Cole

Cole's surgery went well. The left eye was worse than the doctor thought it would be so he did have to do more to it. The right eye he was able to just do the laser again.. Cole had a whole in his left eye , but luckily the retna has not detached and the doctor was able to weld it shut (doctors term) .. We go in today at 2 so the doctor can remove the eye patch and check out his eye.. We will also set him up with a family doctor from Shannon to go visit and get the blood work drawn.. Dr. Angle said that with Cole's eyes continueing to bleed he could be bleeding somewhere else in his body.. We need to do the blood work to find out what is causing the bleeding..
Cole enformed me yesterday morning that he couldn't even see out of his left eye.. And it had been like that for while , do to  the blood in his eye..My dad came up and stayed with me at the hospital, and I told him what Cole told me.. When Cole came back to the room and was coherent , my Daddy told Cole he needed to be honest with me and not keep things like that from me.. It was nice to see my Daddy like that..
Speaking of my Daddy, he goes in to the dotor on Friday to see what medicene he will be put on to relieve the stress on his heart...UGH!!!   So mad that they can't fix his heart..
Back to Cole, the doctor said he will not be abel to lift anything over 5 pounds or bend over for at least 2 weeks.. No work for probably 3-4 weeks.. He is just suppose to lay around and be a couch potatoe (doctors term). We will ask today if he can play video games and watch tv..
Well thats all I got.. Hope everyone has a great day.

Laura how did the contest go for Sydni?

were back

We had a fantastic visit with my mom. Thanksgiving was great. I ate way too much.. Tony(my stepdad) was even social this visit.. All I can say is we had a great time and the visit was perfect..

At home my husband could not get enough of me.. To say I was missed is an understatement... I truely felt loved when I got home..

Today I am doing laundry and going to the grocery store.. Monday Jeff is off and Tuesday Cole has his eye surgery.. The doctor says he could be out of work for up to three weeks...

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving and great weekend..

Good times

Thursday night was great.. Rondi came and got me around 6. We went to the Grill to eat with 3 of her other friends.. They were going to the Breaking Dawn movie also , but not at the same time as us.. We got to the movie theater around 8 , lines were already forming.. The two friends of Rondi's were for the 10 showing us 10:30 so they got to go into a theater. We had to sit on the floor and wait. At least we were inside.. Then about 10 minutes of us sitting. Rondi's friends texted her and said to come to theater 3 it was still empyt and no one is checking tickets.. So we got up and just walked into theater 3.. We all got to see the movie together.. It was packed , but there were still rows of sits so I didn't feel guilty about taking a seat.. The movie was fricken Awesome, by far the best movie of the whole series. I can't wait to see it again..

Friday I just laundry and laid around after my workout.. I worked out all 5 days really hard and I lost 3 pounds.. I have also given up starches and processed food and stayed around the 1200 cal intake regardless of how many the fitness app said I could eat. Day one and two of no starches were pretty hard I had a headache , but now I feel really good.. One day this week I didn't even eat meat and I was fine, not hungry.. My two favorite meals right now are mushroom and bell pepper omlets and cottage cheese with peaches..

Jeff will be home soon. He only had 6 hours left this week.. He is off Sunday and Monday.. He has to clean out his truck and check everything. We will be taking his truck to my mom's.. He just doesn't trust my car.. My car is older than his truck.. I hate driving his truck, but saftey first..

I leave for my mom's early Tuesday morning.. I'm not taking the dogs with me.. It will be sad to leave them , but it would be to hard without Jeff's help to take them.. I plan on coming home Saturday or Sunday. Not sure which day. Jeff won't be off till Monday and Tuesday..

Cole's eye surgery is Tuesday the 27th

My dad is not well.. He just found out Thursday that the right side of his heart isn't working and the left is working harder to compensate for the right.. And there is nothing that the doctors can do to fix it.. All they can do is prescribe stress medicene to help , but no surgery can repair his heart..

Well thats all I got.. Hope everyone has a fantastic Thanksgiving and Laura tell Sydni I said Good Luck!    I hope yall have a great time next weekend.

strange dream

I watched the LA premier of Breaking Dawn 2 last night, and holy cow that man looked sooo good in his green suit..Yes I kow pathetic, Jeff and the boys give me hard time about watching that stuff.. I like it though.. I like to see everyone all dressed up..

I had the strangest dream last night..It was all of us hanging out at Laura's house and someone Laura worked with was hanging with us too.. Laura invited her because she was new in town and didn't have any friends.. Everything was going good we were sitting around eating and drinking.. I have no idea where the kids and men were.. They were not in my dream.. Anyway were all talking about Laura's bday party that we were going to have in the near future.. Laura was telling everyone what she had planned for all of us.. The rest of us , not including the new girl, were all in agreement with Laura. Then Laura turns to the new girl and invites her to join in for the bday party.. She agree's , but then she like takes over all the planning and what we are going to do.. Its nothing that Laura wants to do. Everyone is speechless and doesn't really no what to do. Because no one wants to cause a confrontation with this girl..Then all of a sudden the girl says something that really pisses me off and I come unglued on her.. You know how my mouth is I tell her exactly what she can do with her plans all by herself, because this was Laura's party and were doing it her way.. The girl got upset and stormed out of the house like a drama queen.. Then I woke up... I woke up laughing at how riduclous that dream was..

Hope everyone has a great day

I was a pig

This past week was hard on my hormones.. Not only did I not exercise because of the stupid monthly visitor. I ate like a pig Friday , Saturday and Sunday.. I feel it today.. I will exercise today and watch what I eat..

My cousins wife met her weightloss goal , she is with Weight Watchers.. She did the whole program online. I'm seriously thinking about checking into it..

We didn't do anything this past weekend..

I'm so exicited, four more days and I will get to see Breaking Dawn part 2

Cole has to have eye surgery. He went in for his 3 month check up on Friday and his eyes regressed. So the doctor is going to go into his eyes and fix them. He was hoping the laser would have fixed the problem so he wouldn't have to do surgery , but it didn't.. He goes in on the 27th..They still never figured out what caused it..

Well thats all I got.. Hope everyone is doing great..

Stalkerish

Not much going on with me.. Just using my dvr like crazy this week. My obesession has been on different programs all week.. On Ellen tomorrow, can't wait for that one. She always makes it fun.

Haven't exercised this week, because you know why is visiting.. I swear it seems each month gets worse and worse..Maybe thats a sign thats its coming to an end.. My mom was young when hers did..

Interesting thing I read on weightloss the other day.. It said that if your mother was fat while pregnant with you , you will be fat too.. No wonder I have constant weight issues, it's because of her not because I love food.. Haa Haa !!!    I wasn't a fat kid, just a fat wife to Jeff.. Of course while I was married to dip shit I struggled with my weight, but I was never this heavy.. The most I weighed married to that idoit was 180 when I delivered Cole..

Going for my eye exam today, its been two years and I'm out of contacts.. Jeff is off Saturday and Sunday..

Well thats all I got.. Hope everyone has a great day.

fun weekend

Jeff was off Friday and Saturday and we got along pretty good. Friday he wanted booze , so we ran up to the liquor store so he could get him some. I still had some vodka.. We haven't drank in a very long time.. So Friday we just hung out and watched t.v. and a few drinks. I only had one drink.. Then Saturday we went shopping.. I tried Thursday night to talk Jeff into going to San Antonio or San Marcus on Friday to go shopping and just mess around for the day, but he didn't want to.. So since we just hung out at the house on Friday , by Saturday I was ready to just shop here.. We had a good day. Jeff got a new pillow.. I hate to spend money on pillows, but we always get really good ones, which means there not cheap.. We lucked out though , the one he inteanded to get was $175 , but he settled for one that only cost $59.. Crazy I know, but thats Jeff for you..Then we were on the hunt for me some brown boots.. I finially found some really cute ones at Dillards.. I love them , I can't wait to wear them.. On the way out of the mall we went through JCPenny's and I found 3 shirts as well.. Two long sleeve and one short, but the short sleved one was on clearence for $3.50.. I love me a bargan..Once we got home I was digging through my closet to dust off my black boots.. I have had them for two years now, got them at Famous Footwear. I love them they are so comfy I even wore them in Vegas the whole time, but when I dusted them off the upper part of the boot is peeling. Makes me sad.. They look terrible, but I will probly hang on to them until I can get me new black ones.. Jeff gave me a lecture about you get what you pay for, but hey to me they were expensive I think they were $79 two years ago.. We are so different when we shop.. I want the most for my dollar and he would spend the whole amount on one item.. All in all we  had a good weekend..

So frustrated

I'm so mad!!!  The first week following that fitness app I lost two pounds , which I was so happy about. The next week I did the exact same thing as the first week and gained one pound..I don't understand how that is possible.. I exercised and stayed within or under my allowed calorie intake..Maybe I'm bloated , I'm suppose to start tomorrow. I really hope thats it and then next week I will show a tremendous amount of weightloss.. Jeff said I look smaller through my middle section and Rondi did too the other night, but I don't see it..

Nothing else to say.. I hope everyone has a great weekend.

Halloween

It was a nice day.. I sat outside on the front porch to pass out candy.. Our street was busy this year..There were so many kids, within an hour all our candy was gone.. Thank God!! Last year we didn't have very many and had so much candy left over.. I like to pass out candy to see all the little kids in there costumes.. I tried to get Jordan to join me , but he had no desire to help..

I've done really good according to my calorie counter.. I still don't see me losing the weight as fast as the app says I will, but oh how I like to dream..I did notice that the app tells me I will lose more weight when I have consumed more calories for that day.. Like after I exercise I get a shit load more calories I can eat. So by the end of the night if I have not used all my calories the app tells me that not good and I need to eat more , then my weight is usually in the low 150's, but if I'm a pig that day and eat all my calories (which to me is a lot)  the app is happy and my weight is in the low 140's. Strange very strange , but I love the little pep comment..

Well thats all I got to say. Hope everyone has a great day.