Jeff's job

Okay so now it looks like we aren't moving.. Yes they still want him to go and drive from New Fairview, and yes he would be home every night, but no they are not giving him a pay increase for the adjusted cost of living instead its a pay cut.. UGH NO!!!  who in there right mind would move to DFW for a pay cut.. Not us hell no..He has one more head honcho to talk to, but so far no one is budging on the pay..

I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge)  it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !!  I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me?  If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..

It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...

Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..

Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..