A girlie day..

Sam stayed the weekend with us and she and I pretty much hung out together. I think she really misses her mom and I really miss girl talk. Her mom left them a couple of months ago to go be with her boyfriend.. Now she is back in San Angelo and the boyfriend is suppose to move down here. Sam hasn't gone to see her, and her mom hasn't come to see Sam.. Very sad deal. I really hate it when Mom's don't want to be mom's anymore. Not sure when the divorce is finial.  Its the same thing that Mandy did.. Anyway we had a great day. I about killed her at the KOA, then we came back to the house and she swam with Jordan for a bit. Then we laid out. It was nice to get some sun. Cole bought ribeye's and him and Jeff cooked them. I did really good, I only ate meat and salad. I wanted a baked potatoe , but I only made 4 , so I wouldn't be tempted. I have been having age versus clothes issues and this 17 year old girl made me feel so much better about myself. I know she probably is just sucking up to her boyfriends mom, but I will take it. No not really I feel she really does like me. And I adore her. If they don't get married I will be heart broken. She's on tumblr now too, I'm her only follower so Laura if you feel up to it follow her please. I did something yesterday that I have only done at LA. I told everyone how much I weighed. First I had them guess honestly just to see how they see me. That was really scary, but turned out they see me weighing less than what I really do. So that made me feel good. Jeff didn't play our game. He absolutely refused to guess my weight. I even told him if he guessed high I would not be upset with him, but I am thinking he was thinking keep mouth shut no matter what just in case. The reason I ended up telling them my weight is because I told them I want to lose 20 pounds , maybe more depending on how I feel when I reach 20. They all came un-glued and said that 20 was too much that 10 would be enough. So I wanted to know how much they thought I weighed. Then when they were wrong I had to tell them my weight. Jeff got mad at me when he found out that I was weighing everyday again. Him and Sam said they were going to take my scale away and hide it. Luckly they didn't, cause I weighed this morning and Thank God I'm back down a pound from Saturday. Still not what I was Friday, but I will be .. I feel that once I get to my goal weight it will be easy to maintain, cause I work at all week and then not on weekend. Thats how I have weighed the same weight for two years now.