Dieting Sucks!

Okay I have been very bad this week. Not feeling good , not exercising, not eating right, period. All of which made me gain 3 pounds. I'm hoping some of its water retintion from the shit I ate yesterday. I feel very swollen so maybe I'm right about the retintion. I am feeling better now so no excuses, back on my diet. It seems like I do this to myself. Everytime I lose a significant amount of weight I sabbatage myself by gaining it back. So I'm going to work really hard these next two weeks and not cheat. I really want to be down a few pounds when I see my mom. I was only hoping for 5 pounds, but now it seems I have to lose what I just gained. Cole came home yesterday after work without Sam. First time since he has been staying out there. We are finially going to get to meet her parents on May 7th.  Sam is really worried about us meeting her mom, cause of all the shit thats been going on. I can't believe that they have been dating for a year now and we are just now meeting her folks. Oh well. No plans today just chilling.