Fish

I never wanted this huge ass fish aquarim or the responsibity of it.  This is Jeff and Jordan's deal. It just pisses me off to see any kind of animal suffering. this tank is gross. He already had one sucker fish die. this week that I had to get out. Why we don't know. Now the big one , and I do mean big one. he is probably 10 inches long. is acting all crazy. As I sit here he has tried to jump out twice, of course he is hitting the glass lid, but very strange. There is poop and gook floating around in the water. Jeff has no excuse but pure laziness for this tank to look the way it does. I would take a picture , but to turn the light on makes my heart hurt. Okay , Sorry , moving on.. Last night I was bored so I had a couple of drinks, no supper. I was hoping that not eating and drinking instead would keep the scale down. Nope I gained a fricken pound. A whole pound. Crazy.. and today Jordan and I are going to go have our fun day. So he picked chinese food.. which I love. Even if I don't eat the rice the sodium is going to make me swell so much. To be honest I really don't get much rice anyway.. Not a big fan of any kind of rice.. Its the egg roles and the cheese puffs that are my weakness. We are going to go see a movie today too. I don't know if its gonna be Hop or Rango. But one of them. I want to go shopping so bad. I want new summer clothes. All of my stuff doesn't fit , or it looks like shit, or I'm just tired of wearing it..I want to clean out my closet , but I'm afraid I wouldn't have any clothes left to wear.  *****Venting Alert ******            Jeff can be such a prude if it doesn't benefit him.. When I told him that Tia found out that Lamberts was a BBQ place with live music, he just wrinkled his nois and said "well my buddy Mark(which used to be a cop in Austin) said Austin is not a good place to be going out in right now its crazy on 6th street" So I then told him its not on 6th street. And 6th street has always been crazy, thats why people go there. So I guess since he doesn't want to go we won't be going. He gets his way all the time, sometimes when its something I really want and he does this shit it really pisses me off. What I need is a girls weekend!!