Surprise Text

Guess who sent me a text yesterday... Temple, yep thats right.. she wanted to let me know that her divorce finially went through as of yesterday and she took her maiden name back.. That has to be the longest dam divorce I have ever seen.. It took a year and half.. and of course she got nothing, but that really is her fault. We didn't talk much just that she was divorced and that the girls were good.. Today is her baby's death date and usualy in years past I would always talk to her to let her know that I was here for her. However , I'm struggling today because I want to say something to her, but sorry to say I don't want to be here for her.. We just aren't the same anymore. She really is a stranger to me so I don't know if I should text her and say something to the effect that I remember today or not.. She told me last night that she now has anxiety disorder. She has always been on depression medication so this anxiety thing is new..
I was a bad girl didn't exercise yesterday.. I did eat right though.. I'm just in a funk..
My dad called me last night and invited us out to eat for my step moms bday this weekend and we had to turn him down.. No money coming in and all that.. Jeff thinks he will get a paycheck on the 27 but it will only be for 4 days.. I really hope the IRS lets us have our $900 so we can make the house payment and pay some bills with it.. If not Cole is going to loan the money to us.. Cole is also stepping up and buying groceries this weekend for us.. At first I felt kinda of ashamed to have my son buy us food, but he told me 'mom I don't pay rent and I make good money with little bills let me do this' . He is turning out to be quite the man..
Hope everyone has a great weekend.. Jeff will be off Saturday and Sunday and starts back Monday at 6 am driving with trainer for 4 days then off two and then I think he will be on his own..