nerves

I crashed pretty early last night , like around 10:30 and slept all night till 6 this morning.. I have been going over what I'm going to wear, what I need to pack, worried about stuff that might occur while traveling.. UGH!!   I won't say what that is cause I'm the type of person that believes if you say it out loud it might happen.. I'm really dissapointed I didn't find any kick ass shirts to wear or black jeans.. I did get two new tops and a small purse to take, but maybe I will get some cool clothes in Vegas..
After talking to Laura last night about the dress code for the restraunt we googled dress jeans just to make sure what I was going to wear would be approriate and it said any jeans as long as there arn't any holes in them.. So I think I'm okay.. My jeans don't have holes and I was going to wear this sweater thingy and my boots with heels..
I still haven't weighed myself, thats like a world record for me.. I think its been 3 weeks.. The week after Vegas I plan on starting up a new exercise routine to help boost my momentum again.. I can't believe my birthday is in 9 days .. This year flew by. at least I'm 25 pounds lighter this year.. I was thinking about last year in Vegas and I was in a size 10 at 176pounds.. So at least I did accomplish something, I just wish I was at my goal weight like I had wanted to be.. So I'm hopping that by summer I will be..
Back to my bday coming up, I sure don't feel like I'm fixing to be that old.. I think I will stay in denial and say I'm just 35 .. LOL!!   Remember when it used to be 29 .. I said I was 29 for half my 30's .. My kids even told people I was 29..
Well people say your 40's are the best years of your life , so I guess we will find out.. So far my first year has been lame.. Healthy, but lame..

Hope everyone has a great week , I know Laura and I will !!!!