just an update

Not much going on here.. I am up to 20 minutes jog time now and it feels great.. I'm only doing it 3 days a week for now, but thats a start.. I thought I might start a toning dvd on Tues and Thurs we will see. Had a good weekend.. Jeff was in a good mood so it was nice..
Today I get my haircut and Thursday Cole goes back to the doctor for second round of laser on his left eye..
Thats all thats going on..Hope everyone is good..

just sad

I ran three times this week , and watched what I ate. I even ate fruit and veggies we bought on Saturday insteed of potatoes and ice cream like everyone else.. Well I weighed this morning and I only lost half a pound.. I was so hopping for at least two pounds.. I am suppose to start tomorrow so maybe I'm bloated.. I really hope thats the problem..

So all of you know my love for Robert Pattinson, my heart really hurts for him and what that stupid bitch did to him..So I have been on twitter and my favorite Rob web site.. Poor guy, I really hope he doesn't take her back.. The guy she cheated on him with is so gross.. Normal people don't cheat on Rob we cheat with Rob... just kiddding cheating is wrong..

Jordan and I might go to the movies today, still not sure of that. I do have to run up to store and get a few things , but other than that no plans.

I'm seriously tired of my husband telling me NO... He must be going through a mid life crisis cause he just isn't happy and never wants to do anything.. He was off last weekend and I tried and tried to get him to let us go to Austin or San Antonio hell I even tried Sonora caverens, but NOOOOO was his response with a scruntched up face.. Then on Saturday night my brother called and wanted to see if we wanted to go have a drink with him and Rondi and of course the answer was NOOOOO.. Then my mother called me Wednesday and told me she finially bought me a blanket with a unicorn on it.. Yes I love unicorns always have , I have collection and my mom always contributes to them. Anyway for years now she has been searching for this blanket and she found it for me.. I'm really excited to see it.. Anyway I told Jeff I should get a tattoo of a unicorn (cause I want a new tattoo anyway) and he said FUCK NOOOO you don't need anymore tattoo's...That really had my blood boiling.. Then last night I told him Jordan and I may go to the movies today and he looks at me with this strange face and says Oh Really and that was it.. He has been making comments to me about getting a job , which he has never done before.. I don't know , but I think this Sunday on his day off we are going to have a long heart to heart because something is going on with him..He has been looking at jobs online that are not truck driving.. Maybe he just tired of driving a truck and for him to take another job will require me to work because he won't make enough money..Every time I see him online I ask him what you doing and just says nothing.. So he doesn't want to talk about a different job with me yet..The thing is we discussed this before I started homeschool Jordan . I will not work untill he is done with school.

Sorry to unload.. Hope everyone has a great weekend!

I'm sore

I'm so sore , yesterday I ran for 16 minutes. As of this morning I can barely sit and stand. My legs hurt all over. Who knew the back of your thighs could even hurt.. So no running for me today. I haven't decided if I will walk on the treadmill or just take today off and run tomorrow. I probably should have done every other day running and I probably wouldn't be hurting right now. Well thats it. hope everyone has a great day.

OMG!!!

I am so proud of myself... I did way better than I thought I would have. I guess I'm in better shape than I thought. I ran at 5.0 speed at 0 incline for 1.2 miles in 15 minutes.. I havn't ran that well since last spring at the KOA.. By the time I did my cool down I only burned 200 calories, but hey it beats what I would have burned sitting on the couch.. Now for my shower then food..

oh you know

We had a nice weekend. We got up early Saturday and went to the farmers market, it was our first time. I was very pleased we got a lot of stuff for just $20. I will be going again. Then Jeff cooked ribs on the smoker and we just chilled for the day. Sunday didn't do a dam thing but lay around.
I read a story over the weekend where this very over weight girl started running everyday to lose weight. It was a great story. I think I'm going to try her method. I'm not much of a runner, usually I can last two minutes and thats it, then the treadmill moves on to a walking fast with a high incline, but I think I'm going to try to just leave the incline at 0 amd start out with a slow run and see how long I can last. Then every day I will increase my time by 30 seconds.. Its not much of a workout , but its a start. What I'm doing now is not making a difference so maybe by bumping up to running even though it may only be two minutes for starting as long as I do it , its got to help.
Well I got nothing else, I hope everyone has a great day.

Board

Jeff should be home soon, he only had 4 hours left on his log to drive. Then he is off Saturday and Sunday. I want to go somewhere so bad. We talked last night about going to Fiesta Texas like everyone else seems to be doing this summer. We have never been. Jordan is older now so he might ride some rides now. Jordan said he wasn't sure if he would ride or not. We told him he has to try or he will never know if he likes them now. Yes I was blessed with children that didn't like to ride rides which was very helpful when the carnival came to town, but now he is 15 he might like them now.
Anyway as of now no plans.
Took Sasha and Penny to get there shots yesterday and I always forget how Sasha has an elergic reaction to them. Her poor little snout swelled up and I had to run to HEB to get benadryl for her. It was a rough night for her, but she is good this morning.
I weighed yesterday because I have not exercised or ate many veggies and fruit and I'm pleased to say I have not gained anything. I have not lost anything either, but at least I'm maintaining. I really wish my body would quit maintaining this weight. I have weighed this weight for over a year now. I tired of it. If I could lose 10 pounds and maintain I would be semi happy.
Well Jeffs home now and wants breakfast.. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Nope, Natta, Nothing

I have done exactly nothing since Saturday... Saturday was nice , Jeff was off and we just ran errands and ate at Olive Gardens, but he was in a good mood, Jordan was his funny self and I laughed all day..He went back to work on Sunday in his on truck, no more floating YEA!!  I have been so lazy this week. I have ate semi okay , but have not exercised at all.. The good news is that desert Jeff made is not something that I like too much so I haven't been eating too much of it. Just a small piece. I don't like the peanut butter cups part of the brownie.. Don't get me wrong I love peanut butter , but it just doesn't taste well with the brownie.. My opinion everyone else loves it.. I'm glad I don't love it , cause with me not exercising I really don't need to eat a lot of sweets.
Sasha and Penny get there shots on Thursday so thats all I have planned this week..
Jordan has one more week of school and then I will let him have a month off for summer. I'm ready for the break myself..
Sometime within the next 6 weeks we are going to take a mini vacation.. We have not had a family vacation since Coles summer before his senior year.. We need to do something , but I have no idea what..I know I want to take Jordan to Austin to see the Capitol, but I don't know what else we could do in that area.. Any ideas?
Well thats about all I got to say.. Hope everyone is doing good..

A good day

Yesterday was fun.. Jordan found a pair of shoes in the first store we went to. I tried on 7 dresses and bought 2 they were super cheap so I'm pleased.. Then we went to Sams.. Not a good idea when your hungry.. I bought so much crap that is not good for my diet.. I bought good stuff too maybe I can be strong and stay out of the bad stuff... yea right!! Not much else to say.. See yall Friday!

Shopping

Today Jordan and I are going to go shoe shopping for him.. That boy is having a growth spurt and needs tennis shoes.. He has his converse , but wants regular shoes.. I want to run to Ross and see if I can get a couple of cheap sun dresses.. I know I shouldn't ,but I am.. I probably won't find anything anyway.. Then we are off to Sams.. YUK!!
Thats it, hope everyone has a great weekend..

Not much

July 4th was pretty fun because Jordan and I actually went and did something. My cousin Peter and his wife invited us out on there boat. Jeff was at work so he couldn't come. Jordan tubed and tried to get up on skis but the water was to chopping for that. Maybe another time.. We both got a little sunburned which is odd since I slathered us down with the sun block.. I should check and see if the stuff goes bad it is from last year..Anyway it felt good to get out of the house. Thats the first time in 3 years since we have been out on a boat.. Later that night we just sat in our front yard and watched the fireworks.. We could see both Nasworthy and Freedom Fest from the Colts stadium.. It was nice no traffic to deal with..Thursday Jeff was off so we just ran some errands. Today he is off and he is going to cook us some leg quarters and we got beans in the crock pot and I will make potatoe salad.. Good day to lay around and veg out.. Hope everyone has a great day.. See yall soon.

My life

So my life has been pretty dull.. Haaa!!    We are trying to get adjusted to Jeff changing jobs.. He is no longer in training as of this past Saturday.. So Friday night was crazy because they don't have a truck for him to use yet.. Its not here so Jeff is going to be a floater.. Which is a pain in his ass and dispatch cause he will use everyones truck on the normal guys day off.. He was suppose to be off today and tormorrow, but now they had him off Monday and he will work Tues and Wed. and be off Thurs and Fri and then work the next 6 days.. Hopefully the new truck will get here soon..I'm hanging on to every penny we don't have to spend because I'm not sure how much his check is going to be on the 13th.. At least it will be for two weeks .We got his insurance packet in and holy cow were we disappointed.. With Multi Chem insurance for the whole family was only $129 bi-weekly Now with GoPetro its $322 bi-weekly...Thats a big chunk out of his paycheck..But we have to have it so we will adjust. The good news is insurance starts for all of us Aug 1st. 
Tonight Jordan and I are going to meet my dad and step mom at the river stage to watch the fire works. We do it every year that we are in town..Tia if yall would like to join us text me..
Cole has started not coming home on the weekends except to shower and leave again..He hangs out with some kid he works with that has his on place..I worry like crazy , but I know I have to let him be. He is 20 its just really scary not knowing what your child is doing..
I have not exercised this week, I have that annoying visitor and I don't exercise while the visitor is here..
I'm really looking forward to  the 13th.. I wish I could get another tattoo , but thats not going to happen unless Jeff's check is really good.. I'm already going to spend money for dinner and a movie.. Which is fine I have been hanging on to everything we have..No unneccasry money has been spent..I'm actually pretty proud of myself.. It really helps that I don't fricken go anywhere.. I want to go shopping for new clothes but I won't.. Anyway back to the tattoo.. I really want my lady bug with the vine going up my foot.. I know it will hurt like hell , but I still want it, so as soon as we have the extra money I'm getting it.. Jeff is already bitching about it.. I was hoping that I would finially get to my goal weight so I could get my heart shape pad lock on my hip but that stupid 20 pounds just won't go away..
Well I hope everyone is doing good, see yall in 10 days.