I feel like shit..

Okay so being lazy yesterday has upset my body. I hurt all over and have the blahs again because I never left the house. Today we are walking I don't care if its cold we are getting out of here. We both seem to get along so much better when we exercise. Yesterday was my first full day without any starches. I did eat one banana in my slimfast.  And I consumed only 1300 cal. no cheating . I was okay, not starving , but didn't ever really feel full.  I eat every 2-3 hours so that helps. I was up late last night , I wanted to finish my book. Bel Ami, It was okay.  I hope the movie will be better. Now to move on to Cosmopolis. I think I will re-read Water for Elephants first, cause the movie will be out Aprill 22. Sooo can't wait. The book is so good the movie has to be..On a different note, saw Scott for the first time in 5 months. He came to pick up Austin. The strange thing is I had a dream about Scott Saturday night. The dream wasn't anything big deal it was just me and Jordan and for some reason we were looking for Scott. Never could find him. Strange..Maybe my subconscious mind was worring about him. His facebook post are sometimes scary. Like there from some sort of dark side of Scott. Not the Scott I knew. But I guess when you go through losing the love of your life , life changes you.