Just mad at myself..

Easter was great, Jeff's brisket was a big hit. Everyone loved it. We really had a nice time. Before we left to go to my aunts house, Jeff and I sat out side and drank our coffee and talked about our child hood Easter experiences. Mine were better than his. Then I got really sad, cause I realized our boys never had a big Easter whoop to do like I did. I feel like they got cheated some how. Cole assured me that it was fine. Then on the wasy to my aunts house I asked Jordan if he knew what Easter really meant, and he didn't know. I laughed at how God's going to punish us for not teaching him, but deep down I'm so mad at myself. How could I have failed like this. I am always talking about God, watching church on tv, praying , asking Jordan to pray . I have been stupid. I honestly felt like Jordan knew more about Christ than he actually does. So this morning I'm getting the bible and we are going to start talking. Judgement day is coming and I don't want this hanging over me. Then we get to my aunts house and we are eating. And I tell my aunt about Jordan not knowing what Easter really is about. Then we start talking about the rapture, then somehow it moves onto when we get raptured out of here that our animals will be left behind because they have no soul. She said it says so in the bible. This truely breaks my heart. I'm crying as I write this. I know I should be more worried about loved ones that don't know Christ and I am , but I love my dogs like they are my children. Why would God leave them like that. I just always thought that when the rapture comes if you had animals they would be taken care of not left to die of starvation and feel abandon. Tia on the way home we drove by the dam, cause I wanted to show Jordan. You can't walk the dam . Its got a fence and a locked gate in front of the stairs. Unless there is some other place you start from that I don't know about. Let me know if thats the case.