I'm gonna try

Not much going on here , same old thing.. I'm going to start exercising when Jeff leaves for work. That will be at 5:30. I don't like exercising in the evening , but its the only time I can.. I will begin tomorrow because Jeff is off today.. Hopefully my body can take it.. I really hate the night shift.. I feel so trapped.. I can't go in my room, I can't vacuum, I can't get dressed and go anywhere.. Not like I did, but you know how it is when you can't do something thats when you want to do it.. Well thats how I feel right now..I know boo hoo hoo.. Okay I'm shuting up.. I'm thankful he has a job..

I get my haircut today and thankfully Jeff is off so I told him I will be coming into our room at 2 to shower and get ready... See the night shift sucks even though he was off yesterday he slept until 3:30. Okay moving on

Well I really don't have anything else to bitch about.. yes I am pmsing

Hope everyone has a great day.

Not true

Well I was wrong about the whole 10 hour break between shifts, apperntaly oil field is only an 8 hour break.. Which is Bullshit if you ask me.. All truck drivers need a 10 hour break. He did not like his first night of work.. I think his second night was better , he got home at 6..
Big surprise my dad is taking Jordan and Hayden to breakfast this morning.. This is a first..
Have not exercised in two days.. I really don't know how to work it out.. With Jeff sleeping I can't shower until he gets up and I really don't want to sit around all sweaty and stinky till he's up.. I've been taking my shower before bed. I could use the boys , but then I would have to move all my stuff into there bathroom , then on Jeff's days off move it back.. My mom suggested I exercise at night, but I have always been a morning person exerciser.. I'm at a loss right now, but I will work something out.. I can't not exercise.. I will try to exercise when he leaves for work then shower.. UGH!! I hate the night shift.. All this whinney over no time to exercise really makes me sound like a selfish bitch.. He is the one that is working nights.. Okay now I feel really bad.. I'm a bad bad selfish bitch.

Moving on, Jeff's check was enough to make the house payment . so we don't have to borrow from Cole. He is going to pay the cable bill for us.. He has been such a big help. Once we get back on our feet I need to do something really nice for him..

Okay thats all I got. Hope everyone has a great day..

Oh one more thing I read this really great fanfiction story it had me laughing so hard.. Supper cute , and I'm a sucker for happy endings.  www.  m.fanfiction.net/s/5062719/1/ 

8:14 in the morning and Jeff is still at work.. So this means that he will not be going in at 6 tonight.. They have to have a 10 hour break in between shifts so now for the rest of Jeff's work week he will be going in late and getting home late.. This company is also in Mansfield and Jeff is already talking about talking to them about transfering up there.. I told him he needs to wait and lets see how this pay is going to work for us. Besides we have no money to move on.. Plus I'm so tired of the moving rollar coaster.. I just think we need paychecks rolling in for a while and get back on our feet before he brings up moving to Mansfield.. He didn't like my input, but agreed..
Yesterday I forgot to grab my shoes as I was leaving the bedroom, so I didn't exercise because I didn't want to go back in the room.. Today I will.. Last night I set everything out to grab on my way out of the bedroom.. Looks like for this week that won't be an issue cause he won't be home when I get up..Haa
Well thats it for now.. Hope eveyone has a great day..

IRS

Stupid FUCKING IRS!!!!!!!!!       We won't be getting our $900 they applied it to what we owed.. We kind of thought they would but it just really sucks to have it confirmed.. Okay I'm better now..

Working on the Night Shift

Jeff got home early yesterday like right at 6.. Then he told me he was off Wednesday and begins his own night shift Thursday.. So no more training he is on his own.. Which means he will work his 4 days on and that puts him working through his first weekend in 5 years.. going to be a big adjustment for us.. Also the whole sleeping during the day.. Not only is it going to be hard for him, but really suck for me.. I hate using the boys bathroom and I won't be able to shower until he gets up.. I will not shower in the boys bathroom its going to be rough enough peeing every hour.. yes I pee that much.. I know tmi.. okay moving on.. So today I am going to scrub boys bathroom usualy Jordan does it, but if I'm going to be using it I want it super clean..He does a well enough job , but I just need to do it myself..Next on my list today is to find some kind of window covering to darken our bedroom.. I used tin foil when he worked for Town & Country but our windows were in the back of the house then, now they are up front and I just don't want foil windows up front.. I may have to do that anyway.. I can't go buy any of those black out curtains, not to mention curtains are expensive anyway , but those are really high.. Plus I can't spend any money so I have to be creative with what we have here at home.. Hopefully he will be pulled from the night shift soon.. One driver told him he was only on the night shift for 3 weeks.. So I will keep my fingers crossed..Thats it .. Hope everyone has a great day!

Still got nothing.. Jeff's job is super easy he is really enjoying it for now.. Yesterday he just sat in the yard and talked to other drivers until 3:30 then took one load of sand to where ever and then came back and came home by 7:30.. He does a lot of sitting and waiting , but at least he is getting paid for it.. I worry that he will get bored of the sitting he is not used to that.. I'm worried that the company will let people go if they have too many sitting around, but Jeff said no they are still hiring.. I don't understand why , but oh well he has a job..I'm going to Sam's today.. yuk!!   I hate going to the store.. I'm really wanting some money to start rolling in I'm in the shopping mood.. I want new summer dresses.. I have a few from last summer , but I want new ones.. I like wearing dresses instead of shorts.. My legs are yuky age has played a nasty on them.. Its sad really I used to have great legs.. Too many years of being over weight I guess.. I did exercise yesterday , but for some reason I was hungry so I ate more yesterday than I normally would.. I will do better today..I still haven't weighed myself its actually not so bad not doing it this go around.. Once I feel like my clothes are fitting me differently I will weigh.. Okay I jibber jabbered enough.. Hope everyone has a great day!

dull weekend

Well I really have nothing to report.. We didn't do anything all weekend long.. The big downer came Saturday night when we went to bed. Jeff looked at his phone and there was a text from Mandy at about 5 that afternoon inviting us over for bbq. That would have been nice to  just go visit other adults. From now on she is to send the text to my phone cause Jeff never has his phone on him while at home..
I ate and drank all weekend long. *sigh*   I don't know what it is about the weekend that my mind thinks its okay to totaly screw up everything I worked so hard for all week long..Any who back to eating right.. Okay thats about it .. I hope everyone has a great day..