A good day

Yesterday was fun.. Jordan found a pair of shoes in the first store we went to. I tried on 7 dresses and bought 2 they were super cheap so I'm pleased.. Then we went to Sams.. Not a good idea when your hungry.. I bought so much crap that is not good for my diet.. I bought good stuff too maybe I can be strong and stay out of the bad stuff... yea right!! Not much else to say.. See yall Friday!

Shopping

Today Jordan and I are going to go shoe shopping for him.. That boy is having a growth spurt and needs tennis shoes.. He has his converse , but wants regular shoes.. I want to run to Ross and see if I can get a couple of cheap sun dresses.. I know I shouldn't ,but I am.. I probably won't find anything anyway.. Then we are off to Sams.. YUK!!
Thats it, hope everyone has a great weekend..

Not much

July 4th was pretty fun because Jordan and I actually went and did something. My cousin Peter and his wife invited us out on there boat. Jeff was at work so he couldn't come. Jordan tubed and tried to get up on skis but the water was to chopping for that. Maybe another time.. We both got a little sunburned which is odd since I slathered us down with the sun block.. I should check and see if the stuff goes bad it is from last year..Anyway it felt good to get out of the house. Thats the first time in 3 years since we have been out on a boat.. Later that night we just sat in our front yard and watched the fireworks.. We could see both Nasworthy and Freedom Fest from the Colts stadium.. It was nice no traffic to deal with..Thursday Jeff was off so we just ran some errands. Today he is off and he is going to cook us some leg quarters and we got beans in the crock pot and I will make potatoe salad.. Good day to lay around and veg out.. Hope everyone has a great day.. See yall soon.

My life

So my life has been pretty dull.. Haaa!!    We are trying to get adjusted to Jeff changing jobs.. He is no longer in training as of this past Saturday.. So Friday night was crazy because they don't have a truck for him to use yet.. Its not here so Jeff is going to be a floater.. Which is a pain in his ass and dispatch cause he will use everyones truck on the normal guys day off.. He was suppose to be off today and tormorrow, but now they had him off Monday and he will work Tues and Wed. and be off Thurs and Fri and then work the next 6 days.. Hopefully the new truck will get here soon..I'm hanging on to every penny we don't have to spend because I'm not sure how much his check is going to be on the 13th.. At least it will be for two weeks .We got his insurance packet in and holy cow were we disappointed.. With Multi Chem insurance for the whole family was only $129 bi-weekly Now with GoPetro its $322 bi-weekly...Thats a big chunk out of his paycheck..But we have to have it so we will adjust. The good news is insurance starts for all of us Aug 1st. 
Tonight Jordan and I are going to meet my dad and step mom at the river stage to watch the fire works. We do it every year that we are in town..Tia if yall would like to join us text me..
Cole has started not coming home on the weekends except to shower and leave again..He hangs out with some kid he works with that has his on place..I worry like crazy , but I know I have to let him be. He is 20 its just really scary not knowing what your child is doing..
I have not exercised this week, I have that annoying visitor and I don't exercise while the visitor is here..
I'm really looking forward to  the 13th.. I wish I could get another tattoo , but thats not going to happen unless Jeff's check is really good.. I'm already going to spend money for dinner and a movie.. Which is fine I have been hanging on to everything we have..No unneccasry money has been spent..I'm actually pretty proud of myself.. It really helps that I don't fricken go anywhere.. I want to go shopping for new clothes but I won't.. Anyway back to the tattoo.. I really want my lady bug with the vine going up my foot.. I know it will hurt like hell , but I still want it, so as soon as we have the extra money I'm getting it.. Jeff is already bitching about it.. I was hoping that I would finially get to my goal weight so I could get my heart shape pad lock on my hip but that stupid 20 pounds just won't go away..
Well I hope everyone is doing good, see yall in 10 days.

Sorry its been a while

I was going to blog yesterday , but the stupid electricty went out.. Then once it came back on I wasn't in the mood to sit at the computer.. Jeff was off on Monday and Tuesday it was nice. He cooked for us and we just hung out at the house and had a few drinks.. He gets so excited with new cooking equipment. He got a dutch oven for fathers day and couldn't wait to use it.. It will be a great thing to use if we ever go camping.. He says we are, but its too hot right now. Maybe in September..We tore down the pool and hauled it off to the dump.. I'm so glad that I had decided to drain it and not use it anymore. Once we pulled the liner off the whole bottom of the pool metal was rusted threw and there was holes . I don't think it would had held up.. Then that would have been a mess.. Were going to try and make another dump run next month. He keeps so much shit that he never uses are thats broken or its a piece of this or that ...He is a pack rat..We get his first pay check tomorrow , but its training pay and only for one week.. I have to make the house payment out of it and the cable bill.. I hope its going to be enough to cover.. I have been hanging on to all of extra money, so if his check isn't enough I can dip into our savings, but I don't want too..
With my aunt and uncle back in Seattle its really been working on me to move up there.. I need a change I just want to move anywhere.. Its so pretty up there and there is soo much to do.. The rain was a pain , but you get used to it.. I'm just so tired of this place and its so hot.. I know I'm old now when I complain about the heat.. I used to love being outside..Jeff said if I can save up $5000 or more he would seriously look for a job up there.. Then we would move up there and just rent this house out. I know what he's thinking , by the time I have that much saved I will change my mind about moving.. And I might , I am a woman.. I almost have half saved now he just doesn't know it..If we did move up there my mom would freak out..
Jeff told me he thinks I don't love him anymore and that I act different towards him. I feel like such a failure to make him feel that way.. I'm just so tired of the way things are right now.. I feel like my life is on stand by.. Untill I can get Jordan finished with school and he gets his license and a job..
I've done really well with my exercising, but not eating right.. I haven't gained , but I haven't lost. I talked to my cousin last night about Weight Watchers and it reminds me of LA , but you follow a points system instead of coloring in the circles.. She does it all online. She has lost 15 pounds in three months.. She said the key to it is to eat all the veggies and fruit you want and of course limit your carbs. and dairy. You get to have one splurge day a week.. So its a basicly the program we all know we need to do its just makes keep track.. My problem is I don't eat enough.. I did great that one week with the veggies and fruit, but I get tired of veggies and fruit.. Like yesterday I had a lofat Jimmy Dean breakfast sandwhich and then four very thin , very small slices of pinapple & canadian pizza.. Thats it all day..
Well I have run out of things to say.. Hope everyone is doing great and I am excited about our girls bday night..

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Sorry I got nothing.. Since Breaking Dawn part 2 trailer is out it made me miss part 1 so I did watch that this week..
I have exercised everyday except Tuesday, but I have also had ice cream everyday.. I weighed Monday morning and again just now and I still lost two pounds.. So thats good.. I'm still bouncing between the same old 5 pounds that I always do though.. I would really love to break that pattern..
The boat races are here this weekend and Cole will be going all weekend.. I worry about him with this new group of friends he hangs out with.. He works with them , but they are all young and live on there own.. I just hope he doesn't get sucked in to the bad stuff.. I had a heart to heart with him this past weekend and told him how afraid I was for him.. I just pray that he takes after me more that Doug when it comes to all the stuff that will be offered to him..He will be 20 on Monday and I know I need to let up on my mother hen syndrome, but he is still my baby and its hard...
Jeff's last pay check from Chalk Mtn. was suppose to be today , but its not in the bank , which means it probably was mailed..YUK
I want to go shopping so bad, I want new summer dresses.
Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Cole

Tuesday , Cole got his blood work results back and its not diabetes. They are 100 percent sure he does not have diabetes. So thats good news. He also had his left eye laser done on Tuesday and its still bleeding.. The doctor lasered some and then Cole will go back Aug. 2 to have it done again. In the meantime Cole has to have more blood work done to look for other causes.. The doctor is sure this is caused by a medical condition and not something Cole has done himself.. So now more testing will be done. Not sure when but sometime before Aug. 2.

Jeff started his new job on Tuesday and everything went good..Hopefully he won't have to be on training very long.

I did exercise for one hour on the treadmill on Monday, but yesterday we had so much doctor stuff and errands to run I didn't, but I am today. My goal is one hour on treadmill every other day and 30 minutes eleptical on the others.. Then once I have adjusted to that I will start my tonning dvd again..

Our weekend was no big deal.. Saturday Jeff didn't feel good so we didn't go out to dinner with the whole family like we had planned. Then Sunday we went to Norton. It was nice we stayed about 3 hours..

Hope everyone is doing well.