We had another showing yesterday, and again they asked me questions.. Also the ones that looked at it Wed. really liked it, my realitor told me that they had to go back to the bank and see if they could get an extra $5000 if they can they are going to put a bid in on the house... So we will see..

I have been doing really really good on diet and exercise, but I think my scale is broken cause I don't think it is possible for me to lose 4 pounds in one day not to mention the 2 pounds the day before.. Thats a total of 6 pounds in one week... Hmm wait a minute maybe its water weight then the 6 pounds could be true.. Aunt Flow stayed way longer than normal this month and all the salt in the Christmas food, well maybe I did lose 6 pounds.. I will weigh again in the morning to see. I really hope the weight is true!!

Today I am taking Jordan to spend some of his Christmas money and to go to grocery stores.. Yes stores cause you can't get everything at Sams so I have to go to Walmart too. I really hate that I wish Sams would just carry everything I need..

I tried this face primer stuff that Sam gave me and I really like it, It keeps my makeup on so much better. The problem is I don't wash my face at night cause I have never really wore that much makeup and by night time it was usually off, but with this primer it stayed on and I didn't wash it off so now my face is broke out like a dam teenager... I saw Selma Hyacke on Rachel show a while back and she has come out with some face stuff that suppose to be pretty good.. She claims all her products are less than $20 and sold at Walgreens.. I'm thinking about trying some of it.. I really like my Dr. Brandt , but that shit is high.. Oh how I miss the good old days when noxima was my face wash.. Stupid hormones had to go and f**k that cheap face wash up...

Jeff will be off Monday so I probably won't be back on here till Tuesday.. Hope everyone has a Happy New Year.. Be safe

awkward

I did my dance 3 video instead of the treadmill yesterday.. It was a lot of fun , but kinda hard.. I did it for 45min.  It was one hell of a work out.. More so than even when I did zumba..I will do the treadmill today, and dance friday.. By next week I hope to do both in the same day..Right now my body really doesn't like me much.. I really should never stop exercising completly cause it hurts to much to start up again.. I did pretty good on my eating..

We had a showing yesterday and it was a couple that has 5 kids under the age of 12. They asked me all kinds of questions about the neighborhood and schools.. They were here for 30 min.. They seemed to really like the house and the potential it has for remodling...

Not much going on Thank God.

I'm trying not to shop for Vegas until the weekend before I go and then all I really want to get is a couple of new tops.. I'm wearing jeans the whole time and I just got those so no worries about the bottoms.. I'm so excited I can't believe its almost time.. I'm still not sure where to put my tattoo at.. I'm going to play around with some stickers on my body and see if that helps.. I am torn between on my wrist or between my belly button and hip bone that area above my jeans towards my side a bit..Jeff doesn't want me to put it on my wrist because he thinks dice are manly and won't look good on my wrist..I though about the area between my belly button and hip bone , cause having dice there might be kinda of sexy , you no that saying feeling lucky!!  Haa Haa   Anybody have any suggestions I could really use them?

Hope everyone has a great day!!

Ouch!!

I exercised for one hour yesterday, burned 500 cal. and ate very smart until I had the last 6 pieces of chocolate candy.. I didn't eat them all at once , but just through out the day as I walked by them.. I'm not kidding I have no will power with chocolate in the house.. Luckily its all gone now so today should go better.. Sam is here this morning and I think were going to do my Just Dance 3 video. If I get enough of a workout doing that I will not be bonding with the treadmill today..
Jeff went to a new place this week.. It is north east of Dever, Co. I told him to take pictures .
Well thats all I got. Hope everyone has a great day..

Whew!

What a busy weekend.. I'm so glad Christmas is over, now I can start planning for Vegas...
My diet was a no show over the holiday, so now I have got to get busy. I wonder just how much of a difference 3 weeks will make.. THREE WEEKS !!!  OMG I'm so excited...

At my aunts house on Christmas I got a pretty cool compliment it was from my cousins wife whom I had just met.. She told me I didn't look old enough to have a 19 year old... Made me feel pretty darn good. Then my dad came over yesterday and said that Ruthy , a woman that was there , but is no kin to me thought that I was Rondi's mother cause we looked a like and were always together..Talk about knocking my good mood out the window.. We look nothing alike , except we both have short hair and green eyes..
I need to call Rondi and tell her this. We were so pissed at the lady any way , she was making a big deal about my nephew playing the chinese christmas with us because it was suppose to be adults only.. The thing is Hayden plays every year because it has always just been him and Ryann as the only kids.. Well now we have some family that has moved to town with small kids and they didn't get to play... but the other kids didn't even care to play , they were off playing with each other and there new toys.. Anyway Hayden played and got his gift that he brought and was just as happy as can be..

We have no plans for New Years Eve, we never go to a bar so I no we won't do that.. Last year we went and played skip bo at my aunt Cindys.. We have always brought in the new year with our kids so what ever we do Jordan will be with us..

I hope everyone had a very Merry Christmas.. I hope this is a good week for everyone..

Christmas Eve Gift!

Holy cow I can't believe Christmas is tomorrow!!!   When your kids are big it just doestn't feel the same as it used to.. Even when they stopped believing in santa it wasn't so bad cause Christmas was still so much fun.. Now that they are big they already have everything that they want. Cole is able to buy what ever he needs and wants.. Jordan never wants anything , so he is really easy.. I guess since my brothers were younger than me Christmas always felt like Christmas growing up.. Even though the boys are bigger and this year is the easiest Christmas we have ever had, I sure do miss all the hype about Christmas..

Merry Christmas everyone!!!    Enjoy your little guys going crazy about the gifts because before you know its all over..

Christmas

Yuk, we went shopping yesterday and got everything done.. the crowds were too bad.. Tonight we go to Ballinger to have Christmas with Jeff's mom and sister and her kids.. Tomorrow we go to my aunts for some fun.. lots of drinking and games and food.. Then sunday we go back to my aunts for Christmas dinner and gift exchange.. we do the chinese christmas its so much fun.. I can't wait for this year my sister law Rondi bought the best gag gift ever , she bought an Obama calander and mad dog 20 she is going to wrap it really pretty.. she is putting in lottery tickets too so its not a total waste.. In house full of Republicans this aught to go over really well... I didn't buy any gag gifts ours are pretty good gifts. a dvd, cooler, and picture frames..really cool picture frames I might add..
Hope everyone has a safe and Merry Christmas!!

Today we are going shopping.. I know idiots RIGHT...   Jeff and I were so lazy yesterday he didn't even take a shower... So we will have to cram everything today...

Day one of Jeffs vacation we were getting along until Cole came home.. Jeff and Cole really argue a lot.. and last night it was like Jeff was trying to pick a fight with Cole over stupid stuff. and he just kept on and on and wouldn't let it go.. So I stepped in and said my two scents worth and of course that pissed Jeff off..
Day two here we go, not starting out well cause Jeff wanted a bj this morning and I didn't feel like servicing him since I haven't been for over two weeks.. yep I know two wrongs don't make a right , but damit I'm tired of him always getting off and I don't.
Hope everyone has a great day!

No One is Blogging

Okay I know we are all busy (wink wink), but yall need to at least say hello.. I don't know whats going on with all yall if you don't spill it on here.. Cause we all know how much I use the phone.. So whats going on with everybody? 

We have a showing today at 3.

Jeff starts his vacation tomorrow.

We have to buy a turkey to smoke.

We have to finish up Christmas shopping..

I hurt my moms feelings.. I didn't mean to. See every year we flip flop holidays so that we can take turns with the family.. Well this year was moms year for Thanksgiving and my Dads for Christmas. which means we go to my aunt Janes.. Well my mom and her husband are not getting along.. and her husband wants to go see his mother in Arkansa for Christmas , so my mom told me that she might come see us on Christmas instead of going with him.. I had to tell her that she was welcome to come , but I wouldn't be able to visit with her until late Christmas night cause we will be at Janes all day.. I told her that she could probably come to my aunts house if she wanted too.. (awkward), cause Jane wouldn't mind... My mom said no that she didn't want to intrude.. I had to explane to her we were at her house last Christmas its the other side of the family turn. She took it really well , but I could here the hurt in her voice... Oh and just incase your curious about Jeff's family. We have never had the event on the actualy day cause his family is so big with so many kids that we always just picked a day where everyone could get together.. Now that all the kids have grown up we hardly ever get together with all of them.. This last Sunday was the first in a very long time..and Vonda, Jeff's mom has always been so good about any weekend will work for her.. So this Friday we will have Christmas at her house.. which now that the kids are bigger will just be a meal.. We are not exchanging gifts this year.. I'm so looking forward to a good turkey and dressing meal..

Jeff and I are really getting along great , I really hope him being home for 5 days doesn't ruin it !!!!  

busy weekend

Boy did we have a busy weekend. Friday we had Ryanns bday party. Saturday we did shopping for Christmas at Norton for Sunday.. Then Sunday we did Christmas at Norton.. It was nice to see all the family. Wednesday Jeff starts his vacation. Friday we have Christmas at Vonda's. Jeff is going to smoke a turkey.. Saturday we will go to my aunt Janes to drink and play games. Then on Christmas we will be back at Janes for the day.. I'm not doing so well on my diet or exercise.. I plan on doing better this week to make up for the weekends.. I still have a little shopping to do , but we are just giving the kids money so I really don't have much to do.. Jordan does want pjs so I'm on the hunt for those.. Jeff and I arn't exchanging gifts this year since I'm going to Vegas and he is getting a new gun.. That is are gifts to each other.. Its going to be a busy week and with Jeff being home I probably won't be on the computer much.. I really hope everyone has a Merry Christmas..

P.S. Temple text me on Saturday and said Bill gave her Jaylee.. He just came over last Sunday and said here I don't want her anymore she's yours.. And he also told her that he would give her 50/50 for Cassie... Very strange for him to fight so hard for a child that wasn't his to just give her away..

Still got nothing to talk about..

Penny still not well..

Going to my neices bday party tonight at Las Ponchitas..

No weightloss!!

Ready for Vegas!!!!

Hope everyone has a great weekend!!!

drunk blogging

Yes its a  Wednesday (I think) and I'm drunk and alone.. My hubby won't be home tonight so I skipped cooking and Jordan and I just ate soup for lunch so instead of eating tonight I decided to drink.. I'm really lovin my vanilla vodka.. I loved the green apple too, I think I must try all the wonderful flavors of vodka..
Aunt flo was visiting this week so I gained two pounds.. BITCH!!!
I'm so ready for Vegas I just want to skip Christmas.. I know so selfish of me..
I need adult time bad.. Jeff and I watch church together every Sunday morning and this last Sunday the preacher was talking about the things that bug you about your spouse.. Well Jeff and I got to talking about it and why he is married to me I have no idea.. There is a lot of stuff that bugs him about me.. The main thing that he said was how I have to be the one in controle all the time..Like my way is it no other way works.. I have to disagree with him.. Yes I feel that if I'm right then I will fight for it, but he gets his way a lot more than I get mine.. My main thing with him is how he never ever shows me affection out in public.. No one would ever know we were married if they didn't know us.. He never introduces me to people that we may come upon , or ever sits by me if we are at a bar, or holds my hand as we walk into a place.. When I was fat I always felt he was ashamed of me , so now that I'm not so big WTF!  He just told me he doesn't like to show affection out in public.. This is so wrong of me what I'm about to say, but I wish just for once while out in public some hot guy would flirt with me cause he thinks I'm single and Jeff be right there, so maybe he would act like we were a couple out in public.
Okay enough of that its killing my buzz!
I was reading a fanfiction and its not done yet and it totaly pissed me off the way the author is leaving us hangin..On the up side of my reading all this smutt I have learned a few sexual things and have showed Jeff , he is very pleased with my reading now!
I am 40 about to be 41 who knew there was so much more to sex than what I have been doing.. I have been in the dark for way way way too long!!
Okay enough of that hubby is away tonigh.
Well my drunk blogging has come to a close its time to get my drink on!!  Later guys!!

hurt dog

Well Penny my almost two year dog has hurt herself..( I don't know how to spell the word that I'm about to try)  Hurneatated disc in her neck.. she is dopped up bad so she doesn't move around.. Her eyes are so big and black its soo soo sad :(   On the plus side nothings broken... Just rest and meds for 7 days..

The weekend was good.. lots of showings this past week , but no offers yet.

Don't really have much else to say.. Hope everyone has a great day!

Ugh I knew this would happen!

Okay deep down I knew once the words left my mouth asking Sam if she wanted to do a weight loss challenge with me that my system would shut the fuck down.. I only lost 1 fricken pound this week.. I exercised and ate right and I lost ONE pound... I'm so going back to just laying around reading all day.. Why the hell not I lost 4 pounds doing it that way..So really the question is do I want a firm tight body and not lose as much weight or a squishy body and weigh less?  Hmm ?  Or wait maybe I could lose the weight then tone the shit... Oh hell now what to do ...

Well we had a young hot guy come and look at the house yesterday. He liked it well enough to ask for a second showing today at 4:30 for his wife to see it.. As much as I want this house to sell I don't want anything to happen till after my Vegas trip.. I know selfish,Right?

Hope everyone has a great weekend. I have found another fanfiction author I like and am currently reading a story its 40 chapters long and I'm on ch. 18
Were going to a Christmas concert with my Dad side of the family on Saturday. Should be good.

Sorry still got nothing.. Its been a pretty calm week so far.. I have been a good girl and exercised and ate right. I weigh tomorrow to see if it has helped.

I was a good girl I exercised and did well on my eating..Not exercising for such a long time then starting back up again made me sleepy during the day.. I feel asleep for about 30 minutes on the couch.. I will probably nap untill my body gets back into exercising again..
Its so cold out, I hate it.. I don't like it when its this cold.. The snow falling yesterday was pretty, but I hate the cold..
I really got nothing. Just gonna exercise then lay around and read so I don't eat.. HAA

Venting / BEWARE

I don't know if I'm gonna make it this winter, I'm already freezing.. I like cool weather not cold weather.. HaHa
Hope everyone had a good weekend. Mine started off pretty rough but ended really well. Jeff and I have had some sort of wall up between us. For a lot of reasons.. I don't know if its him going through mid life crises or me, but right now we seem to be going in different directions.. Friday night I was so pissed at him, then saturday morning I was pissed at him.. Its like hey whatever happen to waiting until I was done before you. Thats how it used to be, now its like he gets in and gets out before I'm even close.. So sexually frustrating.. So by saturday afternoon I'm a little grumpy.. You know you would be too if you came so close two times in two days , but didn't get to finish.. He asked me what my problem was and I just blew up at him.. He really didn't say much about it.. Then we went to Sams and bought groceries..He has really started questioning all my disissions.. like for instance he wanted me to make chicken and dumplins for sunday.. I know how to do it I just don't like to cook them because it takes so long and I have told everyone all the time I hate to cook. thats why I make simple stuff and don't bake. I like to get in the kitchen and get out.. So anyway about the chicken and dumplins. He loves the way my aunt Cindy makes them and wanted me to call her and get her to tell me how to do it. I told him she is the one that taught me, but he just kept going on and on about how he didn't remember her telling me how.. So he asked me how I make them I had to tell him step by step. Then when I mentioned the butter and maybe some milk he was like nope thats not right Cindy didn't tell me she used butter and milk you need to call her back.. Well I refused and told him if he wanted me to make them then he needed to back the fuck off cause I do know how to make them.. So now I have to run into a different grocery store to get bisquits cause Sams doesn't have raw bisquits.. I told him to just run by Walmart we are right here and I will run in real quick and get them.. He said why don't we just go to Albertsons, I said were right here at Walmart I will just run in no big deal.. So he got all bitchy about it and said yes BOSS  what ever you say BOSS.. I don't get it if I'm the one running into the store and I don't mind running into Walmart why even suggest going to another store.. So by saturday night we had a few drinks and watched two movies with Cole, Sam, Jordan.. He was in a better mood and took his time with me Saturday night to make up *winkwink*  oh and then Sunday morning was pretty hot as hell *wink wink*  We got along great all day Sunday and my chicken and dumplins turned out fabulous and he loved them.. Took me 3 and half hours from start to finish but hey at least he loved them..So left overs today YEA!!
Okay so I really want to lose some weight before Vegas and me losing 4 pounds last week really got me pumped so since Sam is always talking about needing to lose weight , I decided to see if she would do a weight loss challenge with me.. See who could lose the most weight by Jan.8th.. She agreed.. Cole then through in who ever wins he will give them $50.. So starting today the challenge is on.. She's young so her metabolizsm will kick my ass, but she is also lazy and doesn't like to exercise so maybe I will kick her ass.. We will see..Let the game begin!!!

Today we have a showing of the house. Its the first one in two weeks. I turned down four showings during the two weeks.. They were all spur of the minute showings and I wasn't home when my realitor called. I'm so tired of showing the house, I know its a must in order to sell it. I have decided I just don't give a crap whether they think my house is clean enough. I mean its clean its just not as clean as it would be when I know people are coming over. I dusted last night and I'm about to vacuum and sweep and then thats it.. I'm tired of going all gung whole everytime we have a showing.. We normally hang out in the back yard while they are looking at the house, but Jeff wants me to load up the dogs and leave.. He doesn't realize what a pain in the ass loading up four dogs is for a showing that lasts maybe 10-15 minutes..
After the showing I've got some errands to run. then home to cook pork chops and mashed potatoes..yum!
I didn't do the dance kincet yesterday , but I did walk/run on the treadmill for about 30 minutes to build myself back up for next weeks hard core workout.. Of course now that I have a showing I won't be exercising today. I will sat. and sun.. maybe :)   I did weigh myself this morning and reading does the body good.. I have lost four pounds.. See I knew reading was better than watching tv. When I watch tv I want to snack, but with reading I don't..So 14 pounds to go and I will be at my goal weight.. I would really like to be at it by our Vegas trip, but I'm not going to make it an obsession because if I do I know I will fail. If it happens it happens and if not oh well.. I'm so excited to being going back to Vegas it falls a week before my birthday and it just feels so cool to be going . Maybe I could make it like a birthday tradition..HAA!
I'm going to go pay for my ticket today and then it will finially feel like a real deal..
Hope everyone has a fantastic weekend.. stay inside it looks to be a cold crappy weekend..Good time to read...LOL

Got all my errands ran yesterday and cooked taco soup (yum) we will be eating left overs today.. Monday I will start back exercising.. I will have to do it slowly cause I haven't exercised in two weeks.. shame on me..today Sam is here and we are gonna play dance central on my knect , so there is a bit of exercise.. Cole got it for me right before Thanksgiving and I haven't played it yet. Sam has and said it really works up a sweat..
Chip is sick again, damn dog and his allergies.. These mesquite trees are the cause..
Not much going on today its so cloudy out it makes me lazy..perfect day for laying around and READ!  haa
hope everyone has a good day!