Family game night..

Well we didn't do anything special for our anniversary. Saturday we went and watched my nephew race his durby car. So many kids. He came in second for his division.  Then we went and ate with my dad and step-mom. Which is something we hardly do. While eating we actually got invited to family game night. Something I have only heard about. So we went. It was a lot of fun. What really makes it fun for me is my aunt Cindy and Lacey and Pete. I just love them so much. Lacey was so excited she got her first car and it is a red convertable bug. Its a stick so she is learning to drive it. We went for a ride and she is doing really good for just her second time to drive it. We played on the Wii and some played 42. It was really great to get out of the house and interact with other people. Get my haircut tomorrow, can't wait its so long. Today is laundry day (yuk). Oh yea we tried the wine that I bought.... Blahhhhh Blahhhh, I gues its official were not wine drinkers. We took it with us to family night, and all the wine drinkers loved it, said it was really really good wine.  So there ya go!

Mandy and Corey

Went to see there new house last night. It has potential, its plenty big enough for all four of them. They still don't know what to do with the baby if Kaci doesn't move out before the baby comes. The house is only a 4 bedroom. I think Austin would move in with them now, cause he will have his own room. Also the jealousy thing kids have. Corey's 4 year old son will be moving in with them full time starting in June. I really hope Austin does move in with them. He is always alone living with Scott. Talking with them last night about kids really erks me. The way Kaci is , uhg, that girl is going to be bitch slapped when she gets out on her own. She is just ruined there is no other word for her. She thinks she is a princess and that she must have her way no matter what. And Mandy and Scott always give into her. No matter what it cost them just to please her. Okay I must be fixing to start cause I am really bitchy. We are going to go see my nephew race his durby car at the mall today. He won first place so now he races against other first placers. Should be fun. At least we will be out of the house. Don't know what we will do after that. I'm so mad at myself for stressing so much over our anniversary. I just ended up getting him a really gooey card . I figured he would be happier picking out any gun stuff himself. I got nothing . As usual.

Anniversary!

Well today makes 16 years for me and Jeff. I can honestly say the time has flown by. I may get agrevated at him sometimes , but he truely is a gift from God. My life was such a mess before he came into it. Its been a wonderful journey. To have someone you can trust and depend on is just simply wonderful. There are things we need to work on in our marriage, but what healthy couple doesn't. Marriage is constant work. We aren't going to do anything tonight , because he will be tired when he gets home. Tomorrow we will go eat somewhere and probably go see a movie. Nothing big deal . It will be nice to go without Jordan. We rarely do anything without Jordan. I always feel guitly for leaving him home, cause he never does anything. Cole will be off tomorrow so maybe he will hang out with Jordan till we get back. Well Mandy and Corey bought a house. Its for sale by owner, but it got them in. I get to see it today. Its over by the base on Era street (?) She said it needs a little TLC, but what house doesn't , that we can afford. I am happy for them. I just wish I liked Corey. I don't know what she see's in him. He is 30 years old and he is a professional student. He has gone to school for so many different things, but never finished or got a job in that field. He thinks he knows everything . He always has a story 10 times better than the one your trying to tell. He needs to man up and get a job. He is cleaning with Mandy. Which I guess is what Mandy needs. She is a co-dependant. She has to have her man with her 24/7 . Thats why I think her and Scott started having problems. He started taking jobs that she couldn't do. As long as she has her man by her side at all times she is happy. I would go insane. I like having my time away from Jeff. I get to miss him. Sorry I shouldn't have said all that. Its her life and I'm happy she's happy.

Ugh!!

Again I wasn't able to go back to sleep when Jeff left at 4:30 this morning. I did finially fall back to sleep close to 7 . Which I hate cause then I slept till 9. Now I feel like I have been beat. Coffee please kick in soon. I had the most unusual dream. I dreamed I cheated on Jeff. It was just a kiss , but still I have never dreamed of me cheating its always been him cheating on me. So whats up with that. The guy in my dream was totally hot too. Maybe I have some sexual tension that needs to be taken care of...Jeff won't be home tonight so maybe I will sleep through the night. Tomorrow is our anniversary I thought about maybe buying a sexy night gown, but I'm just still so fat I don't think I could wear it in front of him. I would look stupid instead of sexy.. So I am still undecided what to do. I am going to get out and about today, maybe something will come to me.. Zumba was really good last night I am so sore. Today is yoga, I have now been doing it for 3 weeks. While I was a wake this morning I saw another infomertial on Hip Hop Abs, it looks like a lot of fun.

Up way to Fricken Early...

Well for some unGodly reason I am up. Jeff left at 4:30 and I couldn't fall back to sleep. I'm sure it will catch up to me later. My mind is racing with all kinds of thoughts. Thoughts that I really shouldn't be having. No not what you think. Our anniversary is Friday and I want to get Jeff something, but really don't know what to get him. He is really into his gun's , but I know nothing about his gun's. Not to mention its a very expensive hobby. Don't want to get him a gift card because thats just not personel enough for your anniversary. Should I get him the old stand by. My favorite cologne? We usually buy something for the house as our anniversary gift. This year we are getting a new blue ray player cause ours is out of date and no longer plays new blue rays. I just wanted to get him something small for now. Such hard call. Also on my mind is the fact that Temple wants to get together and hang out. I'm not sure how I feel about that. I have some mixed emotions. There's alot of he said she said going on and I really want to stay out of it. Not to mention all the drama in her life right now.

Just lovely ..

Nothing..

Yesterday was pretty blahh.. Just did my exercising and read the rest of the day. I am getting better at balancing in yoga. So at least I am making some progress there. Didn't sleep very good. Kept having bad dreams, but can't remember them now. Its always like that on the first night Jeff isn't home. He MIGHT get to come home tonight. If he does it will be pretty late. Our anniversary is Friday , it will be 16 years for us. Man where did the time go. We have no plans to do anything. Tonight is Zumba, yea!! I get to see other women...