Sorry its been a while

I was going to blog yesterday , but the stupid electricty went out.. Then once it came back on I wasn't in the mood to sit at the computer.. Jeff was off on Monday and Tuesday it was nice. He cooked for us and we just hung out at the house and had a few drinks.. He gets so excited with new cooking equipment. He got a dutch oven for fathers day and couldn't wait to use it.. It will be a great thing to use if we ever go camping.. He says we are, but its too hot right now. Maybe in September..We tore down the pool and hauled it off to the dump.. I'm so glad that I had decided to drain it and not use it anymore. Once we pulled the liner off the whole bottom of the pool metal was rusted threw and there was holes . I don't think it would had held up.. Then that would have been a mess.. Were going to try and make another dump run next month. He keeps so much shit that he never uses are thats broken or its a piece of this or that ...He is a pack rat..We get his first pay check tomorrow , but its training pay and only for one week.. I have to make the house payment out of it and the cable bill.. I hope its going to be enough to cover.. I have been hanging on to all of extra money, so if his check isn't enough I can dip into our savings, but I don't want too..
With my aunt and uncle back in Seattle its really been working on me to move up there.. I need a change I just want to move anywhere.. Its so pretty up there and there is soo much to do.. The rain was a pain , but you get used to it.. I'm just so tired of this place and its so hot.. I know I'm old now when I complain about the heat.. I used to love being outside..Jeff said if I can save up $5000 or more he would seriously look for a job up there.. Then we would move up there and just rent this house out. I know what he's thinking , by the time I have that much saved I will change my mind about moving.. And I might , I am a woman.. I almost have half saved now he just doesn't know it..If we did move up there my mom would freak out..
Jeff told me he thinks I don't love him anymore and that I act different towards him. I feel like such a failure to make him feel that way.. I'm just so tired of the way things are right now.. I feel like my life is on stand by.. Untill I can get Jordan finished with school and he gets his license and a job..
I've done really well with my exercising, but not eating right.. I haven't gained , but I haven't lost. I talked to my cousin last night about Weight Watchers and it reminds me of LA , but you follow a points system instead of coloring in the circles.. She does it all online. She has lost 15 pounds in three months.. She said the key to it is to eat all the veggies and fruit you want and of course limit your carbs. and dairy. You get to have one splurge day a week.. So its a basicly the program we all know we need to do its just makes keep track.. My problem is I don't eat enough.. I did great that one week with the veggies and fruit, but I get tired of veggies and fruit.. Like yesterday I had a lofat Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwhich and then four very thin , very small slices of pinapple & canadian pizza.. Thats it all day..
Well I have run out of things to say.. Hope everyone is doing great and I am excited about our girls bday night..

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Sorry I got nothing.. Since Breaking Dawn part 2 trailer is out it made me miss part 1 so I did watch that this week..
I have exercised everyday except Tuesday, but I have also had ice cream everyday.. I weighed Monday morning and again just now and I still lost two pounds.. So thats good.. I'm still bouncing between the same old 5 pounds that I always do though.. I would really love to break that pattern..
The boat races are here this weekend and Cole will be going all weekend.. I worry about him with this new group of friends he hangs out with.. He works with them , but they are all young and live on there own.. I just hope he doesn't get sucked in to the bad stuff.. I had a heart to heart with him this past weekend and told him how afraid I was for him.. I just pray that he takes after me more that Doug when it comes to all the stuff that will be offered to him..He will be 20 on Monday and I know I need to let up on my mother hen syndrome, but he is still my baby and its hard...
Jeff's last pay check from Chalk Mtn. was suppose to be today , but its not in the bank , which means it probably was mailed..YUK
I want to go shopping so bad, I want new summer dresses.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Cole

Tuesday , Cole got his blood work results back and its not diabetes. They are 100 percent sure he does not have diabetes. So thats good news. He also had his left eye laser done on Tuesday and its still bleeding.. The doctor lasered some and then Cole will go back Aug. 2 to have it done again. In the meantime Cole has to have more blood work done to look for other causes.. The doctor is sure this is caused by a medical condition and not something Cole has done himself.. So now more testing will be done. Not sure when but sometime before Aug. 2.

Jeff started his new job on Tuesday and everything went good..Hopefully he won't have to be on training very long.

I did exercise for one hour on the treadmill on Monday, but yesterday we had so much doctor stuff and errands to run I didn't, but I am today. My goal is one hour on treadmill every other day and 30 minutes eleptical on the others.. Then once I have adjusted to that I will start my tonning dvd again..

Our weekend was no big deal.. Saturday Jeff didn't feel good so we didn't go out to dinner with the whole family like we had planned. Then Sunday we went to Norton. It was nice we stayed about 3 hours..

Hope everyone is doing well.

Jeff's new job

Well last night was the end of Chalk Mtn. for Jeff. He is off now for 3 days to help him get back to a normal sleeping pattern. He goes in Monday at 11 for the rest of the paperwork and then starts Tues. for GoPetro (Stripes). Hopefully training won't be but a day or two, cause its an hourly rate of very little money. So once again we are hanging on to everything we have.. With exception of Saturday night. Which I might be getting screwed on.. Let me back up and tell the story. My brother called Wednesday and wanted to know if I wanted to go in halves and take Dad out for fathers day dinner on Sat. night. Well with Dad comes Clara, but going in halves would only be like an extra $20 for us each. So I said yes.. Then my cousin Debbie called same day and said she is having  her bday dinner Saturday at Lowake and wants us to come. I explained to her that we had intended on taking Daddy for dinner. She said thats fine just to let her know. Well I called my brother and told him what was going on and he of course threw a fit. He doesn't like Lowake so he is not going there. Well my Daddy called and of course he wants to go to Lowake with everyone. Make it a big bday and Fathers day dinner.. So now Lawrence isn't going and were looking at footing the entire bill for Dad and Clara..Maybe he will change his mind. I don't really like Lowake either, but I will go because thats what Daddy wants to do. Jeff and I have decided we will just get a burger, thats cheap and not to hard to screw up..Then on Sunday we are going to Norton, yep you heard right its been 6 months since we have seen any of Jeff's family so we are going for MawMawB's 87th bday party.  Today I'm going to Sprint to get an SD card for my phone. Cole put his in my phone and it worked just fine, then he put mine in his and it said the same thing it does on mine. So its the SD card for sure.. I'm up for upgrade 8-1, but I really like my phone so I don't know if I will upgrade or not.
Hope everyone has a great weekend. Diet and exercise begins Monday...

SD card

I don't know what happened, maybe its time for a new phone or a new SD card for my phone.. This is the second time this has happened. I was downloading music from my amazon mp3 and all of a sudden it said couldn't download that my SD card had been removed. Well I open up the phone pull out card re-insert and try again. Then it said no space available. Which I don't see how that is possible , but anyway I download all my pictures onto the computer to get it off the card.. There was so much crap on that card.. Crap that I didn't put there. It was so strange it had my bank web site picture, my blog site picture, stories from fanfiction plus pictures of cd albums , pictures of people that I didn't even know.. There was like almost 800 items on my SD card.. So I had a lot of deleting to do off the computer.. Then when I put the SD card back into phone it said it was damaged , still no space available or unmounted.. So today I will be taking the phone in to Sprint..Which I hate going into that store its always so bussy..
Jeff goes to work today , but only for 3 days.. YEA!!!   I'm so ready for him to be on days..
We are going to Norton on Sunday, it is grandmothers Bday party.. We haven't seen any of his family since Mandy's wedding and that was in January.. Sad since Vonda (Jeffs mom) comes to town 3 times a week to keep Ryan (Mandys baby)
Well thats all I got.. Hope everyone has a great day

So sad

Well yesterday morning Jordan and I got up early and went and helped my aunt and uncle load there uhaul.. I was surprised we were the only ones to come and help. Cindy said I was the only one who even called to offer any help.. So we got them all laoded up.. Very proud of Jordan he worked really hard.. Then that evening we went to my aunt Janes house for the going away dinner.. I love Cindy and Pete so much , I am very close to Cindy. She is like one of my best friends.. I'm truley going to miss her, but I'm also happy for them to be where there other kids and grandkids are.. I just hope I will get to go up there for a visit a lot..
They were heading out early this morning..
Tomorrow Cole goes in for the rest of his blood work for all that diabetes stuff..
Jeff is off today and tomorrow then he will only work 3 days then thats it for Chalk Mtn. He starts up his new job on Monday 18th.. Thats when I will begin my exercising again.. I'm still watching what I eat, but no exercising.. I also noticed I really need some sun on my legs, but its just so hot I don't want to go outside.. Which just makes me mad cause I used to love being outside.. Does this mean I'm getting old?? 
Thats all I got. Hope everyone has a great day.

Days off

Jeff was off Monday and Tuesday. On Monday he got word from GoPetro that he can start work for them , so since he was off he went up to his job and gave two weeks notice.. He begins GoPetro on the 18th.. So I have decided that is when I am really going to give it my all and get back to exercising again.. Jeff will be gone in the mornings so I will have no excuse not to do it..
In the evening time on Monday I went to hook up the hose in the front yard to water the plant on my porch and when I stepped off the porch I sank into mud.. Water leak, YUK!   So Tuesday , while Cole and I were at his doctors Jeff and Jordan began fixing the leak.. All I can say is thank God it was an outside leak, because it was actually two different leaks and took Jeff 4 hours to fix and me running up to Home Depot twice..
Cole's doctors visit went good.. He said the bleeding was already stopping.. He still believes its caused by diabetes and wants all the blood work that Cole will have done on the 11th faxed to his office..I asked the doctor if Cole could have damaged his eye himself , but he says No cause the bleeding is on the back of the eye and the contact is on the front of his eye.. But the doctor really doesn't know the whole story behind the contact abuse, so I'm still thinking thats what caused it.. Especially since he worked on the right eye yesterday and said the bleeding had stopped already, cause it was the left eye he gave the shots in..Anyway I'm still hanging on and having faith that Cole is a healty young man..
I guess thats about it.. Hope everyone has a great day..

just the same

I got nothing going on.. Yesterday I ate all day.. I don't know if it was from the drinking the night before or just my pain in the ass visitor..
Cole has his right eye laser tomorrow at 3..
My aunt Cindy called me yesterday and told me that Stefanie (her oldest) said that if I come up she already has plans for us.. I told Cindy it wasn't happening I have too much mom duties this month with Cole, but we talked it over and we do want to go on vacation there , so as soon as we get money saved we are.. Jeff wants to drive instead of fly cause he said it would be cheaper, but that means he will need two weeks off of work.. That isn't happening.. Don't get me wrong I would love to drive I love traveling and it would be good for Jordan, but flying would be so much faster.. It probably wouldn't happen till next year anyway , cause with Jeff changing jobs he won't get vacation time till he's been there a whole year..I wish we had the money now and we could go before he changed jobs.. oh well

I had so much fun Saturday , hope everyone has a great day