Yesterday we went to my cousins house warming BBQ and there I was told that my aunt and uncle ( Cindy & Pete) were moving back to Washington.. They just confirmed the move on Friday. They have been back and forth from Washington to Texas for over 25 years.. If you recall I had there daughter Lacey living with us her freshman year until they got back down here to Texas.. So they have only been back here for 3 years this time.. Lacey will be a senior this year and at first when they were talking about going back to Washington , Lacey was going to stay here and finish school.. Now she has decided to move with them..I am happy for them to move, they loved up in Washington and they have two more daughters and 5 small grandkids that live there so they miss them very much.. We also have more family up there. so its home to them there as much as it is here in Texas. I am happy for them because I know how much they love it in Washington and want to be with there other children and grandchildren, but I'm also very sad to see them leave..I am very very close to Cindy, she is one of my best friends. I don't talk on the phone much as you all know , but my mom, Jeff, and Cindy and my other cousin Peter are the only ones that call me all the time.. My mom calls me every single day, Jeff calls me from work sometimes and Peter calls me about twice a week , Cindy calls me at least once a week and we used to do lunch about twice a month.. She is also the one that always invites us to all the family get togethers. My dad always forgets and my aunt Jane calls sometimes, but mostly it was always Cindy to let me know and invite us..
She asked me yesterday if I would like to ride up with them to Washington and stay a bit and then fly back home.. Of course it would be Jordan and I.. which I would absolutely love.. Jordan doesn't remember us living there he was only two.. Jordan was all for it as well.. You should have seen his face light up.. When I talked to Jeff about last night on the phone he told me NO!!! He said we would just have to save our money and go on vacation to see them.. I understand that he was jealous because he has to work and couldn't go with us, but it hurt my feelings that he just said NO and not even try to discuss the possibility. I know I'm pmsing so it probably isn't that big a deal, but it just went all through me that he has this much power over me.. I'm really starting to second guess our marriage.. He gets mad at me because I don't leave the house and do anything, but when I asked to go to Washington he out right says NO..He didn't mind me going to Vegas why Wahington? Maybe thats it I have already done something fun this year without him and he is too jealous of the fact that I want to do something else.. I think I need to start looking for a job. I know I said I was going to wait until Jordan turned 16 and was able to work and we are working towards his GED so he would be done with school, but I don't like being told NO the way he told me.. It was like I was his child not his wife.. Again I'm probly pmsing . I'm just hurt..Jordan and I sit in this house day in and day out never going anywhere, it would have been nice to go.. Again I do understand Jeff makes the money and he works hard for it so I know he was jealous of us going and not him. He just should have said that and not got manly and say NO.
Okay sorry for my rant.. Hope everyone has a great day..
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