Shopping

Yesterday was very interesting. I was planning on going swim suit shopping and Temple pulls up. So she came with me. I haven't seen her since August. We have been talking here and there, alot the last few days, but its just not the same with her. I don't think I will ever feel the same way about her again. I still feel like she is not telling me something. She has always been like that with me. Her boyfriend that is the ex-con. That Bill lead me to believe went to jail for drugs. Didn't go to jail for drugs. He past out drunk in a bar and medics and police were called, when he woke up he freaked out having every one all over him , so he hit a cop. He served two years. She is really robbing the craddle with this guy. He is only 23 years old. She is just having fun with him, and needing the moral support. I still am upset with her about not getting a job. She is not going to even have a chance at getting the kids with out a job. I really don't know why she hasn't gotten one. Except for the fact that she is lazy and doesn't want to work..I really hope that she at least gets proper visitation rights. Okay so on to fun stuff. I did finially find a swim suit it kinda looks like the one I wanted from Victoria Secrets , but much much cheaper. It only took me all fricken day to find one. And I found it at Sears. Of all places. The old lady store is really trying to make a come back. There were alot of cute and hip things in the store. I do have to go back and exchange the bottoms today. I didn't try them on yesterday and they are too low cut for me. Today is Jordan's birthday he is 14. I can't believe he is so big. His birthday money is burning a hole in his pocket so he wants to go spend some of it today. So I will be running again today, which I have found keeps me from eating...I haven't weighed yet, really scared to cause this period has been rough on me. I have ate so much junk and really haven't exercised like I should be. So I have a question. I am not very stylest so I need some advice. Have yall seen all the cute bathing suit cover ups? Should I get one to wear over my swim suit even though I always wear shorts for my bottoms. My swim suit is a tankini. I really want to dress cute for the swim party that we are going to. I am probably going to be the fatest one there, so I at least want to look hip.. Thanks!