Well I didn't do the tonning dvd yesterday, but I did eat really smart. Today I will exercise for sure.. I'm trying to motivate myself back into exercising and if maybe I can do at least 3 times a week for now . Maybe by the end of the month I will be back up to 5 times a week..What angers me is I used to exercise 6 times a week and loved it..I just have the blahs so bad.. I never want to leave the house.. I don't even hardly go outside to check the mail.. Maybe its just the winter blues, cause I love being outside when its warm.. Jeff complains that Jordan and I never do anything.. which doesn't make since to me. Like I told him with us being home were not spending any money.. He should be thankful that his wife likes being at home.. Jeff is going to check into 4h club for Jordan.. Something to do with guns. So when and if Jordan joins the 4h I will be running him around for that.. I think it will be good for Jordan to be around kids his own age.

Jeff's mom called him yesterday to let him know that she is moving to Eden to live with her boyfriend.. We just met him at Mandy's wedding so we don't know him... So I guess we will be helping her move at the end of the month..

3 days till Breaking Dawn Dvd... YEA!!

Hope everyone has a great day.

Well yesterday was done half right.. I did exercise , but then it  seemed like I was hungry all day long.. I ate more than what I would consider dieting, but not considered pigging out.. I'm going to try my hardest to make myself do a tonning dvd this morning... I'm just so so bored with it..

Got my haircut and ran all my errands yesterday so today I have nothing to do(but read)  HaaHaa

Jeff won't be home tonight so I don't have to cook. Yea me!!

Thats all I got.. hope everyone has a great day.

I did it... I weighed this morning. I did not like what the number said, but its really my own falt so I'm just going to take it in and do something about it.. I wrote it down, cause I really want to lose 5 pounds a month. I would love to lose more, but I drink to much so I don't see it happening. I will not give up alcahol!!!

Not much going on today. I get my haircut, and I need to go get heartworm pills for the dogs.

Jeff touched my face yesterday and said it felt very very soft. Really loving the Meaningful Beauty.

He went varment hunting with my brother and some other guys Friday night. and then cleaned his guns all day saturday. So he was in a real good mood all weekend long. We didn't argue at all..

I put a color on my hair yesterday and I don't like it.. For starters Jeff keeps hasseling me to use coupons (he loves that extreme coupon) so I had a $2.50 off coupon for a haircolor that I never buy. but I thought what the heck I will give it a try.. Then after I checked out from the store I realized coupon was still in my back pocket.. UGH!   The color just isn't blonde enough for me.. Even though I still have the coupon I will not use it again.. I love the brand I always use..Maybe it will look better after haircut today..

Hope everyone has a great day..

Its been a pretty normal weekend not doing anything.. I did finially get off my lazy butt and go to the store . I also ran into Maurices since its right next door to the pet store (dog food). I bought me another pair of jeggings. I love those pants.. They are right up my alley , stretchy and comfy...I also bought me two shirts.. I had a coupon so I got all three items really cheap.. I was pleased.. I love a good bargin..

I didn't do so well on my diet yesterday.. I made waffels for breakfast then we just snacked on cheese dip with hamburger meat in it the rest of the day.. We had left over meat loaf so I didn't want to cook another meal..

Today I will probably make potatoe soup , so thats not really diet friendly either... I really am going to try to start exercising again tomorrow.. I just have no umph.. maybe if I just walk on the treadmill my umph will come back to me..

Its been four days since  I began using Meaningful Beauty and so far I like it.. My face feels really soft.. We shall see.

My cousin Peter and his wife invited us out next Saturday night for her birthday. They like karoke so they want to go to a bar.. Jeff ofcourse doesn't .. So I don't know if we will join them...

Breaking Dawn comes out on the 11th.. So that Monday will be a very good day for me!!!

stupid laws

UGH!!   Stupid Stupid Law Changes.. Last year when Doug went to jail, I asked them what will happen if he doesn't pay when he gets out.. She told me that he would go back to jail for longer time... Well I haven't received any child support payments since Sept. so I have been calling every month to get them sending out the stupid letters.. Well this morning a nice lady told me that since he served time that usually suppends his probation period (which he was on for non-pmt)  so the only other thing they could do would be to suspend his driver liscense.. They already did that.. so now she tells me there is probably nothing they can do to him for non-pmt except keep sending out the stupid pmt lettters...All of this is because Cole is now 19.. if he was still small they could put him back in jail... I new I would never get that money , but I sure wanted to make his life hell by putting him back in jail.. I guess I will be the bigger person and just thank God , Doug was never in Cole's life and pray that he never gets to be..

I've got the exercise blues.. I haven't done it all week.. I'm just burned out of the stuff that I normaly do.. Rondi asked me to join a yoga class with her, but hell no I'm not cordinated enough to do that out in public.. I wish I had money to hire a trainer like the rich people do..I have a goal to lose 5 pounds a month. If I can do that I would lose 20 by June.. That would be perfect..

We have no plans for the weekend.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..

Surprise ..... I got nothing to say

Just another boring , quiet day

totally failed at exercising this week, but I have done really well on my diet

I still haven't left the house to run my arrands, I really need to, maybe tomorrow..

Got nothing!

Didn't exercise, but ate okay..

Just been reading some fanfiction.. Got my sister-in-law Rondi hooked.. There are some really great writers out there..

My Meaningful Beauty came yesterday so I will try it today..

11 days till Breaking Dawn DVD!!!!!!!!

Hope everyone has a great day..