post surgery

I'm feeling pretty good.  I'm so ready to get back to normal activities.  Jeff was unbelievably tender to me in the hospital. He cleaned me up every time I threw up, with no grumps or sighs.  I threw up a lot.  So to not made to feel like a burden was a relief. He is still checking on me and reminding me not to lift shit.  Which I keep forgetting.  I feel good, so I don't stop and think before I do something I shouldn't.  I'm still pretty bloated, but I think the gas is finally leaving my body. My arms and shoulder blades ache. I remember them doing that with the first time I went in for surgery.  

Jeff bought an acoustic guitar on Monday, he has wanted one for awhile. He is learning how to play it through you tube . So far he's doing pretty well. I think Jordan is going to get one now.  Speaking of Jordan he will get his drivers license May 3, (hopefully).  He still has to get a vehicle. I can't believe he will be 17 in a month.  

I'm ready for another tattoo. Don't know what or where, but I want.. I also want a galaxy tablet.. I also want to be thinner..LoL

Well that's all I got.. hope everyone is well.

surgery

Well tomorrow is the day... I'm pretty nervous, but I'm ready for all this to be over.. please pray for me..

focus T25

Today was my first day of week 2 for T25 . I can honestly say this workout is awesome. I love that I do a different 25 minute workout 5 times a week. It gives you the option to double up on Friday, but I didn't last week. There is also a stretch DVD you do on Sunday. I hurt in places that I didn't know could hurt. Like the outsides of my thighs, my arms above my elbo, my thigh right at my panty line, my ass. I really really love that my workout went from 2 hours , (truth) 6 days a week , to 25 minutes 5 days a week. Best investment since the treadmill!  And Shawn T. Is fucking fine to watch!        Well tomorrow the 4th makes 19yrs for me and Jeff. It's really gone by fast..As of right now we have no plans to celebrate. His days off are Wednesday and Thursday we might go eat and see a movie. My youngest fur baby Harley goes to the vet Wednesday to get fixed. I'm so worried about her, she is a momma' s girl bad. She does not like it when she isn't in my lap. Daisy is on New medicine for her seizures. It is an all natural anxiety pill. It's huge and expensive. But she has already improved, she's lost weight and is more like her playful self before her first seizure.       We have been buying organic food as much as we can, like meat, fruit and veggies. I want to try the milk, but I don't want to buy a gallon cause for one it's expensive and what if I don't like it. I've thought about trying the Blue Diamond Almond milk, because it's suppose to be healthier than regular milk. What made us start buying organic was what I learned on DR.Oz, I am addicted to this show. It's really expensive buying organic, but I am adjusting to cooking less so we eat less. So far it's working. I'm not throwing away food like before, but I'm cooking everyday now. Which you all know I just LOVE(not)!   Well that's it for now..later

funeral

Today we have to go to Jeff's step dads funeral.  He legally wasn't married to Vonda, but they did get married by her brother which is a preacher. They had only been together two years. We didn't really know him, and the few times we were all together , we didn't like him. He was in remission of brain cancer when Vonda met him. The cancer came back I think in October and it was so bad nothing could be done. He was cremated. Jordan has made the decision to go, since there is no casket. At first we thought he shouldn't, but he will be 17 in 3 months so we let him make that choice. He said, Mom it's the right thing to do. He is such a sweet boy. To answer your question Laura, Cole quit because he was tired of working for Thorps. He was pissed off because he didn't get a raise and some kid that's only been there a year was making 18 an hour. Cole only 13 . Monday I did my first DVD of T25 and it kicked my ass. I had to do most of it following the modified version. The 25 minutes really did fly by and I felt like a truck ran over me. Can't wait to work out to today's DVD.  Well hope everyone has a great day.

forgot

It's been so long since I've blogged, I can't believe I still have one. Pretty much the same thing is going on. Still dieting, still failing, still exercising, still enjoying exercising.  Jordan has his driving permit and will hopefully get his license in May. Cole quit his job , no notice or call in.. he worked there for 3 years.. I'm very disappointed . Jordan really likes his job, and is saving all his money for a car. I'm very proud of him. Jeff and I have been getting along really well.. it feels good.  Our Anniversary is in a couple of weeks, 19 years. I want us to get new wedding rings, ours are from a pawn shop. I just want a band with diamonds and sapphires. We both found what we want , but I doubt we will buy them. We really need to pull up this nasty carpet and lay hardwood down.. well that's it..later!

from my kindle

Sorry I haven't blogged in a while.  Jordan is starting to like his job more. Cole is looking for an apartment. And I'm excited about getting my new tattoo..I'm nervous too because I'm a whimp about the pain but I just keep telling myself it will be worth it. My cousin and her two boys came to town over the weekend. The family had a cook out. It was fun..Cole goes to the cataract doctor this morning for a consultation..I'm going to the mall and get my free panties and buy a bra..then over to Sam's for groceries..My sister-in-law Danielle has been taking this diet pill called Meizatang and in one month she has lost 15 pounds. I ordered Jeff and I some..it was supper cheap, less than $8 a bottle. I hope it works for us.  At least it's cheap if it doesn't. Well that's all I got , hope everyone is doing well.

post vacation

9 loads of laundry, $400 in groceries, and gained 5 pounds...

Today we start that cucumber flush.. I made it last night and it has set out all night long. Jeff took some with him to work and I will begin mine after breakfast.. I really like the honey and cin. I hope I like this water drink as well..I'm not exercising today, but I will start tomorrow..

We need a new computer, well maybe not need but want.. I want either a Kindle Fire HD or a an IPAD. The kindle is cheaper , but its smaller. The ipad can have a keyboard if need be and since I want it to pay bills off of I want a keyboard (I think). I want my own device also so Jeff kinda freaked out about that.. I don't think he will do it that way.. I just hate the computer room so much.. I only come in here to blog and pay bills.. thats why I don't blog that much.. This is Jeff's room and its gross.. He is a pack rat and never puts things in its proper place.. When we first got married I discovered it was best to just let him have his own room for his clutter.. I used to clean up after him and throw shit away.. big big mistake..So now I just try to only come in here once every two weeks..

okay back to my want... I was doing a comparison to the two and the kindle will do almost everything that the ipad does, but its $300 cheaper.its also smaller and it is not the 'everything' tablet..If we go that route with us doing away with a desk top computer we also have to buy a wireless printer for Jeff's work stuff, so thats an added expense..I don't know what to do..

I'm looking forward to the 26th, I can't even remember the last time I saw everyone.. which is so stupid seeing as we live so close and I don't do shit..I miss girl time, the only girl I talk to on a regular basis is my mom..

I'm looking forward to and not about Jordan going to work.. I also have to get him into drivers ed.. When he gets his drivers liscenes and car I will look for a job.. So I have about another year of staying home.. yes he is late on learning to drive , only because he didn't want to learn..I know strange, but  thats Jordan for you.. He is excited about going to work so thats good.. The boy never asks for anythig like ever.. I always always have to drag it out of him.. He hasn't had a new phone in 2 in a half years.. I have been asking him if he wants to upgrade and finially yesterday he decided to get a new phone..I asked about why my phone didn't work on the trip and they just said each phone is made differently blah blah blah.. and I can't get a new phone unless I pay regular price since I just renewed in November...Thats not happening unless I buy one somewhere else and to be honest I would rather get a kindle or ipad..My phone is fine here in Texas and I'm not leaving the state again for a while so I will just hang on to it..

Well thats all I got, time to get out of this room..