ugh!

So yesterday was a very non-diet day.  I'm about to start and I was craving everything.. First mistake is I went and got donuts after koa. Second mistake was I ate them for breakfast. Third mistake I ate them for supper..

I am exercising here at the house this morning and tomorrow.. Trying to change things up a bit..I wish my body would hurry up and catch up cause I feel so exhausted. I slept till 9 this morning. Jeff and I were joking about how our mornings have changed. He used to be the one to sleep in and now its me. I really don't like sleeping that late. My body must be really tired.. Getting old Sucks!

My step-sister is so jealous of my little brother and his wife staying at my mom's house that she is trying to start a family feud. So we will all get pissed and Tony(my stepdad) will make them move out. But her plan isn't working. We aren't fighting about what she is saying.. We are just ignoring it.. Besides they will be moving out soon. They put an offer on a house and it was excepted so now they are just waiting on inspections. My step-sis. name is Kristy she has a son Kamen he is 14 and has lots of medical problems of the head.. Not to sound mean, but that boy aint right. He is mean with no consious.. He is autism, add, adhd. I'm not sure what all is wrong with him.. He got kicked out of public school last year thats why he has to be homeschooled now. He is part black so Tony has never acknowledge him as a grandson. So many problems with that family.. any way what started all this mess with Kristy was when we were there for the weekend. On Saturday we went to eat at El Chicos. Mom and Tony invited Anthony (my step bro.)  to go eat with us because apparently he is always at work and never gets to go when everyone goes to eat. He said yes. This is my second time to meet him. He was very nice . Well Kristy found out that we all went and didn't ask her to go so thats why she is pissed at everyone. They didn't ask her to go because they were buying and they just took her out to eat the weekend before.  But she doesn't count that.. She is such a mooch. She doesn't work she lives off of disability and Kamens  SS.  and food stamps and mom and Tony pay the part of the house payment that hud doesn't pay. Her car is paid for . (they bought it for her) So all she has is electric,water  and car ins. Mom and Tony pay for her cable and phone, but she doesn't see that as help she just expects that. My sister in law Danile she is married to Calob called me yesterday to let me know what Kristy is saying about me. I guess since my other brother Lawrence never goes to my mom's she's got nothing to say about him. Anyway , Danile said that me and mom talk all the time about everyone. That I'm a motor mouth to be careful of me.. Haaa. I told Danile yep Kristy is right me and mom do talk everyday. Thank God , because there was a time when I was married to Doug that we didn't talk for months. and yes we do talk about everyone, how else am I to know how everyone is doing. Also that I would never say anything about anybody that I wouldn't say to there face. So Kristys plan failed again...I feel kinda sorry for people that are so unhappy with themselves that they have to make trouble for happy ones.

I'm thinking about going on slimfast again. I really want this 20  pounds off by Christmas.. I would love for it to be off sooner cause its going to be jean shopping time very soon. And I don't have any that fit. But I don't want to buy any till I'm the size I want to be..UGH!!!!  I curse you FOOD