That was a seriously bad mistake :(

Had a great day with Jordan yesterday. First we went and ate. I was so proud of myself. I ate just a tablespoon of rice , 2 cheese puffs, and 1 and half egg roles. Usually I can eat more of those . They are my favorite. I ate very little chicken and veggies since I ate so many of the other things. I was feeling pretty good. THEN - we went to Target to kill a little time. we were in the check out isle and just out of the blue chocolate craving struck me. So I bought us candy for the movies. So now I am having this battle in my head, you not what I'm talking about. So now I'm very full. After the movies we did a bit of shopping. I want new clothes so bad. Didn't buy anything yet. Did try some things on, but my taste and there size didn't match with my body. We get home and I'm doing okay. I have told myself no food. I have splurged enough. Just watching tv and chatting with Jeff. When the doorbell rings. Its our neighbor(love her) They are doing a community delevery of shhh ( Laura skip this part) pizza. So they give us this homemade very large pizza. It looked so good. I ate 2 slices. Bad Bad Bad girl. I know I'm so weak around food. I really have no control. Well I feel bloated and miserable today. Not to metion the 2 pounds I gained in one day. I know its water retintion from the salt, but that just sucks. I'm going to try really hard to good today. I already am having a battle with myself, cause we will probably cook on the grill.  I am planning on laying out and getting some sun. Which for some reason in my head all those must include beer. Maybe my boredom is turning me into a drunk. Jordan said he wants friends now , so he told me to go to the bar and meet people. Where does this kid get his info.