shopping

I'm going shopping today for clothes for Vegas and food for Jordan for the week..I really hope I find some shirts to wear and I would like to get a pair of black jeans.. I have been looking for a while and I can't find any.. Is black not in anymore?  I'm hoping to find cheap clothes other wise I will be wearing what I have, I don't want to spend my Vegas money on clothes here..

Aunt Flo still hasn't arrived so she will probably be joining me on my trip.. The b*tch came with me last time as well :(

I still haven't weighed myself.. It was really really hard not to this morning.. Jeff's challenge is starting to weigh on me, maybe I should chunk the scales out..

Well I'm gonna get off here and get ready, Sam is going shopping with me its nice to have a young fresh opinion. I'm always so afraid what I like is to young for my age and she really helps with making me feel more confident about my choices.. I really love this girl .. Not that I want Cole and Sam to rush into marriage , but I sure wish they would get married soon so she would officially be my daughter in law.. Wow that phrase makes me sound old!

Hope everyone has a great weekend.. Mine will be very busy getting everything done for Vegas..

*sigh*

Didn't get to watch PCA last night so I recorded it, but his morning I went to my all time favorite Robsessed web site and saw pictures and clips of him last night at the awards show... HOLY COW !!   He got a buzz cut and he looked F*CKING sexy!!   He looked like he has been working out too, well he has had some down time and I'm sure laying around in a hotel room gets boring... There were a lot of comments on this web site that really complained about the hair, but honestly the hair doesn't make the man.. There just stupid if all they saw was the hair.. That man is HOT!

Okay I will now wipe the druel off my mouth and talk about something else..

I am getting so excited about Vegas, my insides are starting to tremble.. and then yesterday when Laura told me about the possibilty of riding in a limo I felt like jumping up and down and squeling like a teem ager.. I have never been in one so that would be a nother first for me..
If I could do over my teens or my 20's I wish I would have had more girl time.. My childhood was always taking care of my brothers..and then when I met Doug I never got girl time.. and then from Doug came Jeff. So I'm so excited for this experience.. I also feel that we all should make it a point to have a weekend get away every year like we did for Laura and Leah's bday..

Okay I need to get off here and clean house there is a showing today (maybe)..

got nothing

Sorry just laying around reading today ..

The Peoples Choice Awards comes on tonight and that will be my highlight of the day.. They have my crush sitting next to Betty White, oh how I would like to be a fly on her shoulder..

Hope everyone has a great day!

Just blabbering

Well the snow really surprised me.. I really didn't think it would happen.. Its already melting so I woke Jordan up early so he could go and play in it..

After my haircut yesterday I went to my favorite clothing store to see if I could find a couple of tops to wear to Vegas and I found nothing.. So I guess I will be heading to the mall later this week.. I need to remember about that second hand store by the movies that just opened up. Sam has found some really cute things really cheap.. Its all designer clothing not like good will stuff... while I'm thinking about it I need to make me a note to go there , hold on a sec...okay I'm back.. I tell you my mind sure isn't what it used to be.. I used to could remember everything right down to what was said word for word.. Now I'm lucky to remember what happened last week.. Maybe its caused by all those years of brain over load..

I was so mad yesterday morning, those people that wanted to look at the house wanted us gone by 10 so that they could come and see it again.. Well for starters it was raining.. Loading up 4 dogs in your car while raining really sucks, then we sat in the car up the street for 45 min. before they showed up.. They were in the house like 10min.  So rude!

I still haven't weighed myself, but I think I'm about to start cause I feel really bloated.. Hopefully I will so I won't be on it in Vegas..

Well thats all the blabbering I got.. Sure wish Laura and I weren't the only ones that blogged, I miss hearing from everyone cause you know I don't use the phone much.. LOL!!

6 days till Vegas, YEA!!!!!!

Wow that weekend flew bye for me.. I knew the time would fly bye before Vegas because I'm not done with everything I wanted to do before the trip.. Like lose 10 pounds.. HA!   On that note Jeff has challenged me to not weigh myself and throw out the scales... So far it has been a week since my last weigh in.. this is a very hard challenge, but like he told me if I'm starting to like the way I look then why dose a number on the scale have to define my mood.. He can be so wise *sometimes* 

We have a second showing this morning at 10 and they have requested that we be gone.. Such a pain in the ass to load up 4 dogs , but it is a second showing and they know conventional loan only, so we will be outa here..

I put a different color on my hair yesterday.. Its a natural blonde instead of the bleach blonde.. I like it.. I get my haircut today..

Nothing else going on.. Our weekend was pretty calm just left the house to go to grocery store.. Jeff is really starting to get pissy with me.. We were making beef stew for lupper (lunch/supper)  and Jeff wanted an onion in it and we didn't have an onion so he said lets run up to the store and get one.. I told him you just run up to the store I'm gonna put a color on my hair.. He through a big fit about not going to the store with him.. I don't know why he doesn't like going to the store by himself.. I assured him that lots of men go to the store without there spouses.. He got all pissy and stormed out of the house.. Later that night he was in one of his moods where I don't do anything right.. so I called him out on it , and he just said it seems like all the little pet peves that used to not bother him are starting to.. GREAT!!    

Well I better get off here people are coming in 45min.

long day

Even though its Friday , Jeff won't be in till very late or early in the morning.. Its okay though its not like were doing anything.. I have to go to the store and get milk and cereal and a hair color today.. Whoo Hoo Joy Joy !!  So excitement going on around here..

I have been working out everyday.. 30 minutes on elept. and 30 minutes on treadmill, then I have been doing sit ups and push ups every other day.. I'm sore..  I talked to one of my old cleaning clients yesterday.. We became friends while I cleaned for her.. We never did anything but talk, but we did some serious talking.. She is 20 years older than me and her kids were my age, but we got along really well.. Any way she has lost 42 pounds since I quit cleaning for her. That was in May of 2010 . She is my height and was probably about a size 14/16 .. She has one hell of a work out regim, but she uses the bender ball three times a week.. I have one of those, I never really gave it my full attention. I would do it once then not do it for months.. So I'm thinking I might start it up again along with my tone and sweet dvd.. Once we get back from Vegas ofcourse. No need in causing serious muscle spasims right now.. But I was thinking even if I don't lose anymore weight at least my tummy would be firmer.. I'm fine with that..I think! 

My realitor called me last night and said that those people that liked it offered full price for the house , but have to go FHA.. So we had to turn it down.. We just can't go FHA right now.. Not only will we have to do all the required fixes, but we can't afford to walk away with less money.. Paying $1200 towards buyers closing would highly suck.. We just don't have enough equity in our home to do it..But I really feel okay about us not moving right now.. I need to look into some kind of volinteer work that Jordan and I can do together to get us out of this house.. I just don't know where to look. Any ideas would greatly be apprecitiated...

I hope everyone has a great weekend...

Ramblings

I got nothing new to say..

Jeff and I talked more about the house last night and have decided that when our contract ends Feb. 2 we will take the house off the market.. we will just stay put for a while longer.. He will just have to go into his employers and tell them that the house didn't sell and he can't move right now.. Its not like they were forcing the issue on him , it was all us wanting to move. So it shouldn't be a problem..

Our first project to be done will be the half built storage building. It has been waiting to be finished now for two years.. My husband likes to start a project but rarley finishes it.. It took him a year to do our master bathroom.. The guy never gets in a hurry.. That was one thing that I had to really come to terms with. Cause I'm the kind of person that wants it done now..He has made me lazy..

Next will be new sliding back doors.. Then we will be at a stand still till we have the money to move the washer and dryer out of the kitchen..

Maybe our house not selling is a blessing.. Cole really needs to stay at home to get his truck paid off.. Which I'm very proud of him.. He has been paying so much on it , it should be paid off in 5 months..
Plus right now my mom and her husband are fighting and she is thinking about leaving his sorry ass..  Why she has put up with this man for 18years is such a puzzle to me.. The woman has been married 8 times and has left all of them except my dad (he cheated both times they were married)  for way less than the way Tony treats her.. I think he has just wore her self esteem down, and the fact that she is sooo very over weight and the money they make together has kept her hanging in there.. but these last few months has really been getting to her and she is really tired of his crap.. So us moving in with them probably wouldn't be good..

I've done pretty good on my diet and exercise, except for yesterday.. I did good up untill about 6:30 when I was so hungry and the offer for cheeseburger was just too much to turn down.. then since my mind is so weak it sujested that since I already blew it with the burger I should just eat those oreo cookies (4) to be exact..Stupid Stupid Head!!  But today is a new day and the fact that I'm really liking my curves is helping a lot..course I don't go out in public so my self esteem is good..LoL

This weekend or maybe today I plan on draining my pool.. Over Thanksgiving break I ran out of clorine and the pool turned green.. It is really nasty.. I don't know if I want to fill it again or just tear it down... It was so rusted at the bottom last summer I really don't think it will last much longer, but we also just bought a new liner for last summer , so I'm really torn on what to do.. I'm kinda of tired of messing with it, but there was a few days when I really enjoyed just hanging out there all by myself soaking up the sun.. Blahhh!!

I've been reading some really sweet fanfiction.. I love the way the men in the stories always make the women feel so bueatiful , and adored.  But honestly if a man ever treated me like that I probly would be thinking okay whats the catch..

Okay so enough rambling... oh Austin turns 15 today he will be working on getting his drivers permit soon.. Lord help us!!