I'm in a mood

I'm sure the mood I'm in is because its close to the monthly visitor, but man I can't shake it... I need some lovin.. After reading The Hunger Games and now back on Twilight I'm feeling a bit lonely... Jeff says I'm always like this when I read those kind of books.. I can't help it , I feel cheated sometimes... Don't get me wrong you have heard me say this before . My husband is awesome.. I love him very much , but there's just no romance in him at all.. The last time he held my hand was in Vegas, and that was the first time he held my hand... I know I'm being stupid.. I used to think he didn't want to hold my hand because I was fat and ugly and he didn't want anyone to know we were together.. Well 16 years later I still feel like that...again I know I'm being stupid.. like I said I'm in a mood... Cole and Sam are having some problems .. She is bored with there relationship.. She told him they are in a rutt... I tried to explain to him that her watching him play x-box is not fun.. It reminds me of way back in the day how I would sit on the curb and watch you know who work on his car with another you know who... It really sucked! I told Cole what he needed to do to spice things back up and rekindle what they have.. Hopefully this relationship can be saved.. I really love this girl... Well pictures are posted for the house . They should be on Realitor.com by tomorrow.. They look really funny.. I don't think the pictures are very good at all.. But at the moment I really don't care if it draws people in or not... Right now I don't care if we move...I need a drink!!!!