Better some what..

I didn't go to zumba Tues. and then I didn't walk yesterday or go to zumba Wed. So now I got the don't want to exercise blues. I know once I began I will feel better, its just getting the umph to do it. I didn't go to the store yesterday, so today I have to go. I can not put it off.  So here is something weird . Temple and I have started talking just a bit. Maybe once every 2-3 weeks. Mostly texting. Well I was having a really lonely day last week and called her. She didn't answer so I left a voice mail. Two days later she sent me text just saying not avoiding you just very busy call you when I get a chance. Okay fine I can understand that. Then Saturday I ran into Nikki. She is the wife of Art who is Temple's baby daddy. She and Temple are still friends. Yes she knows the truth, but only thinks it happened once while they were all drunk. Thats a lie it happened alot and sobber at motels. Anyway back to Nikki. She told me that Temple was moving out of her apartment and moving in with a girl that lives right across the street from Bill and Temple's house. So strange. Temple tells me how Bill is stalking her and now she is moving across the street from him. Well now Bill calls me Sunday night to see if I can keep the kids Monday. I imediatly make up an excuse. Not doing that again. So I call Temple Monday to find out why Bill needed a babysitter cause normally Temple keeps the kids. Well again she didn't answer. Then on Tues. night she sent me the exact same text that she sent last week. Thats it. Still haven't heard from her. Part of me just wants to quit trying and never call her again. then there's that part of me that loves her and misses her. At least the old her. I don't know this new Temple. Now onto something new. Jeff came home and said that Stripes ( Town & Country) are hiring again and he is thinking about applying. He already talked to the guy doing the hiring and he told Jeff to submitt an app. Jeff has kept it good with all them over there, so if he decides to go for it he would probably get the job. On an upside of him getting the job he would be home every single day. He could make more money. On the downside its commision only so if its a slow week with gas it could be a small check. We lived this way for two years not knowing from week to week what his paycheck was. Also its a 5 on 3 off schedule. Which means no holidays or weekends off  unless it falls on your days off. Also his hours are either 3am to when done , or 3pm till when done. Before when he worked there we liked the 3pm till done shift. Cause with the 3am shift he went to bed at like 7 every night.With Jordan being homeschooled the schedule wouldn't be a problem cause we could always do things on his days off no matter what days they were. We would see Jeff more and he wouldn't be working 70 hours in a week, so he would be less grumpy. Its just the scary thought of those checks that really hold me back. He is on salary now and I like that. When he worked there before his checks ranged from $500-$1200 a week. When its good its great, but when its small its oh shit what we gonna do now! We actually have less bills now so I know I could make it work its just scary..The guys he's been talking to over there said right now its really great. There bringing in $1700 a week.