For Lacy

I tried to comment on your blog and it said for team members only.. WTF!!  So I will tell you like this.

I don't know you like the others know you , but after I read your blog I want to know you better. You are a strong, beautiful, caring woman. I'm sorry that Mr. Right hasn't come for you yet my only thought to this is that God is an on time God. So be patient God has the perfect man for you and he will come at the most unexpected time in your life.
I agree with what you were saying why is it that the mean crappy people get there dreams fulfilled and us that have been good are made to suffer.. It isn't fair..  I think about ALL my hardships as a child and as an adult. And even though I went through some really bad stuff it has made me the person I am today.. I'm greatful . I'm truly a better mom and friend. I don't lie, cheat or steal. I'm always going to speak my mind . I'm alway honest even though feelings get hurt.  What you see with me is what you get. If you don't like it then you don't have to be around me. With your ex-best friend that you envy so much. Stop it!!   She may look like she has everything, but she really doesn't.. She sounds  like a manipulator .  She must have always hated you to treat your child like shit.. And who says her own children are as happy as they appear.. Its just pictures everyone can look happy in pictures..
I'm glad you have a new attitude and taking your own advice to start enjoying your life and the blessings God has gave you.. He will bring you Mr. Right.. Just keep asking for him.



Okay so onto my weekend.. Jeff fixed my oven. Yea!!  only $55 so that was great news.. Who knew how much I would miss an oven.. The deal is I hate to cook.. I really do. And with oven I can just throw some crap together put cheese on it and put in the oven and its yummy.. Cole's girlfriend stayed with us the whole weekend which is usually what she does but this weekend Cole worked so I figured she would go home or to a friends house , but she didn't she stayed here.. It was nice having a girl around. I really love this girl I hope she doesn't break his heart again or I may have to inflict bodily harm. Not really... 
Mandy and Corey and baby came by on Saturday and stayed a few hours. It was the first time we have seen them since the baby was born.. He has gotten so fat.. He is really cute, but he stunk so bad like stale ciggerete stinch.. I guess they smoke around him or maybe its just from being on them when they pick him up.. Anyway its gross..
I did lots of reading and Jeff played on the xbox. I would really like to get some other form of electronic to read on. Cause sometimes the fanfiction I come across I don't remember how I found it and I don't want to exit out of it because I'm affraid I won't find it again. So the entire time I can't use my phone. People can call me but thats it. If I try to text or look at a text or call out my reading stuff is gone.. I saw a commerical about a kindle fire, but I need to research it more to see if I can go on the internet with it or if its just strictly Kindle stuff..
I'm going to start exercising today. Just walking on the treadmill. I haven't exercised in two weeks and with the holidays approaching I need to get busy.. I love sweats too much..

This is going to be an awesome week. My crush is going to be on lots of late night tv and on Friday the second Harry Potter dvd comes out. Then next week more Breaking Dawn stuff and then the movie is out on the 18th...I know I'm a sad sad person.. Hey I'm just living vicarousily. I'm so bored with my everyday life what does a little fantasy hurt...
I talked to Jeff about me getting a job, because I'm so lonly but he doesn't want me too.. Not right now.. I tried talking to him about us needing to have more fun time, but we are on different paths right now.. His idea and mine are not the same..I have been such a mother hen for so very long that I feel like I am about to burst.. I want to relax and not give a fuck about anything and just have a mind blowing good time...Well with in reason of course!!!