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I bailed on Tia again this morning. I'm very angry at myself. In all the years that I have been exercising by myself I have wanted someone to exercise with. Its no fun alone. There was a time that Mandy walked with me, but even then she was unreliable. I would get so frustrated at her cause I counted on her to exercise with. Then she just stopped completly and I had to make a choice to continue alone. I got used to it and then began to enjoy the alone time as me time.  Now I'm at the stage where I need an exercise buddy again and I'm the one bailing out..Maybe its because I have been on my own schedule for so long , maybe its because my husband alarm went off at 3 this morning and I couldn't fall back to sleep until 4:30,  maybe I have just gotten in a rutt..We start school on Monday so that will put us back on some sort of schedule , maybe then I will be able to get up early and meet Tia at the koa.
When I'm through with my coffee this morning Jordan and I are going to the Koa. It will be good for him to get out of the house.

A young lady came and looked at the house yesterday. The showings are slowing down , maybe 1 a week now. My mom had a dream that we got a contract on the house. I hope her dream comes true.

Okay so this is totally off the wall, but did anyone watch Survivor last night?  I think I'm just becoming a horny old cougar. Well I can't be a cougar cause I'm not having sex with younger guys, but boy I'm a lookin. That Ozzy guy last night was fricken hot!  I don't know what is happening to me, I used to never look at guys, really , honestly because I was always to ashamed by my looks , I just always kept my head down never noticing anything. I know this guy is on tv, but I have noticed I'm even noticing men in real life. What is come over me?  This can't be good !

I want to get out of this town and do something fun. I asked Jeff if he would like to take a day trip somewhere on Saturday, like maybe to Austin to show Jordan the Capitol or San Antonio and go on the river walk. Just to get away for the day. And he said no , he wants to work on his smoker.. POOOOP !!!  I understand he travels all week so I know he wants to just chill at home when he's off. I think Jordan and I are going to have to become more independent and start having day trips during the week.