Sign and lock box are now gone.. It feels kinda of weird now when I get a text message or my phone rings.. Before I was always scared to look cause I was afraid it was my Realitor and we would have to show the house.. It's not that I didn't want to show the house it was just a pain in the ass everytime..
I need to do what Laura is doing and spring clean. We have so much junk. My husband doesn't throw anything out so we have clutter in the office and den.. I hate clutter, but its all his stuff so I do not touch it..
I need to go to Sams and get meat and few other groceries , but I don't want to.. I have the lazy's really bad.. like I don't even want to go outside and check the mail kinda of lazy's...
I did good on my eating yesterday, but didn't exercise. I'm going to try to exercise today, but with flo here I extremly hate exercising...
well thats it, hope everyone has a great day..
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
The weekend was pretty good. Jeff and I only had one disagreement, but the argument wasn't worth a fight so I just quit aruing and agreed with him..
Mandy's wedding was very short and very laid back.. She looks so happy..Corey actually has a really great job now working for Tx. Dot so hopefully he will stay put and make a good living for them. That way when Mandys cleaning is slow they will still have an income coming in.
We did not go out with them and celebrate. We did however comprimise and were going to go over to there house Saturday afternoon after the wedding , but by the time Jeff was ready to go over, Mandy and Corey were headed to the bar.. So we just stayed home.. I was going to wear my new black shirt that I got in Vegas with my black boots.. This would have been my first time to wear it. Jeff just said ' your gonna wear that' I said yes, then called Sam to see when she was coming over so I could get her opinion.. As soon as she walked in she told me I looked HOT!! so that helped...Later that night when Jeff was drunk and I showered and changed clothes he told me I looked really sexy in the shirt.. I don't know why after 17 years he can't tell me stuff like that when he is sobber..It makes me feel like he really doesn't see me sexy anymore and he only tells me stuff like that when he is drunk , cause he's horny..
Flo finially showed up this weekend and man did she want to eat.. We ate out all weekend long and even had BR.. chocolate chip mint in a cone... I feel like a bloated cow this morning..She is such a bad influence when dieting..
Our house is officially off the market for now.. I'm okay with it.. If by chance the big boss offers Jeff the income that we would need to move , then we will do it and try to sale our house empty. If that doesn't work we will rent it out.
Well thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day.
Mandy's wedding was very short and very laid back.. She looks so happy..Corey actually has a really great job now working for Tx. Dot so hopefully he will stay put and make a good living for them. That way when Mandys cleaning is slow they will still have an income coming in.
We did not go out with them and celebrate. We did however comprimise and were going to go over to there house Saturday afternoon after the wedding , but by the time Jeff was ready to go over, Mandy and Corey were headed to the bar.. So we just stayed home.. I was going to wear my new black shirt that I got in Vegas with my black boots.. This would have been my first time to wear it. Jeff just said ' your gonna wear that' I said yes, then called Sam to see when she was coming over so I could get her opinion.. As soon as she walked in she told me I looked HOT!! so that helped...Later that night when Jeff was drunk and I showered and changed clothes he told me I looked really sexy in the shirt.. I don't know why after 17 years he can't tell me stuff like that when he is sobber..It makes me feel like he really doesn't see me sexy anymore and he only tells me stuff like that when he is drunk , cause he's horny..
Flo finially showed up this weekend and man did she want to eat.. We ate out all weekend long and even had BR.. chocolate chip mint in a cone... I feel like a bloated cow this morning..She is such a bad influence when dieting..
Our house is officially off the market for now.. I'm okay with it.. If by chance the big boss offers Jeff the income that we would need to move , then we will do it and try to sale our house empty. If that doesn't work we will rent it out.
Well thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day.
Friday, January 27, 2012
Jeff's job
Okay so now it looks like we aren't moving.. Yes they still want him to go and drive from New Fairview, and yes he would be home every night, but no they are not giving him a pay increase for the adjusted cost of living instead its a pay cut.. UGH NO!!! who in there right mind would move to DFW for a pay cut.. Not us hell no..He has one more head honcho to talk to, but so far no one is budging on the pay..
I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge) it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !! I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me? If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..
It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...
Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..
Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..
I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge) it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !! I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me? If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..
It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...
Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..
Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
My birthday was pretty laid back..Jeff didn't get to come home till late so I just through a lasanga in the oven for everyone... Cole got me a kindle fire and Sam got me a case for it.. I love both..I'm still learning about what all it can do. We will probably go eat this weekend for my bday..
I still haven't weighed myself (jeff's challenge) which is really hard since I started back on my diet and exercise. I'm out of my pills so I need to run up to the health store and get some.. My feet really bother me when I'm out.. The numbness and tingling drive's me nuts. I cheated again on my diet.. I had a piece of my bday cake.. Its Jordan's fault he told me ' mom you have to have a piece of your cake on your actual bday' I'm so weak!!
I ordered me the trial sample of Meaningful Beauty.. Hey anything that says its the anit-aging system by Cindy Crawford is worth a try, cause she still looks great and she is older than me..
Well thats all I got..
I still haven't weighed myself (jeff's challenge) which is really hard since I started back on my diet and exercise. I'm out of my pills so I need to run up to the health store and get some.. My feet really bother me when I'm out.. The numbness and tingling drive's me nuts. I cheated again on my diet.. I had a piece of my bday cake.. Its Jordan's fault he told me ' mom you have to have a piece of your cake on your actual bday' I'm so weak!!
I ordered me the trial sample of Meaningful Beauty.. Hey anything that says its the anit-aging system by Cindy Crawford is worth a try, cause she still looks great and she is older than me..
Well thats all I got..
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
birthday
Well today is my birthday , I am 41 . OUCH!!! that even looks ugly..I don't feel like I'm that old..
I really hope this is a fantastic year for me. I really hope I reach my weight loss goal and achieve the body that I will be happy with..
Yesterday was not a good day as far as my eating went. I ate twice and both meals were left over enchilada's and beans.. I did exercise so that did help some. Today I will exercise again , but Jeff wants to go out to eat for my bday.. I don't .. I feel really guilty I spent so much money in Vegas I really don't want any splurges on me..
Well I hope everyone has a great day.. I'm going to try..
I really hope this is a fantastic year for me. I really hope I reach my weight loss goal and achieve the body that I will be happy with..
Yesterday was not a good day as far as my eating went. I ate twice and both meals were left over enchilada's and beans.. I did exercise so that did help some. Today I will exercise again , but Jeff wants to go out to eat for my bday.. I don't .. I feel really guilty I spent so much money in Vegas I really don't want any splurges on me..
Well I hope everyone has a great day.. I'm going to try..
Monday, January 23, 2012
just a day
Slept till 9:30 .. yuk! I hate sleeping that late.. I only stayed up till 1:30 .. I guess my body was tired..
I'm going to finish drinking my coffee and get busy with my exercising.. I'm starting out slow this week cause I haven't exercised in two weeks..
We have a showing today at 3.. I will be loading up the dogs and leaving.. I have to run some errands anyway.. so might as well do it then..
Jeff will be talking to HR this week or next week about us moving... If he doesn't get a raise were not moving.. The cost of living is higher there its only fair..
Well thats it..
I'm going to finish drinking my coffee and get busy with my exercising.. I'm starting out slow this week cause I haven't exercised in two weeks..
We have a showing today at 3.. I will be loading up the dogs and leaving.. I have to run some errands anyway.. so might as well do it then..
Jeff will be talking to HR this week or next week about us moving... If he doesn't get a raise were not moving.. The cost of living is higher there its only fair..
Well thats it..
Sunday, January 22, 2012
stupid computer
Our computer is acting up again.. I couldn't even get internet access until today.. Jeff messed with it and messed with and finially we have internet.. but now no favorites tab.. I use my favorites tab everyday this computer sucks!!
I am so full we had my bday dinner today because I am starting my diet and exercise tomorrow. We had enchilada'a, rice, and beans and then chocolate cake.. yum..
I had so much fun in Vegas can't wait to get my pictures from Laura.. No one believed me that I really zip lined..They say that the picture off my phone makes it look fake so I can't wait to have the real thing..
My tattoo is peeling and it looks gross.... Jeff said he liked my tattoo and the size was just right for me.. He also said that Laura's was bad ass and why didn't I do something like hers.. UGH!! He is so wishy washy.. Then later that night he asked me if I was going to get anymore tattoo's.. and I said yes there are still things I want to get but have to lose weight first.. He doesn't like the idea of me getting more.. Oh well my body..
We are really clashing bad.. sometimes I think he doesn't even like me anymore..
Well I'm going to get off here and go read , he is on xbox.
I am so full we had my bday dinner today because I am starting my diet and exercise tomorrow. We had enchilada'a, rice, and beans and then chocolate cake.. yum..
I had so much fun in Vegas can't wait to get my pictures from Laura.. No one believed me that I really zip lined..They say that the picture off my phone makes it look fake so I can't wait to have the real thing..
My tattoo is peeling and it looks gross.... Jeff said he liked my tattoo and the size was just right for me.. He also said that Laura's was bad ass and why didn't I do something like hers.. UGH!! He is so wishy washy.. Then later that night he asked me if I was going to get anymore tattoo's.. and I said yes there are still things I want to get but have to lose weight first.. He doesn't like the idea of me getting more.. Oh well my body..
We are really clashing bad.. sometimes I think he doesn't even like me anymore..
Well I'm going to get off here and go read , he is on xbox.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
nerves
I crashed pretty early last night , like around 10:30 and slept all night till 6 this morning.. I have been going over what I'm going to wear, what I need to pack, worried about stuff that might occur while traveling.. UGH!! I won't say what that is cause I'm the type of person that believes if you say it out loud it might happen.. I'm really dissapointed I didn't find any kick ass shirts to wear or black jeans.. I did get two new tops and a small purse to take, but maybe I will get some cool clothes in Vegas..
After talking to Laura last night about the dress code for the restraunt we googled dress jeans just to make sure what I was going to wear would be approriate and it said any jeans as long as there arn't any holes in them.. So I think I'm okay.. My jeans don't have holes and I was going to wear this sweater thingy and my boots with heels..
I still haven't weighed myself, thats like a world record for me.. I think its been 3 weeks.. The week after Vegas I plan on starting up a new exercise routine to help boost my momentum again.. I can't believe my birthday is in 9 days .. This year flew by. at least I'm 25 pounds lighter this year.. I was thinking about last year in Vegas and I was in a size 10 at 176pounds.. So at least I did accomplish something, I just wish I was at my goal weight like I had wanted to be.. So I'm hopping that by summer I will be..
Back to my bday coming up, I sure don't feel like I'm fixing to be that old.. I think I will stay in denial and say I'm just 35 .. LOL!! Remember when it used to be 29 .. I said I was 29 for half my 30's .. My kids even told people I was 29..
Well people say your 40's are the best years of your life , so I guess we will find out.. So far my first year has been lame.. Healthy, but lame..
Hope everyone has a great week , I know Laura and I will !!!!
After talking to Laura last night about the dress code for the restraunt we googled dress jeans just to make sure what I was going to wear would be approriate and it said any jeans as long as there arn't any holes in them.. So I think I'm okay.. My jeans don't have holes and I was going to wear this sweater thingy and my boots with heels..
I still haven't weighed myself, thats like a world record for me.. I think its been 3 weeks.. The week after Vegas I plan on starting up a new exercise routine to help boost my momentum again.. I can't believe my birthday is in 9 days .. This year flew by. at least I'm 25 pounds lighter this year.. I was thinking about last year in Vegas and I was in a size 10 at 176pounds.. So at least I did accomplish something, I just wish I was at my goal weight like I had wanted to be.. So I'm hopping that by summer I will be..
Back to my bday coming up, I sure don't feel like I'm fixing to be that old.. I think I will stay in denial and say I'm just 35 .. LOL!! Remember when it used to be 29 .. I said I was 29 for half my 30's .. My kids even told people I was 29..
Well people say your 40's are the best years of your life , so I guess we will find out.. So far my first year has been lame.. Healthy, but lame..
Hope everyone has a great week , I know Laura and I will !!!!
Friday, January 13, 2012
shopping
I'm going shopping today for clothes for Vegas and food for Jordan for the week..I really hope I find some shirts to wear and I would like to get a pair of black jeans.. I have been looking for a while and I can't find any.. Is black not in anymore? I'm hoping to find cheap clothes other wise I will be wearing what I have, I don't want to spend my Vegas money on clothes here..
Aunt Flo still hasn't arrived so she will probably be joining me on my trip.. The b*tch came with me last time as well :(
I still haven't weighed myself.. It was really really hard not to this morning.. Jeff's challenge is starting to weigh on me, maybe I should chunk the scales out..
Well I'm gonna get off here and get ready, Sam is going shopping with me its nice to have a young fresh opinion. I'm always so afraid what I like is to young for my age and she really helps with making me feel more confident about my choices.. I really love this girl .. Not that I want Cole and Sam to rush into marriage , but I sure wish they would get married soon so she would officially be my daughter in law.. Wow that phrase makes me sound old!
Hope everyone has a great weekend.. Mine will be very busy getting everything done for Vegas..
Aunt Flo still hasn't arrived so she will probably be joining me on my trip.. The b*tch came with me last time as well :(
I still haven't weighed myself.. It was really really hard not to this morning.. Jeff's challenge is starting to weigh on me, maybe I should chunk the scales out..
Well I'm gonna get off here and get ready, Sam is going shopping with me its nice to have a young fresh opinion. I'm always so afraid what I like is to young for my age and she really helps with making me feel more confident about my choices.. I really love this girl .. Not that I want Cole and Sam to rush into marriage , but I sure wish they would get married soon so she would officially be my daughter in law.. Wow that phrase makes me sound old!
Hope everyone has a great weekend.. Mine will be very busy getting everything done for Vegas..
Thursday, January 12, 2012
*sigh*
Didn't get to watch PCA last night so I recorded it, but his morning I went to my all time favorite Robsessed web site and saw pictures and clips of him last night at the awards show... HOLY COW !! He got a buzz cut and he looked F*CKING sexy!! He looked like he has been working out too, well he has had some down time and I'm sure laying around in a hotel room gets boring... There were a lot of comments on this web site that really complained about the hair, but honestly the hair doesn't make the man.. There just stupid if all they saw was the hair.. That man is HOT!
Okay I will now wipe the druel off my mouth and talk about something else..
I am getting so excited about Vegas, my insides are starting to tremble.. and then yesterday when Laura told me about the possibilty of riding in a limo I felt like jumping up and down and squeling like a teem ager.. I have never been in one so that would be a nother first for me..
If I could do over my teens or my 20's I wish I would have had more girl time.. My childhood was always taking care of my brothers..and then when I met Doug I never got girl time.. and then from Doug came Jeff. So I'm so excited for this experience.. I also feel that we all should make it a point to have a weekend get away every year like we did for Laura and Leah's bday..
Okay I need to get off here and clean house there is a showing today (maybe)..
Okay I will now wipe the druel off my mouth and talk about something else..
I am getting so excited about Vegas, my insides are starting to tremble.. and then yesterday when Laura told me about the possibilty of riding in a limo I felt like jumping up and down and squeling like a teem ager.. I have never been in one so that would be a nother first for me..
If I could do over my teens or my 20's I wish I would have had more girl time.. My childhood was always taking care of my brothers..and then when I met Doug I never got girl time.. and then from Doug came Jeff. So I'm so excited for this experience.. I also feel that we all should make it a point to have a weekend get away every year like we did for Laura and Leah's bday..
Okay I need to get off here and clean house there is a showing today (maybe)..
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
got nothing
Sorry just laying around reading today ..
The Peoples Choice Awards comes on tonight and that will be my highlight of the day.. They have my crush sitting next to Betty White, oh how I would like to be a fly on her shoulder..
Hope everyone has a great day!
The Peoples Choice Awards comes on tonight and that will be my highlight of the day.. They have my crush sitting next to Betty White, oh how I would like to be a fly on her shoulder..
Hope everyone has a great day!
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Just blabbering
Well the snow really surprised me.. I really didn't think it would happen.. Its already melting so I woke Jordan up early so he could go and play in it..
After my haircut yesterday I went to my favorite clothing store to see if I could find a couple of tops to wear to Vegas and I found nothing.. So I guess I will be heading to the mall later this week.. I need to remember about that second hand store by the movies that just opened up. Sam has found some really cute things really cheap.. Its all designer clothing not like good will stuff... while I'm thinking about it I need to make me a note to go there , hold on a sec...okay I'm back.. I tell you my mind sure isn't what it used to be.. I used to could remember everything right down to what was said word for word.. Now I'm lucky to remember what happened last week.. Maybe its caused by all those years of brain over load..
I was so mad yesterday morning, those people that wanted to look at the house wanted us gone by 10 so that they could come and see it again.. Well for starters it was raining.. Loading up 4 dogs in your car while raining really sucks, then we sat in the car up the street for 45 min. before they showed up.. They were in the house like 10min. So rude!
I still haven't weighed myself, but I think I'm about to start cause I feel really bloated.. Hopefully I will so I won't be on it in Vegas..
Well thats all the blabbering I got.. Sure wish Laura and I weren't the only ones that blogged, I miss hearing from everyone cause you know I don't use the phone much.. LOL!!
6 days till Vegas, YEA!!!!!!
After my haircut yesterday I went to my favorite clothing store to see if I could find a couple of tops to wear to Vegas and I found nothing.. So I guess I will be heading to the mall later this week.. I need to remember about that second hand store by the movies that just opened up. Sam has found some really cute things really cheap.. Its all designer clothing not like good will stuff... while I'm thinking about it I need to make me a note to go there , hold on a sec...okay I'm back.. I tell you my mind sure isn't what it used to be.. I used to could remember everything right down to what was said word for word.. Now I'm lucky to remember what happened last week.. Maybe its caused by all those years of brain over load..
I was so mad yesterday morning, those people that wanted to look at the house wanted us gone by 10 so that they could come and see it again.. Well for starters it was raining.. Loading up 4 dogs in your car while raining really sucks, then we sat in the car up the street for 45 min. before they showed up.. They were in the house like 10min. So rude!
I still haven't weighed myself, but I think I'm about to start cause I feel really bloated.. Hopefully I will so I won't be on it in Vegas..
Well thats all the blabbering I got.. Sure wish Laura and I weren't the only ones that blogged, I miss hearing from everyone cause you know I don't use the phone much.. LOL!!
6 days till Vegas, YEA!!!!!!
Monday, January 9, 2012
Wow that weekend flew bye for me.. I knew the time would fly bye before Vegas because I'm not done with everything I wanted to do before the trip.. Like lose 10 pounds.. HA! On that note Jeff has challenged me to not weigh myself and throw out the scales... So far it has been a week since my last weigh in.. this is a very hard challenge, but like he told me if I'm starting to like the way I look then why dose a number on the scale have to define my mood.. He can be so wise *sometimes*
We have a second showing this morning at 10 and they have requested that we be gone.. Such a pain in the ass to load up 4 dogs , but it is a second showing and they know conventional loan only, so we will be outa here..
I put a different color on my hair yesterday.. Its a natural blonde instead of the bleach blonde.. I like it.. I get my haircut today..
Nothing else going on.. Our weekend was pretty calm just left the house to go to grocery store.. Jeff is really starting to get pissy with me.. We were making beef stew for lupper (lunch/supper) and Jeff wanted an onion in it and we didn't have an onion so he said lets run up to the store and get one.. I told him you just run up to the store I'm gonna put a color on my hair.. He through a big fit about not going to the store with him.. I don't know why he doesn't like going to the store by himself.. I assured him that lots of men go to the store without there spouses.. He got all pissy and stormed out of the house.. Later that night he was in one of his moods where I don't do anything right.. so I called him out on it , and he just said it seems like all the little pet peves that used to not bother him are starting to.. GREAT!!
Well I better get off here people are coming in 45min.
We have a second showing this morning at 10 and they have requested that we be gone.. Such a pain in the ass to load up 4 dogs , but it is a second showing and they know conventional loan only, so we will be outa here..
I put a different color on my hair yesterday.. Its a natural blonde instead of the bleach blonde.. I like it.. I get my haircut today..
Nothing else going on.. Our weekend was pretty calm just left the house to go to grocery store.. Jeff is really starting to get pissy with me.. We were making beef stew for lupper (lunch/supper) and Jeff wanted an onion in it and we didn't have an onion so he said lets run up to the store and get one.. I told him you just run up to the store I'm gonna put a color on my hair.. He through a big fit about not going to the store with him.. I don't know why he doesn't like going to the store by himself.. I assured him that lots of men go to the store without there spouses.. He got all pissy and stormed out of the house.. Later that night he was in one of his moods where I don't do anything right.. so I called him out on it , and he just said it seems like all the little pet peves that used to not bother him are starting to.. GREAT!!
Well I better get off here people are coming in 45min.
Friday, January 6, 2012
long day
Even though its Friday , Jeff won't be in till very late or early in the morning.. Its okay though its not like were doing anything.. I have to go to the store and get milk and cereal and a hair color today.. Whoo Hoo Joy Joy !! So excitement going on around here..
I have been working out everyday.. 30 minutes on elept. and 30 minutes on treadmill, then I have been doing sit ups and push ups every other day.. I'm sore.. I talked to one of my old cleaning clients yesterday.. We became friends while I cleaned for her.. We never did anything but talk, but we did some serious talking.. She is 20 years older than me and her kids were my age, but we got along really well.. Any way she has lost 42 pounds since I quit cleaning for her. That was in May of 2010 . She is my height and was probably about a size 14/16 .. She has one hell of a work out regim, but she uses the bender ball three times a week.. I have one of those, I never really gave it my full attention. I would do it once then not do it for months.. So I'm thinking I might start it up again along with my tone and sweet dvd.. Once we get back from Vegas ofcourse. No need in causing serious muscle spasims right now.. But I was thinking even if I don't lose anymore weight at least my tummy would be firmer.. I'm fine with that..I think!
My realitor called me last night and said that those people that liked it offered full price for the house , but have to go FHA.. So we had to turn it down.. We just can't go FHA right now.. Not only will we have to do all the required fixes, but we can't afford to walk away with less money.. Paying $1200 towards buyers closing would highly suck.. We just don't have enough equity in our home to do it..But I really feel okay about us not moving right now.. I need to look into some kind of volinteer work that Jordan and I can do together to get us out of this house.. I just don't know where to look. Any ideas would greatly be apprecitiated...
I hope everyone has a great weekend...
I have been working out everyday.. 30 minutes on elept. and 30 minutes on treadmill, then I have been doing sit ups and push ups every other day.. I'm sore.. I talked to one of my old cleaning clients yesterday.. We became friends while I cleaned for her.. We never did anything but talk, but we did some serious talking.. She is 20 years older than me and her kids were my age, but we got along really well.. Any way she has lost 42 pounds since I quit cleaning for her. That was in May of 2010 . She is my height and was probably about a size 14/16 .. She has one hell of a work out regim, but she uses the bender ball three times a week.. I have one of those, I never really gave it my full attention. I would do it once then not do it for months.. So I'm thinking I might start it up again along with my tone and sweet dvd.. Once we get back from Vegas ofcourse. No need in causing serious muscle spasims right now.. But I was thinking even if I don't lose anymore weight at least my tummy would be firmer.. I'm fine with that..I think!
My realitor called me last night and said that those people that liked it offered full price for the house , but have to go FHA.. So we had to turn it down.. We just can't go FHA right now.. Not only will we have to do all the required fixes, but we can't afford to walk away with less money.. Paying $1200 towards buyers closing would highly suck.. We just don't have enough equity in our home to do it..But I really feel okay about us not moving right now.. I need to look into some kind of volinteer work that Jordan and I can do together to get us out of this house.. I just don't know where to look. Any ideas would greatly be apprecitiated...
I hope everyone has a great weekend...
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Ramblings
I got nothing new to say..
Jeff and I talked more about the house last night and have decided that when our contract ends Feb. 2 we will take the house off the market.. we will just stay put for a while longer.. He will just have to go into his employers and tell them that the house didn't sell and he can't move right now.. Its not like they were forcing the issue on him , it was all us wanting to move. So it shouldn't be a problem..
Our first project to be done will be the half built storage building. It has been waiting to be finished now for two years.. My husband likes to start a project but rarley finishes it.. It took him a year to do our master bathroom.. The guy never gets in a hurry.. That was one thing that I had to really come to terms with. Cause I'm the kind of person that wants it done now..He has made me lazy..
Next will be new sliding back doors.. Then we will be at a stand still till we have the money to move the washer and dryer out of the kitchen..
Maybe our house not selling is a blessing.. Cole really needs to stay at home to get his truck paid off.. Which I'm very proud of him.. He has been paying so much on it , it should be paid off in 5 months..
Plus right now my mom and her husband are fighting and she is thinking about leaving his sorry ass.. Why she has put up with this man for 18years is such a puzzle to me.. The woman has been married 8 times and has left all of them except my dad (he cheated both times they were married) for way less than the way Tony treats her.. I think he has just wore her self esteem down, and the fact that she is sooo very over weight and the money they make together has kept her hanging in there.. but these last few months has really been getting to her and she is really tired of his crap.. So us moving in with them probably wouldn't be good..
I've done pretty good on my diet and exercise, except for yesterday.. I did good up untill about 6:30 when I was so hungry and the offer for cheeseburger was just too much to turn down.. then since my mind is so weak it sujested that since I already blew it with the burger I should just eat those oreo cookies (4) to be exact..Stupid Stupid Head!! But today is a new day and the fact that I'm really liking my curves is helping a lot..course I don't go out in public so my self esteem is good..LoL
This weekend or maybe today I plan on draining my pool.. Over Thanksgiving break I ran out of clorine and the pool turned green.. It is really nasty.. I don't know if I want to fill it again or just tear it down... It was so rusted at the bottom last summer I really don't think it will last much longer, but we also just bought a new liner for last summer , so I'm really torn on what to do.. I'm kinda of tired of messing with it, but there was a few days when I really enjoyed just hanging out there all by myself soaking up the sun.. Blahhh!!
I've been reading some really sweet fanfiction.. I love the way the men in the stories always make the women feel so bueatiful , and adored. But honestly if a man ever treated me like that I probly would be thinking okay whats the catch..
Okay so enough rambling... oh Austin turns 15 today he will be working on getting his drivers permit soon.. Lord help us!!
Jeff and I talked more about the house last night and have decided that when our contract ends Feb. 2 we will take the house off the market.. we will just stay put for a while longer.. He will just have to go into his employers and tell them that the house didn't sell and he can't move right now.. Its not like they were forcing the issue on him , it was all us wanting to move. So it shouldn't be a problem..
Our first project to be done will be the half built storage building. It has been waiting to be finished now for two years.. My husband likes to start a project but rarley finishes it.. It took him a year to do our master bathroom.. The guy never gets in a hurry.. That was one thing that I had to really come to terms with. Cause I'm the kind of person that wants it done now..He has made me lazy..
Next will be new sliding back doors.. Then we will be at a stand still till we have the money to move the washer and dryer out of the kitchen..
Maybe our house not selling is a blessing.. Cole really needs to stay at home to get his truck paid off.. Which I'm very proud of him.. He has been paying so much on it , it should be paid off in 5 months..
Plus right now my mom and her husband are fighting and she is thinking about leaving his sorry ass.. Why she has put up with this man for 18years is such a puzzle to me.. The woman has been married 8 times and has left all of them except my dad (he cheated both times they were married) for way less than the way Tony treats her.. I think he has just wore her self esteem down, and the fact that she is sooo very over weight and the money they make together has kept her hanging in there.. but these last few months has really been getting to her and she is really tired of his crap.. So us moving in with them probably wouldn't be good..
I've done pretty good on my diet and exercise, except for yesterday.. I did good up untill about 6:30 when I was so hungry and the offer for cheeseburger was just too much to turn down.. then since my mind is so weak it sujested that since I already blew it with the burger I should just eat those oreo cookies (4) to be exact..Stupid Stupid Head!! But today is a new day and the fact that I'm really liking my curves is helping a lot..course I don't go out in public so my self esteem is good..LoL
This weekend or maybe today I plan on draining my pool.. Over Thanksgiving break I ran out of clorine and the pool turned green.. It is really nasty.. I don't know if I want to fill it again or just tear it down... It was so rusted at the bottom last summer I really don't think it will last much longer, but we also just bought a new liner for last summer , so I'm really torn on what to do.. I'm kinda of tired of messing with it, but there was a few days when I really enjoyed just hanging out there all by myself soaking up the sun.. Blahhh!!
I've been reading some really sweet fanfiction.. I love the way the men in the stories always make the women feel so bueatiful , and adored. But honestly if a man ever treated me like that I probly would be thinking okay whats the catch..
Okay so enough rambling... oh Austin turns 15 today he will be working on getting his drivers permit soon.. Lord help us!!
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
What a let down.. well the buyers from last week came back and they really like the house, in fact they want to buy it, but there stupid realitor didn't see that our house is selling convintional not fha.. they are approved fha.. we can not go fha right now.. too many things to fix, they are picky.. Our realitor said right now its easier to get approved fha then convintional thats why were not having any luck.. so our contract ends feb. 2 we will take it off the market then.. we need to live in the house longer in order for us to walk away with any money selling it fha, because when you sale fha your required to pay $1200 of buyers closing cost. We have only been here 5 years we were only going to walk away with $5000 selling it convintional. Well if we have to get it ready for fha and pay towards buyers we need to stay put for a while longer..Really sucks, but oh well it is what it is..
I told my realitor that from now on when realitors call for a showing to remind them its convintional only so it doesn't waiste anybodys time..
I told my realitor that from now on when realitors call for a showing to remind them its convintional only so it doesn't waiste anybodys time..
Not much going on.. I got sick at my stomach yesterday afternoon, so I kinda just laid around after my workout.. Then my realitor called and said those people from last week wanted to take a second look. I had to turn it down , because I really didn't feel like jumping up and cleaning house.. I know I should have, but my belly has been messed up for a few days.. Probably lack of FOOD!!!! Today we have a showing at 1. I asked if it was those people and my realitor said no, she hasn't heard back from them since I cancealed..*shit*
I have no idea what a weigh this week, but I am starting to like my curves again so I don't think I will get on the scale for a while..
aunt flow is suppose to come for a visit this weekend, but she stayed way past her welcome last month so I don't know for sure if she will show up at all this month.. Knowing my like she will come visit when I'm in Vegas.. *bitch*
Yes I'm a little grumpy this morning..
I have no idea what a weigh this week, but I am starting to like my curves again so I don't think I will get on the scale for a while..
aunt flow is suppose to come for a visit this weekend, but she stayed way past her welcome last month so I don't know for sure if she will show up at all this month.. Knowing my like she will come visit when I'm in Vegas.. *bitch*
Yes I'm a little grumpy this morning..
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Well Happy New Year to everyone!!! I truely hope this year is a great one for everyone..
We had a very nice and relaxing weekend.. Didn't even leave the house except for Monday to buy Jeff food for the week..
I'm really getting excited about Vegas.. I did have a slight scare when I heard about the c-4 scare at Midland airport. But then felt really good at how well they handled the situation.. So it seems that a west Texas airport can handle the big stuff after all , and now that it happened they will even be on gaurd more..
I want to go shopping for the trip so bad, but I also want to do some shopping in Vegas so I don't want to spend alot of money here.. I would like to just find some really cool Vegas type tops.. I think paired with my jeans and black boots will work.
I'm really excited about my tattoo, but still undicited on where to put it.. I think I'm still to fat to lift my shirt up to have it on my side. I know they have seen it all , but I'm just not comfortable with my body to do it.. Maybe if I was drunk :) My mom suggested I put it on my hip and I about flipped.. No way am I dropping my pants.. and yes I where the type of jeans that I would have to lower them for that..
Well gonna get off here and get my grove on!
We had a very nice and relaxing weekend.. Didn't even leave the house except for Monday to buy Jeff food for the week..
I'm really getting excited about Vegas.. I did have a slight scare when I heard about the c-4 scare at Midland airport. But then felt really good at how well they handled the situation.. So it seems that a west Texas airport can handle the big stuff after all , and now that it happened they will even be on gaurd more..
I want to go shopping for the trip so bad, but I also want to do some shopping in Vegas so I don't want to spend alot of money here.. I would like to just find some really cool Vegas type tops.. I think paired with my jeans and black boots will work.
I'm really excited about my tattoo, but still undicited on where to put it.. I think I'm still to fat to lift my shirt up to have it on my side. I know they have seen it all , but I'm just not comfortable with my body to do it.. Maybe if I was drunk :) My mom suggested I put it on my hip and I about flipped.. No way am I dropping my pants.. and yes I where the type of jeans that I would have to lower them for that..
Well gonna get off here and get my grove on!
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