It was a very slow weekend. The only thing we did was go out to eat with all the family.. We went to the Wall gin , its a steak house and it sucked bad!  Our waitress was my old high school rival Linda Lowery. She was so nice to us.. As soon as I walked in she said ' Omg Dee Dee how are you , how have you been' I couldn't believe she knew who I was after all these years.. I guess I still look the same.. Her I wouldn't have recoginized if she wouldn't have spoke to me.. Then I remembered her , but I couldn't remember her name.. So all my family was like who is that , how do you know her. I told them me and her used to get into fights at school over Doug.. Then my dad asked her what her name was. As soon as she said Linda I remembered her last name..She looked so differnt, in a bad way..My whole family laughed about the whole issue of fighting over Doug and said I should have let her have him.. Not cool , then I wouldn't have had Cole.. They agreed and shut up..Jeff leaned over and told me the sweetest thing he said, I was prettier..  I still couldn't believe she recoginized me.. I think I look so different from high school..

I am so mad at Sam, she is pulling her crap again. She talked to me Friday morning about how she feels like something is missing with her and Cole.. She said they are best friends and the chemistry is awesome between them , but she said she feels like there is this gap in there relationship.. I told her I think she just doesn't know what a mature relationship is.. If you have chemistry and they are your best friend thats the best kind of relationship.. If there isn't any drama going on you think something is wrong with the relationship.. She doesn't see it that way.. I told her Cole said if she breaks up with her again he won't take her back.. She said she knows he told her the same..She said she doesn't want to break up with him, but she doesn't know how to fix whats wrong with there relationship. She told me she feels like she is emotionaly checked out.. What the fuck does that even mean.. She couldn't explain herself to me.. Any way she stayed all weekend and they seemed normal. So maybe her emotions checked back in.. Who knows.. I'm just tired of her always pulling this crap when things get to comfy for her..

Well thats it for now.. Oh I only exercise twice last week, but starting back up today.. Hope everyone has a great day.