What a weekend

After Friday's stressful day I am very pleased to say we had an absolutely relaxing weekend. Jeff cooked steaks for Jordan's bday dinner instead of us going out to eat. Which was way cheaper for us. Actually I asked Jordan to choose. We could all go out to eat , but his gift would be less. Or we could eat here at the house and his gift would be more. He's 14 ofcourse he wanted the bigger gift. Altogether we still spent $100 on his gift and food, but I still think we got out cheaper. We were going to go to the movies too, but Jordan changed his mind. He is so much like his daddy, such a home body. Also very easy to please..We all just laid around and watched rented movies and ate all fricken weekend. I have come to realize that when I give myself a time limit on losing weight I totally fail. I wanted to lose 5 pounds for our swim party that is this weekend and I have not had any dedication what so ever to lose weight. I think there is something mental going on there. I am not going to weigh until Friday this week. I am going to go walk and try to eat healthy. I do not weigh what I want to, but I am starting to like the way I look. I would still like to lose 20 pounds , but I think if I just lost 10 more I would be very pleased. I don't want to be bony , I like a little flesh it makes the body look soft and not like a skeleton. Jeff wants me to stay right where I'm at. He is already complaining about my hip bone sticking out. I told him that only happens when I'm on my back ..HAAA !!!!