must be pms

UGH!!!   I need to vent , so if you don't want to hear don't read this..

My husband is driving me nuts with all his dooms day stuff..and since I don't believe what he does , he is constantly telling me I wish you would do this ... or I wish you liked this... or I wish you wanted to move to Alaska or I wish you baked more or I wish you liked to garden or I wish you cleaned house like you used to.. Oh and the big one is I wish you would stop mothering me.. yes he said I mother him.. So I'm thinking that the next time he tells me that I mother him I'm going to stop doing his laundry,stop waking him up for work, stop making his lunch, stop fixing his plate, stop making doctor appointments for him.. That last one really pisses me off.. He was off all day Monday with a tooth ache I told him he should call a dentist.. You know what he does... he waits till after 5 to tell me to call on Tuesday to find him a detist, but yet he wants me to stop mothering him... UGH!!!!!   He is really on a role to let me tell you about his next request from me... He wants to buy the natural ingredints like lye, and borwax and some ohter shit to make our own laundry soap and dishwashing soap and bath soap.. he said it would save us a lot of money.. I looked at him like he was a crazy man and just said NO!!!   He said o well I guess you don't want to save money then... I save him money everyday.. I don't go out shopping, lights or the tv are hardly on unless he's home.. I never go anywhere so I don't spend gas... That was another of his I wish you were more like....I talked to my mom yesterday about it, because it really is starting to hurt my feelings.. I mean I have low self esteem as it is and for him to not be pleased with who I am and to wish I was someone else hurts.. She told me to throw it back in his face.. Start telling him all the things I wish about him.. So I think I will..Oh and the house cleaning really is only his clutter fuck of a room that I don't clean.. He has all this shit in the computer room.. He is a pack rat so no I don't clean the computer room, hell I try not to stay in here for very long.. I really wish I had my own laptop then I would never have to come in this room..

Okay I'm done..

I've done okay on my diet and exercise and have lost one more pound.. looks like I'm just losing a pound a week.. hopefully when my thyroid pills get here it will boost up by another pound..
My  fitness app stuff is ddhayes30 and my email is ddhayes30@gmail.com

hope everyone has a great day..
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