Whats up with Jordan?

Jordan is really a funny kid. He is always doing or saying something that makes you laugh. In school if he wasn't so shy he would have been the class clown. Its just here lately he has been making commets about me that are not true. I just don't know where he would come up with what he is saying. He's always laughing when he says it, so I think he thinks its funny. He will be cutting up with us and just bamb out of the blue tell Jeff that I have boyfriends come over all the time. Jeff knows its not true, but it really bothers me that my son finds this humor funny. I think maybe he gets the idea from Jeff, cause I always ask him if he is going to be home . Jeff always says why your boyfriend coming over. So maybe thats where Jordan is getting it. I don't like it. The next time he says it, I'm going to let him know how disturbing that is.

A new number..

I'm so excited, I am at a weight that I haven't been since LA. I have to say it , I almost cried. I just hope the scale keeps going down. If I had known that cutting out starches would have made this big a difference I would have done it along time ago. Or is it my pills finially kicking in. I don't care what it is as long as it keeps working. I put a new color on my hair yesterday . Instead of natural blonde , I went with ash blonde. I kinda like it. Its not so yellow more white. Must not be as much of a change as I see, cause no one noticed the difference. Either that or its really bad and no one wants to say anything. Oh well I like it thats all that matters Right?  Jordan decided to try and walk/run the KOA yesterday. It took us an extra 20 minutes. I didn't enjoy it. He would get so far back from me that I would have to stop and wait on him. Don't know what he plans on doing today. He has lost 4 pounds since we started walking out there.

The scale is moving down....

Okay so I said I wasn't going to weigh myself anymore, but I just can't help it. I am weighing everyday and it seems to help me to be cautious of the rest of my day. I am losing wieght its not much , but its coming off. I'm losing like 2 to 4 ounces . Hopefully it will continue.. I still haven't cheated on the starches.  Suprisingly the only thing I really miss is oatmill. Yes I like oatmill. Its suppose to be warmer today so we are going to the KOA. Cole got his first check yesterday, he was so excited . He has never made so much money before. He is really liking it. He learned to use  power tools and drive a fork lift . This job is really growing him up.  Not much else to talk about. Pretty boring day..

Oh No not the wind again..

Sunday turned out to be pretty lazy. Jordan and I went for our walk/run and I'm so proud of myself. I was able to do the whole 2miles in 20 minutes. Usually it takes 30 min. So I am running more. Jordan is a super big help. He keeps pushing me, telling me you can do it just a little farther. He has started giving me grades for each length that I run. So funny.. He can be quiet charming at times..Then I came home and did yoga. I haven't done it all week, and boy could I tell. It was like doing it for the first time. I really think the yoga is helping my abs. Today it is so crapy out, I think I will exercise here at the house. I get my haircut today and I'm gonna talk to her about putting color in my hair. Cole came home yesterday about 10 and stayed till about 10pm. It was a nice visit. He is growing up so much with this new job. We watched the Country music awards show last night , and Rob looked so handsome. He is so dorky its cute..Today on my favorite Rob blog it had all the press junkets for Water for Elephants. I love his accent. Oh how the Brittish make me swoon... Or maybe its just one Brit...

I must be stronger...

Saturday was such a nice day. Jeff grilled baby back ribs, I cooked beans and potatoe salad. We sat outside and visited. Something we haven't done in a very long time. He had a few beers I had a few Bailey's & Coke. It was really good. The only thing that would have made it better would to have had friends over to join us. I miss that so much. I weighed this morning to see how much damage I did with all the drinking and I'm very pleased I only gained half a pound. So today I am cutting back to 1200 cal. Hopefully this will help. Cole did not come home yesterday and he didn't even call. I am so hurt that he didn't call to tell me that he wasn't coming. I really don't know if I should say anything to him. He is staying with Sam now. Maybe it just feels like he still lives here cause his stuff is still here. He is so excited about his first check. They get paid Monday and he said it should be about $1200. Not bad for an 18 year old. Jeff has to go to Sonora today to get his load for tomorrow, so he said he couldn't exercise. I knew he would have excuses. Oh well . 

Just another, same old same old

Well Jeff didn't want to go this morning to walk, maybe I can talk him into later. He wants to go to the grocery store early. He has to buy food for the week , and we are going to pick up some ribs for him to cook on the grill. Its gonna be supper hot today.. YEA ! Cole called last night , he said he is loving his job this week . He got to work with the explosion team. So he got to blow land up all week. He said it was so cool. He's only suppose to work till noon today, so he is coming to town to visit. He isn't gonna stay the night though cause he is having guys night out with Sam's dad and brother -in-law. He is there disignated driver. Sam's mom left them about 2 months ago, and her dad needs to get out of the house and have some fun. I understand he needs to get out of the house, but I am sad Cole won't be here for the night. He said he will come back and visit tomorrow, cause he has to come to town and buy groceries anyway.  We will see..Well I blew it last night.. I had two bailey's and coke, some almonds, and hand full of cheese popcorn. I only had 230 cal. left for the day when I had all that. So I know I went over. Gonna try really hard to do better today. Its gonna be hard cause something in my brain thinks that since its hot out, the grill is going , you must have beer :)

OMG !!

So yall know how I have this huge crush on Rob, well I went absolutely weak in the knee's yesterday. I felt like a stupid teenager. I was all giddy and had butterflies in my stomach. Those sex scenes from the honey moon on the Breaking Dawn set were HOT ! Summit claims it was a leak, so all photos have been removed, but I'm sure there are still some floating out there. This man is so beautiful. Okay on to a more mature (boring) subject. I didn't cheat with starches all week and I weighed this morning and have lost 1 pound. 1 fricken pound. I was so dissapointed. I'll take it, but I was hoping for more. Jeff and I talked about how on the weekends we eat really bad. I told him I think thats what is killing my weightloss. I do so good all week long then ruin it on the weekend. So we are both going to try to be good. He said he wants to lose weight too. We will see about that. You have to exercise to lose weight and he's not much of a exerciser. Jordan has been a big baby all week out at the KOA. He was so good last week , minus the first day. I think he's bored with it already. I'm not. I did run more of it at one time yesterday. Still can't run up the hills, but I did push Jordan on his scooter up one hill. I thought I was going to die.