I am so so bored with my day to day life.. Not the being at home part, Lord knows I don't want to go to work.. Just the never doing anything part. The only time I leave this house is to the grocery store or to the bank for Cole..The sad thing is I really don't know what to do during the day.. I don't want to go anywhere because I don't want to spend the money on gas or just money in general..I'm trying so hard to keep money in our savings.. Jeff spends like crazy even though he wants me to save..
I really want to go shopping.. I want new boots and new clothes from bra and panties to shirts and jeans.. I don't know why I never go anywhere, but hey I would look good at the grocery store..LOL
Jordan and I are going to my mom's at Thanksgiving, we are going to stay for a week..I'm ready to get out of here..
Jordan told me he doesn't want to move out of Texas and now Jeff is saying he doesn't want to move out of Texas either.. So I guess Washington is out of the question now..I really was looking forward to living by the ocean.. Well Pugent Sound anyway..
I'm really in a funk I'm living like an old lady, but my mind still thinks I'm in my 20's..Maybe I need to try that St. Johns Wart
I started another diet on Monday.. No sweets that arn't low cal and no carbs.. I also uped my workout.. It doesn't matter though my body and my fat won't listen to my plea's to seperate.. I still weigh the same no matter what I do..
Hope eveyone has a great day.
I don't go anywhere during the day. Now that Noah's in school I go the gym. Which I like cuz I can listen to my music loud. Lol. And even tho I hate working I really like getting out and talking the people and coworkers. It puts me in a way better mood. I need conversations that don't revolve around my kids or house work.
ReplyDeleteI hate going anywhere but it seems like all I do is go to target and heb. Nowhere fun. I'm basically on the same diet. No wheat products and no sweets. David now weighs less than me so I really have to try to lose weight now. Also when he leaves me, I have to find a young guy that is stupid and uncomplicated.
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