Oh Cole what are you doing?

My son, I am so worried about him. You know this letting go crap is for the birds. Why must they grow up and make choices of there own. I know its time, he's almost 19 , but it really sucks. I think he is making a terrible mistake, but he wont listen to us.  I know we made bad mistakes growing up too, but isn't that why we want our kids to do so much better. He is going to quit Weirnershnitzel and go to work at Tom Thorp. I know 3 years at a fast food place is boring, and I know he is ready for something new, but to go to work as a swamper I just don't get. Maybe hard work will wake him up and he will decide to go to college. I just have been praying God's will to be done. So with the job being in Mertzon he will probably move out there, if he stays at the job. Which sucks , cause I barely see him now living under my roof. This just SUCKS !!!!! Sorry I'm just sad..