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So my cousin the Realator came over today. I was so nervous for her to see our house. To me its a fixer upper. She said our house was not a fixer upper, it just needed a few touches here and there. She gave me some great idea's and in all would only cost us about $100 to do them. I know I would feel better with them done, I just thought it would have cost us more than that. Its stuff that I can do , so summer projects here I come.. This is actually good , cause it will keep me busy and not think about food..She ran the comps. in our area and we only gained $7000. Well after closing cost, realator fee's , and paying off the house, we wouldn't walk away with much... Not enough to put down on a new house.. So we are gonna wait.. I'm gonna do my projects and maybe Jeff will get started again on his storage building and we will just be happy here... I said if God wants us to move then it will work out smoothly and its not , so were staying put... Odd thing is I really feel good about it. I think the reason I wanted to move so badly is because it would be some place new with lots of new things to do. Once I got to thinking about packing and moving and all the deposits and truck rental and gas money , that kinda made me think twice..We are leaving it in Gods hands .  If Jeff does get transfered up to New Fairview then we will deal with moving... So day two of my drops has been very different. I still had to pig out today, but oddly wasn't hungry.. I know mark it down thats a first.. I ate a egg and bacon burrito at about noon, then at about 4 I stuffed myself with 3 slices of Digorno pizza.. I'm still bloated like crazy.. So thats all I have ate, I'm gonna eat a chocolate cookie here in a bit, cause if I don't then I will think about them tomorrow and I can't have them..Tomorrow I will began my very strict eating plan .