Leah's blog

Leah , I'm so happy you have decided to blog. I feel like I will get to know you better. I am still having trouble with posting a comment on your blog. Also I don't know if its just your setting or mine, but I don't click on your tag name like I do everyone else's I have to click on the link that you sent that invited me to your blog. So weird.. I too enjoy watching all those live web cams. I'm a people watcher. People do odd things and its really funny to watch.

Not much went on yesterday. Those people came in the morning to look, but thats it.. I'm really started to get discouraged. I know I said no big deal if the house sells or not, but deep down inside I want this fricken house to sale!!!!!  I know its the kitchen that keeps it from selling, but hey that would be about $5000 to fix it up isn't gonna happen unless we are staying put. The kitchen really isn't all that bad its just lack of cabinets and the washer and dryer are in the kitchen. We didn't like the kitchen either when we bought the house, but it has so much potential and the rest of the house is fine. Especially now that the bathrooms have been remodeled. Oh well it is what it is..

I think its time for Cole to move out. I don't want him too, but I know it would be for the best. I am too much of a mother hen and maybe if he had his own place I would be able to let go of some of the anxiety I feel. I told yall about him leaving saturday morning , right.. well I sent him a text at 2 in the morning checking on him, cause we hadn't heard anything from him since 10:30 that morning. He said he was fine and that he was hanging with friends and be home later. Then at 4:30 he sent me a text telling me he wasn't coming home he was staying the night with friends. Then Sunday at noon I sent him a text letting him know the lookers were gone he could come home. No response , so I called him. I woke him up , but he said he would be home shortly. Never came home. At 2 I called him cause by now I'm thinking he's staying away because of our fight yesterday. He said no he's fine just hanging with friends be home later. He finially came home about 4:30. Told me about his day/night. He was with Sam and some other friends. Then he took a shower and left again by 5:15 to go swimming. At midnight last night he still wasn't home. So me being the mother hen that I am sent him a text that said this. Son I know your having fun with your friends , but you have work in the morning. Be responsible and come home. He sent back Mom I'm aware. I sent back , your still my baby and I worry about you. He never replied. I don't know what time he got in, but when Jeff left this morning at 4 Cole was home. And he must have got up in time because he was gone this morning..
I know I need to let him be an adult, but its hard he is still my baby... so thats why I think maybe he needs to find his own place. So we both could have peace.. What do yall think?