Yuk Bills

Yesterday's park visit didn't last very long. We stayed about an hour. The bigger boys had a whip and were learning how to use it. Jordan just didn't fit in. I felt very sad for him so I made up an excuse and we left. After I cheated with my nacho's I went and walked at the koa. I felt too guilty . I measured and weighed this morning. I have lost another 6 inches across my whole body, but still weigh the same. I have weighed the same now for 2 weeks. Not what I was hoping for. I'm thinking about reducing my calorie intake again, but I know I would be hungry, cause I'm fricken hungry now. So I probably wouldn't stick to it. I'm about to start and I am craving all kinds of food. I won't tell you cause I don't want you to suffer. Today is payday so I have to pay bills and buy groceries. Yuk! I also have to buy to birthday gifts for tomorrows party. Plus next week Jordan's bday and Sam's bday(both on same day) Not to mention Sunday is Mothers day so I am off to get my gift today as well. I'm thinking perfume. I am being bad this year, I didn't send Vonda(Jeff's mom) a card for Mothers day. I am just tired of doing all the gift giving in this relationship. Its his mother not mine. I love her , but I guess I just feel so frustrated that Jeff never gives me gifts, so why should I go out of my way to get gifts from him to others. Yep the pms again.