I'm home..

I had such a great weekend with my mom. Lawrence and Rondi  came for the weekend too. So this was the first time in 3 years that all of us kids were at my mom's together. Lawrence hasn't been there to see mom in 2 years. Calob lives there so he see's mom all the time. Cole and Sam even drove up Saturday morning cause he didn't have to work. His first road trip. He did great.. Jeff's ribs and chicken were fantastic. Even my grumpy step dad ( Tony) liked them. Tony was even nice and socialable the whole weekend. Strange! I ate and drank too much, but so worth it. I haven't seen Rondi since we all went to Vegas and she said Holy Cow you look so skinny. I don't , but hey I  will take the compliment. I can't believe its May. I really need to stop cheating and get back to extreme exercising so I will be ready for summer. Okay I have to get off here I got tons of laundry to do. 

Nothing Really..

I'm so sore. Yesterday Jordan didn't want to come with me to the koa. So I did it 3 times. 6 miles and I sure can feel it. It probably would have been great on the weight loss, but I was so hungry I had real food. Today is going to be just a quick work out on the tred mil. I have tons to do . We are leaving for my mom's early tomorrow. The plan is to follow Jeff, cause he has a load going up that way. Then we will leave the truck in the Muti-chem yard and then drive to mom's together. Its what we did at Christmas and it worked perfectly. So yall won't hear from me until Monday. Hope everyone has a great weekend.

Mandy's test results.

This morning Mandy got her results back, and its not good. She has cancer. Right now its still contained it hasn't spread. They are going to wait until July to test her again, because the doctors said sometimes when your pregnant your body will take care of the cancer. If it comes back that she still has cancer and it is still contained she will continue on with her pregnancy. The baby is due in September.  If it comes back that it is spreading they will take the baby and begin treatment on Mandy. The results came back severe, so my thinking is. If its severe wouldn't it spread and also what about the baby, the cancer could go to the baby. Please pray for her !

Thank you !

I just wanted to tell all of you Thank you so much for all your comments yesterday. Yall really put my heart at ease. I really don't have anything new to write about. Yesterday was pretty boring. Today is going to be pretty boring. I am trying to get the umph to do my yoga dvd this morning before I go to the koa. I have been walk/run out there now for a little over a month and I still can't run the whole thing. The hills still kick my ass. I am thinking about adding another lap around on the days Jordan doesn't come with me. That would make it 6 miles. Yesterday I went by myself but I went so late in the day it was to hot to do it 3 times. I need to get back into my strength training, cause muscle eats fat. We are going to my mom's this Friday, can't wait. I haven't seen her since Christmas. Tomorrow I'm gonna clean house and Thursday I'm gonna keep Jeff's truck so I can clean it up . We are taking it to my mom's cause Jeff is bringing wood for the grill. He is going to cook ribs and chicken on Saturday. I live such an exciting life :)

Just mad at myself..

Easter was great, Jeff's brisket was a big hit. Everyone loved it. We really had a nice time. Before we left to go to my aunts house, Jeff and I sat out side and drank our coffee and talked about our child hood Easter experiences. Mine were better than his. Then I got really sad, cause I realized our boys never had a big Easter whoop to do like I did. I feel like they got cheated some how. Cole assured me that it was fine. Then on the wasy to my aunts house I asked Jordan if he knew what Easter really meant, and he didn't know. I laughed at how God's going to punish us for not teaching him, but deep down I'm so mad at myself. How could I have failed like this. I am always talking about God, watching church on tv, praying , asking Jordan to pray . I have been stupid. I honestly felt like Jordan knew more about Christ than he actually does. So this morning I'm getting the bible and we are going to start talking. Judgement day is coming and I don't want this hanging over me. Then we get to my aunts house and we are eating. And I tell my aunt about Jordan not knowing what Easter really is about. Then we start talking about the rapture, then somehow it moves onto when we get raptured out of here that our animals will be left behind because they have no soul. She said it says so in the bible. This truely breaks my heart. I'm crying as I write this. I know I should be more worried about loved ones that don't know Christ and I am , but I love my dogs like they are my children. Why would God leave them like that. I just always thought that when the rapture comes if you had animals they would be taken care of not left to die of starvation and feel abandon. Tia on the way home we drove by the dam, cause I wanted to show Jordan. You can't walk the dam . Its got a fence and a locked gate in front of the stairs. Unless there is some other place you start from that I don't know about. Let me know if thats the case.

Still swolen..

Yesterday was so much fun. Jeff and I went to go see the movie I have been waiting to see. And it was fantastic. Rob was Hot and Sexy and Gorgious and Lovely. It really was a good movie. I want to go see it again and I want the dvd as soon as it comes out. Jeff even made a comment on how different Rob looked in this movie instead of the Twilight movies. Maybe now he understands what I see in this guy. Then we did some running around, then when we got home I had two baileys and coke. Messed around on the computer while Jeff cleaned his gun. Then we went to Applebee's for my step-moms b-day. It was a lot of fun. Jeff and I split an appitizer sampler so I did okay on the food part, but where I screwed up was ordering those two margaritta's. By the time I got home my feet and hands were so puffy they looked swollen. Seriously my feet looked so funny. I guess my body went into sodium shock since we have just about stopped using salt. Today not much going on. I need to clean and do laundry YUK!

Movie day!

Yea ! I'm so excited to see this movie. We are going to go to the early movie because we have a birthday dinner to go to later to night. Thats okay I like the early movies, sometimes we have the whole theater to ourselves. Now on to some complaining, so if your not in the mood to here some whinning stop reading now........... I was having a sexual meltdown. Tuesday when I didn't go to zumba I was really wanting some lovin from my man, but he wanted the computer instead. So then Wed. he didn't get to come home. By Thurs. I'm really wanting him. So I get dressed in the outfit that I sent you Laura. I was hoping I looked some what appealing. When he got home about 5 I got a peck and that was it. Oh he did say I looked nice. NICE ! Was not what I was shooting for. He did hang out with me for a couple of hours watching tv. No lovin. Then moved on to the computer for the rest of the evening. So of course I go into my deep hole thinking I'm still too fat for him to find me sexy... On a good note he must have had a really good dream, cause this morning he was wanting some lovin. Hey I will take it.