have a 3 day weekend this weekend, so I hope we can spend some quality time together. He is suppose to cook a brisket for Sunday. Don't know how well its going to turn out since they have the burn ban. He has never cooked a brisket on the propane grill before.