new update

Every thing went well with cps. They have determined there is no child abuse. Cassie learned it from tv. Bill just needs to be more careful of what he is watching when he thinks she is asleep. So that is great news. Bad news is I may have to go to court on Friday as a witness. I haven't received the court order yet, so I'm hoping Bill's lawyer has decided not to use me. The only thing that I can really witness to is Temple's suicide comments. And I don't see how that will help Bill, cause the only time Temple has contemplated suicide was at the death of her baby Bailey and when she found out that Bill had an affair with his niece (by marriage) . So really those are more of nervous breakdowns than real depression. So I guess we will see if Bill's lawyer wants to put me on the stand or not. I have not done well on my eating or exercising like I had planned. Its that time of the month and I have the blahs and the munchies...Jordan turns 14 on Thursday, I can't believe he is so big. We will probably go out to eat on Saturday. He did tell me that he doesn't want to just sit at home on his birthday so we may go to the movies or something. The clouds really depress me. Either rain or let the sun shine. I hate cloudy days. I'm so ready for our girls get away. I have been dreaming about it. Of course in my dreams I'm a perfect size 6 with cash to burn... two months , can't wait!!!