Ooops !!

No word yet on the previous owners buying the house. My realitor did tell me that they hadn't looked at the house before they offered the $10,000 less. So this was there first time to see what all we had done to the place.. So now they know we will not be coming off our list price.. This is what we have done in the 4 years ;  1 whole side new privacy fence, installed new side gate that didn't exsist before, cut trees down, french drain (because the den flooded the first month we lived here), paint almost whole inside house, remodeled both bathrooms from top to bottom, tore out kitchen cabinets to open it up to dinning room, put in dishwasher, new stainless sink, RO system, 3 new faucets, hot water heater, 3 sets wood blinds, repaired very dangerous electrical issue in kitchen, repaired plumbing , 2 new toilets (golf ball flushers) not cheap, ceiling fans in every room, new kitchen light fixtures, tore out wall in kitchen for bigger fridge to fit, new glass door, dogie door, I think thats it..

Haven't exercised at all this week, but I will start today..Monday we had the people come, then I just read all day. Yesterday I read and got my nails done. I'm so hung up on the fanfiction I'm reading.. Her sex scenes are really really good. Course on the down side of that is Jeff isn't home. Haa. Last night he was home , but he was too tired. I really hate it when he doesn't want me.. Makes me feel very fat and ugly. I have had an epofony , I think one other reason why I drink by myself is because I feel sexy when I drink.. I like the way it makes me feel. I'm not thinking oh I'm fat and ugly. Its like it brings out this skinny , pretty person in my head.. I know I'm weird.. I just let my gaurd down and since I'm usually home by myself (well except Jordan) I really enjoy it.. But I'm starting to see a problem and it scares me a bit..One I can't lose weight if I keep drinking, two I find myself watching the clock for an approiate time to start drinking..Its usually around 6 and not every night just when I'm feeling lonely..And this lonliness happens even when Jeff is home.. Okay enough boohoo  SORRY!

Temple sent me a text last night asking me to go to Spams with her. I told her I couldn't cause Jeff was home. She didn't text me back.. Honestly if I'm going to a bar I want to go to dance not sit in some  slum bar..

Jeff has 8 days of vacation he has to take before the first of the year. We were trying to save them for when we move, but he was told he has to put in for the days off now cause only two drivers out at a time. So last night we just picked randome days off. If we sell the house he will just have to go to his boss and explain he needs to switch days off.

Tia I saw on facebook that your worried about Jason's school. Last year when I pulled Jordan out of school we had to test him to see where he needed to be(grade level wise)  there was a free program on the Switched on Schoolhouse web site that we used. You should try it out. He may be above where he is at that is why he is so bored..