Ugh!!

Again I wasn't able to go back to sleep when Jeff left at 4:30 this morning. I did finially fall back to sleep close to 7 . Which I hate cause then I slept till 9. Now I feel like I have been beat. Coffee please kick in soon. I had the most unusual dream. I dreamed I cheated on Jeff. It was just a kiss , but still I have never dreamed of me cheating its always been him cheating on me. So whats up with that. The guy in my dream was totally hot too. Maybe I have some sexual tension that needs to be taken care of...Jeff won't be home tonight so maybe I will sleep through the night. Tomorrow is our anniversary I thought about maybe buying a sexy night gown, but I'm just still so fat I don't think I could wear it in front of him. I would look stupid instead of sexy.. So I am still undecided what to do. I am going to get out and about today, maybe something will come to me.. Zumba was really good last night I am so sore. Today is yoga, I have now been doing it for 3 weeks. While I was a wake this morning I saw another infomertial on Hip Hop Abs, it looks like a lot of fun.