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We just got home about an hour or so ago. We had a great time at my moms. Friday night we all went to Logans to eat and of course the waiter pissed Tony(my step dad) off so the whole night he was an asshole to the waiter and swore he would never return. And he won't. Then Saturday we went to the store to get the food that Jeff was going to cook on Sunday. Holy cow $130 worth of food.. Then Saturday night we went to Dave and Busters. Jeff's cousins joined us and we all drank and ate. then the guys and jordan went to play games and me and my mom and sis in law sat at the bar and drank more. So much fun. the guys really liked it. Jordan used his tickets to buy me a coffee mug, and a shot glass.. so nice of him. Sunday Jeff cooked and we all just ate and ate and drank and drank. I have eaten and drank so much in the last three days to make up for a month.. (NOT) Back on my diet tomorrow..
Jeff and Cole will be going car shopping again tomorrow , I hope he gets something. I hate taking Jeff to work at 4 in the morning.
Water for Elephants comes out on DVD tomorrow and then in 18 days Breaking Dawn.. Hell Yea!

I'm lovin this cooler weather. I wish it would stay like this for a few months. Perfect window weather. My electricity bill would be so cheap. Today I'm going to get my nails done. Then get cash and gas for our trip. Start packing because I always have to try on my outfits before I pack them. We leave in the morning to go to moms then we will be back on Monday. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Not much has been going on, I have been reading some very good fanfiction.. I get so caught up in the stories I just can't stop until I'm done.. The down side to fanfiction is it usually isn't done so you read and read and then bamb there not done with it so you have to wait for the ending..

Some people came to look at the house today. After looking they actually stood outside and signed some paper work. So I don't know if they were putting in a bid on our house or someone elses..

Well thats it.

Sorry its been a while , but when Jeff is home I don't get to use the computer. I had such a great time over the weekend. First off Thursday went and saw Footloose. Loved it! I liked it better than the original one so much more chemistry between the actors. Then I went shopping and got new jeans. I got 4 pair and a sweater thingy. Can't wait to wear the sweater thing its so cute.. There were so many other things that I tried on and wanted , but my pocket book told me no..I will deffinatley be going back to Maurices to shop again. My next purchase that I want is some really cute brown boots. I have several black boots , but no brown(want).

Well Cole's car is a gonner, looks like he needs a new motor. Jeff and him didn't find him one on Saturday so he is using mine and I'm driving the truck. I hate the truck I feel so butch in the truck, but Jeff said the Durango is older if Cole was to mess up a vehicle he perfered the Durango.  Cole applied for a bank loan , so we will see how that goes. If not he will try a tote your note place. If that doesn't work he may have to buy from an individual. He is 19 with no credit, but no bills either and makes really good money so hopefully something good will happen for him.

Today I have to go to WalMart and get the oil changed in the truck and pick up a few things that we need. We will be going to my moms on Friday and won't be back till Tuesday..

Daisy has learned to use the doggy door. It is so cute cause she is so little that she has to jump up onto the ledge and flops over, but hey so smart she is only 8 weeks and using the door..

I had a great time Saturday can't wait for all of us to do it again.

Well Sam is here today and we are going to go see Footloose and maybe stop over at Maurcies to look at jeans. Then I need to run out to Sams to get a few things. Jordan hasn't decided if he wants to go or not.
I've been exercising really hard but not really eating well , I have not got on the scale and don't really want to.
Daisy slept until 5 this morning and then we slept till 8. She is doing really good on the potty training.
Well thats all I got hope everyone has a good day.

I knew my day to day was pretty easy , Jordan is a big boy now so he really just doesn't need me to do things for him.. So now we throw in this puppy , holy cow I'm tired.. Unless she is a sleep you have to constantly watch her.. She has started exploring the house and its not puppy proof..Sasha really mothers her and then torments her.. Penny plays with her when Sasha isn't in the mood, but Penny is pretty pissed off about her most of the time cause now she isn't the baby..Penny has always been stand offish though so I might just be reading more into the situation than there really is.. I know one thing Daisy will be a tough little shit she is already snapping back at the others when she has had enough...So far the potty training is going good.

We had someone come and look at the house yesterday. It was a young woman.. I guess she didn't like it cause we haven't heard anything.

I got my haircut yesterday and Becky told me to take a break from the color I was useing cause my hair felt gummy.. So no color for a while.. Luckily my hair still has some color on it..

I'm suppose to go to the movies Thursday afternoon with Sam. We are going to go see Footloose.. I loved the original and I really want to compare the two..

Oh one more thing Becky(my haircut lady) had on the cutest jeans with them tucked into some bass ass boots. I asked her where she got the jeans she told me Maurices and that they were jeggins. She said they were stretchy and so comfy. She is like me with fat legs and they really looked slimming on her I think I may check those out.. I'm all for stretchy and comfy. I was really wanting to lose 10 pounds before I went jean shopping , but I think I might go ahead and look for those jeggins..

Okay now on to his Holy Hotness.. I almost pee'd my pants last night.. Jeff and I were watching the xfactor and it was a commerical break and bam there is the Breaking Dawn trailer.. We have a big tv so OMG Rob looked soo good.. I may have to take a change of undies with me when I go see this movie!!!

So Sorry

Reading Tia's blog really got me to thinking.. I really hope everyone knows I would love to talk and text yall.. I just really never have anything going on so I never have anything to share.. And when I do have stuff to share I blog it that way everyone can see and comment.. Its not just yall , I don't even talk on the phone to Jeff much.. I'm just not that way I never have been.. I say what I got to say and then I'm done.. On a daily basis I call Jeff when I get up to tell him good morning, then if there is something that comes up that I need to talk to him about , if not I usually don't talk to him again until late evening before bed. I talk to my mom everyday, she will call me one day then I her the next. We just mostly talk about how things are going and where she is. She is truck driver too but they go to California twice a week... Thats it 5 minutes , unless something has come up then we talk more.. Like right now the new puppy is a hot toppic. Haa Haa Speaking of the puppy we finially named her.. We did a compramise the guys wanted a gun name for her (yuk) and I wanted something cute so her name is Daisey...  Laugh you know you want to.. The poor thing is named after a bb gun.. Okay back to the point my life isn't busy like yall's so please anytime yall want to call or text is great with me.. I'm only busy from 10-1 so if you call or text during that time it will be a bit before I get back to you.. If yall want I will try to text or call more even if its just to say good morning and hello..
Since Jeff and I had that talk he has been so sweet..Life is good!

New baby

Today has been crazy. Jeff and I ran errands all day then we spotted puppies in WalMart parking lot. I just had to check them out they were dacshunds.. Of course there was just one very cute female left.. So we got her.. At first we were looking for my mom , but she never answered her phone and then two mexicans were walking up so we said we want her.. She is so sweet and playful.. She wasn't scared at all.. The girls love her already , sasha is very motherly towards her(shocker) and penny wants to play with her.. It is the cutest thing watching them.. Chip just wanted to check her out and then he was like oh man another one..
Jeff and I bought two new kinds of beer.. He didn't like his , but I liked mine.. I got Heiniken..I still like my Baileys better.. I think I'm just growing out of the beer stage..
Jeff will be cooking chicken on his smoker tomorrow and we already have beans in the crockpot.. And I bought a pumpkin and pecan pie .. Tomorrow is going to be a very good day..yum!!
Well I hope eveyone is having a good weekend..

Nothing happening today.. I think I will stop weighing myself for a week or so. The scale isn't moving and I'm exercising my butt off. So if I don't weigh I will be in a better mood about my exercising..

Yesterday I gave a broke chainsaw to an old high school friend..We are facebook friends , but I haven't seen him since my 9th grade.. It was really strange seeing him again.. He didn't stay long just long enough to get the chainsaw and say thank you.. Its so weird I see some people and they look exactly the same as in school and then you look at some and your like who is this person..

Well I didn't shop for jeans , I just couldn't I want 10 pounds off before I do..The way it looks if I don't quit drinking my dp and baileys I'm not gonna get the weight off.. I have switched back to my tredmill instead of the eleptical because I think it was building up instead of burning down.. So I'm gonna stay on the treadmill for a bit and see if it makes a difference.. I also started the binder ball workout for my fat tummy.. It didn't seem at the time that it was working my abs , but I'm really hurting this morning so I guess it did.
Went over and saw Temple and the girls last night. She she still hasn't looked for a job or followed through with school..They still arn't divorced yet. Bill keeps draging things out.. They go back to court for Arts deal on the 21. DNA proved Art was the biological dad and he gets Jaylee for 1 hour 3 times a week supervised.. That whole thing is still a mess..
Nothing going on today , I might watch my Twilight movies haven't watched them in awhile.

Wow just googled how many calories in Baileys and I'm shocked.. Depending on brand and how many liters in the bottle it can range from 1.3 ounce at 94cal. to 1.5 ounce to 144 cal.  I usually drink way more than 1.5 ounce.. So no wonder I have gained so much weight.. I'm consuming around 1000 cal. in 1 drink.. Yep no more Baileys for me this was a real eye opener..

Nothing going on! Have to go get dog food and coffee so I will be leaving the house today..I might go into Maurice's and look at jeans.. Not sure cause I don't weigh what I wanted to weigh before I bought new jeans, but I need jeans so bad.. I let ya know

great weekend

I had the best weekend and we didn't even do anything.. Friday Jeff got home about 6 and we ate La Esperanza. take out of course.. It was good we haven't ate there in a while.. Then later that night I had a really long and heart felt talk with Jeff about how he is making me feel and what I was needing from him..I'm so glad I finially opened up to him.. He didn't realize that what he was doing was pushing me away. He promised to try harder and give me the things that I need from him.. He started with my needs being met two times Friday night *wink*  He hasn't gone two times since before we got married. So I was very very pleased... Then Saturday morning started out great as well.. Then we left the house to run errands and he was so loving and actually made me feel like his wife. Except for one time when we ran into an old friend of his , he didn't introduce me to his friend so I just stood there like an idoit.. But I decided not to let that one thing ruin our day.. We finially bought our anniversary gift , its a new blue ray player.. Then when we got home he hooked it up and we watched movies and just enjoyed the rain.. He would flirt with me and say sweet things to me all weekend.. Sunday morning was fricken awesome !  As for the rest of the day we just watched movies and he began a book.. I really hope this new side of him continues.
Its going to be a long week , he had to go to West Virginia

Well the water pills are helping I lost two pounds since yesterday. I still feel really bloated , but hopefully it will all be gone soon.. I think I need to find another type of drink. Bailey's is just too fattening.. I drank last night , so I will try not to drink tonight.. HAA

Last night about 11:30 I got up to get a drink of water and Jordan's light was on and his door was closed.. When I opened the door he had his lap top out . I was like what are you doing? He said next weeks school.. I said no way. He turned the computer around and it was his school.. I almost cried.. I have been trying to get him to do more school so he could get caught up grade level wise.. Maybe he will really start doing more. Hopefully this wasn't a fluke.. I told him how proud I was of him and then left him alone... He doesn't have school on Friday's so for him to be doing school on Thursday night was really a good site to see !  So far his school is going very well he seems to be catching on to the work alot faster than he did last lesson.. Maybe his age and maturity are finially kicking in.. Who know's I think I better stop talking about it before I jinks it..

I am retaining water for some reason.. Maybe I have started drinking too much water again and just didn't realize it. Today I will cut back my intake..I'm very proud of myself. Yesterday I ate really healty and exercised and didn't drink.. I wanted too really bad , but every time I went to the bathroom or walked in front of a mirror I would pull my shirt up over my fat belly and squeze it and say to myself look at your fat self you don't need a drink.. It worked I was sad and miserable all night ..HAAA So I weighed this morning all excited to see a few less pounds due to my hard work yesterday and I  almost cried I gained two pounds. WTF !!   So it must be water or maybe sodium from the soy sauce yesterday. So this morning I dug around in my kitchen to find my water pills. Hopefully it won't take long to get the water weight off..I know its water cause I can feel it even in my feet..

Nothing else is going on I live such a boring life.. Of course I would rather have boring over drama..

Oh one thing I'm so glad we didn't buy Adele tickets because she has had to canceal her whole American tour.. That would have been a pain in the ass to get refunds..

I suck

Well yesterday started out great. I walked at the koa, even had a very nutritous and low fat lunch. Then boredom snuck in about 4 and I ate two slices of pizza and some peanut brittle.. Then at 7 I wanted something sweet so I made me 1 drink. Then I wanted something salty so I made me a small plate of cheese nacho's.. Then I was so upset with my weakness I got sad and went to bed..Of course I couldn't sleep so I stayed up and read till about 1... Then what I read really made me want my husband  * wink wink*  which sucked cause he wasn't home..
 I weighed myself this morning and I'm not pleased at all.. So today is a new day I will be stronger with my decisions about what goes into my mouth..

I need to clean house today , but at the moment I don't want to.. I want to go shopping.. I won't though.. I'm getting another child support check this week it was mailed out yesterday.. Yea!! Not much of nothing happening.. I'm hungry , but don't know what I want.. I need more coffee, later..

bad weekend

The weekend really sucked.. I didn't leave the house not one time which is no big deal I often go for days without leaving the house. Jeff cooked again on his homemade smoker. It works really good. He cooked a pork butt. It was his first time and we didn't realize that it would take 12 hours for it to be ready. But now we know. It was really good , we ate it on Sunday and will be eating on it today too. I read most of the weekend and he was on the computer. then Sunday morning the guys went to the gun range. It was nice to have the house all to myself. Jeff wanted me to go , but I really feel its good for the guys to have guy time, they really don't get enough of that. Plus I was still hurt from the rejection from Jeff. I know he loves me I don't know why I let my emotions get the better of me.. We talked about it last night , we will see what happens..  Its really my problem not his and its not fair that keep making him a part of it.. I have started exercising again and it feels good. I didn't drink last night and I'm gonna try not to drink all week since I drank so much last week. Just laundry and cleaning today.