Its been a pretty normal weekend not doing anything.. I did finially get off my lazy butt and go to the store . I also ran into Maurices since its right next door to the pet store (dog food). I bought me another pair of jeggings. I love those pants.. They are right up my alley , stretchy and comfy...I also bought me two shirts.. I had a coupon so I got all three items really cheap.. I was pleased.. I love a good bargin..

I didn't do so well on my diet yesterday.. I made waffels for breakfast then we just snacked on cheese dip with hamburger meat in it the rest of the day.. We had left over meat loaf so I didn't want to cook another meal..

Today I will probably make potatoe soup , so thats not really diet friendly either... I really am going to try to start exercising again tomorrow.. I just have no umph.. maybe if I just walk on the treadmill my umph will come back to me..

Its been four days since  I began using Meaningful Beauty and so far I like it.. My face feels really soft.. We shall see.

My cousin Peter and his wife invited us out next Saturday night for her birthday. They like karoke so they want to go to a bar.. Jeff ofcourse doesn't .. So I don't know if we will join them...

Breaking Dawn comes out on the 11th.. So that Monday will be a very good day for me!!!

stupid laws

UGH!!   Stupid Stupid Law Changes.. Last year when Doug went to jail, I asked them what will happen if he doesn't pay when he gets out.. She told me that he would go back to jail for longer time... Well I haven't received any child support payments since Sept. so I have been calling every month to get them sending out the stupid letters.. Well this morning a nice lady told me that since he served time that usually suppends his probation period (which he was on for non-pmt)  so the only other thing they could do would be to suspend his driver liscense.. They already did that.. so now she tells me there is probably nothing they can do to him for non-pmt except keep sending out the stupid pmt lettters...All of this is because Cole is now 19.. if he was still small they could put him back in jail... I new I would never get that money , but I sure wanted to make his life hell by putting him back in jail.. I guess I will be the bigger person and just thank God , Doug was never in Cole's life and pray that he never gets to be..

I've got the exercise blues.. I haven't done it all week.. I'm just burned out of the stuff that I normaly do.. Rondi asked me to join a yoga class with her, but hell no I'm not cordinated enough to do that out in public.. I wish I had money to hire a trainer like the rich people do..I have a goal to lose 5 pounds a month. If I can do that I would lose 20 by June.. That would be perfect..

We have no plans for the weekend.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..

Surprise ..... I got nothing to say

Just another boring , quiet day

totally failed at exercising this week, but I have done really well on my diet

I still haven't left the house to run my arrands, I really need to, maybe tomorrow..

Got nothing!

Didn't exercise, but ate okay..

Just been reading some fanfiction.. Got my sister-in-law Rondi hooked.. There are some really great writers out there..

My Meaningful Beauty came yesterday so I will try it today..

11 days till Breaking Dawn DVD!!!!!!!!

Hope everyone has a great day..

Sign and lock box are now gone.. It feels kinda of weird now when I get a text message or my phone rings.. Before I was always scared to look cause I was afraid it was my Realitor and we would have to show the house.. It's not that I didn't want to show the house it was just a pain in the ass everytime..
I need to do what Laura is doing and spring clean. We have so much junk. My husband doesn't throw anything out so we have clutter in the office and den.. I hate clutter, but its all his stuff so I do not touch it..
I need to go to Sams and get meat and few other groceries , but I don't want to.. I have the lazy's really bad.. like I don't even want to go outside and check the mail kinda of lazy's...
I did good on my eating yesterday, but didn't exercise. I'm going to try to exercise today, but with flo here I extremly hate exercising...
well thats it, hope everyone has a great day..

The weekend was pretty good. Jeff and I only had one disagreement, but the argument wasn't worth a fight so I just quit aruing and agreed with him..
Mandy's wedding was very short and very laid back.. She looks so happy..Corey actually has a really great job now working for Tx. Dot so hopefully he will stay put and make a good living for them. That way when Mandys cleaning is slow they will still have an income coming in.
We did not go out with them and celebrate. We did however comprimise and were going to go over to there house Saturday afternoon after the wedding , but by the time Jeff was ready to go over, Mandy and Corey were headed to the bar.. So we just stayed home.. I was going to wear my new black shirt that I got in Vegas with my black boots.. This would have been my first time to wear it. Jeff just said ' your gonna wear that' I said yes, then called Sam to see when she was coming over so I could get her opinion.. As soon as she walked in she told me I looked HOT!!  so that helped...Later that night when Jeff was drunk and I showered and changed clothes he told me I looked really sexy in the shirt.. I don't know why after 17 years he can't tell me stuff like that when he is sobber..It makes me feel like he really doesn't see me  sexy anymore and he only tells me stuff like that when he is drunk , cause he's horny..
Flo finially showed up this weekend and man did she want to eat.. We ate out all weekend long and even had BR.. chocolate chip mint in a cone... I feel like a bloated cow this morning..She is such a bad influence when dieting..
Our house is officially off the market for now.. I'm okay with it.. If by chance the big boss offers Jeff the income that we would need to move , then we will do it and try to sale our house empty. If that doesn't work we will rent it out.

Well thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day.

Jeff's job

Okay so now it looks like we aren't moving.. Yes they still want him to go and drive from New Fairview, and yes he would be home every night, but no they are not giving him a pay increase for the adjusted cost of living instead its a pay cut.. UGH NO!!!  who in there right mind would move to DFW for a pay cut.. Not us hell no..He has one more head honcho to talk to, but so far no one is budging on the pay..

I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge)  it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !!  I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me?  If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..

It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...

Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..

Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..