Ramblings

I got nothing new to say..

Jeff and I talked more about the house last night and have decided that when our contract ends Feb. 2 we will take the house off the market.. we will just stay put for a while longer.. He will just have to go into his employers and tell them that the house didn't sell and he can't move right now.. Its not like they were forcing the issue on him , it was all us wanting to move. So it shouldn't be a problem..

Our first project to be done will be the half built storage building. It has been waiting to be finished now for two years.. My husband likes to start a project but rarley finishes it.. It took him a year to do our master bathroom.. The guy never gets in a hurry.. That was one thing that I had to really come to terms with. Cause I'm the kind of person that wants it done now..He has made me lazy..

Next will be new sliding back doors.. Then we will be at a stand still till we have the money to move the washer and dryer out of the kitchen..

Maybe our house not selling is a blessing.. Cole really needs to stay at home to get his truck paid off.. Which I'm very proud of him.. He has been paying so much on it , it should be paid off in 5 months..
Plus right now my mom and her husband are fighting and she is thinking about leaving his sorry ass..  Why she has put up with this man for 18years is such a puzzle to me.. The woman has been married 8 times and has left all of them except my dad (he cheated both times they were married)  for way less than the way Tony treats her.. I think he has just wore her self esteem down, and the fact that she is sooo very over weight and the money they make together has kept her hanging in there.. but these last few months has really been getting to her and she is really tired of his crap.. So us moving in with them probably wouldn't be good..

I've done pretty good on my diet and exercise, except for yesterday.. I did good up untill about 6:30 when I was so hungry and the offer for cheeseburger was just too much to turn down.. then since my mind is so weak it sujested that since I already blew it with the burger I should just eat those oreo cookies (4) to be exact..Stupid Stupid Head!!  But today is a new day and the fact that I'm really liking my curves is helping a lot..course I don't go out in public so my self esteem is good..LoL

This weekend or maybe today I plan on draining my pool.. Over Thanksgiving break I ran out of clorine and the pool turned green.. It is really nasty.. I don't know if I want to fill it again or just tear it down... It was so rusted at the bottom last summer I really don't think it will last much longer, but we also just bought a new liner for last summer , so I'm really torn on what to do.. I'm kinda of tired of messing with it, but there was a few days when I really enjoyed just hanging out there all by myself soaking up the sun.. Blahhh!!

I've been reading some really sweet fanfiction.. I love the way the men in the stories always make the women feel so bueatiful , and adored.  But honestly if a man ever treated me like that I probly would be thinking okay whats the catch..

Okay so enough rambling... oh Austin turns 15 today he will be working on getting his drivers permit soon.. Lord help us!!