Sign and lock box are now gone.. It feels kinda of weird now when I get a text message or my phone rings.. Before I was always scared to look cause I was afraid it was my Realitor and we would have to show the house.. It's not that I didn't want to show the house it was just a pain in the ass everytime..
I need to do what Laura is doing and spring clean. We have so much junk. My husband doesn't throw anything out so we have clutter in the office and den.. I hate clutter, but its all his stuff so I do not touch it..
I need to go to Sams and get meat and few other groceries , but I don't want to.. I have the lazy's really bad.. like I don't even want to go outside and check the mail kinda of lazy's...
I did good on my eating yesterday, but didn't exercise. I'm going to try to exercise today, but with flo here I extremly hate exercising...
well thats it, hope everyone has a great day..
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
The weekend was pretty good. Jeff and I only had one disagreement, but the argument wasn't worth a fight so I just quit aruing and agreed with him..
Mandy's wedding was very short and very laid back.. She looks so happy..Corey actually has a really great job now working for Tx. Dot so hopefully he will stay put and make a good living for them. That way when Mandys cleaning is slow they will still have an income coming in.
We did not go out with them and celebrate. We did however comprimise and were going to go over to there house Saturday afternoon after the wedding , but by the time Jeff was ready to go over, Mandy and Corey were headed to the bar.. So we just stayed home.. I was going to wear my new black shirt that I got in Vegas with my black boots.. This would have been my first time to wear it. Jeff just said ' your gonna wear that' I said yes, then called Sam to see when she was coming over so I could get her opinion.. As soon as she walked in she told me I looked HOT!! so that helped...Later that night when Jeff was drunk and I showered and changed clothes he told me I looked really sexy in the shirt.. I don't know why after 17 years he can't tell me stuff like that when he is sobber..It makes me feel like he really doesn't see me sexy anymore and he only tells me stuff like that when he is drunk , cause he's horny..
Flo finially showed up this weekend and man did she want to eat.. We ate out all weekend long and even had BR.. chocolate chip mint in a cone... I feel like a bloated cow this morning..She is such a bad influence when dieting..
Our house is officially off the market for now.. I'm okay with it.. If by chance the big boss offers Jeff the income that we would need to move , then we will do it and try to sale our house empty. If that doesn't work we will rent it out.
Well thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day.
Mandy's wedding was very short and very laid back.. She looks so happy..Corey actually has a really great job now working for Tx. Dot so hopefully he will stay put and make a good living for them. That way when Mandys cleaning is slow they will still have an income coming in.
We did not go out with them and celebrate. We did however comprimise and were going to go over to there house Saturday afternoon after the wedding , but by the time Jeff was ready to go over, Mandy and Corey were headed to the bar.. So we just stayed home.. I was going to wear my new black shirt that I got in Vegas with my black boots.. This would have been my first time to wear it. Jeff just said ' your gonna wear that' I said yes, then called Sam to see when she was coming over so I could get her opinion.. As soon as she walked in she told me I looked HOT!! so that helped...Later that night when Jeff was drunk and I showered and changed clothes he told me I looked really sexy in the shirt.. I don't know why after 17 years he can't tell me stuff like that when he is sobber..It makes me feel like he really doesn't see me sexy anymore and he only tells me stuff like that when he is drunk , cause he's horny..
Flo finially showed up this weekend and man did she want to eat.. We ate out all weekend long and even had BR.. chocolate chip mint in a cone... I feel like a bloated cow this morning..She is such a bad influence when dieting..
Our house is officially off the market for now.. I'm okay with it.. If by chance the big boss offers Jeff the income that we would need to move , then we will do it and try to sale our house empty. If that doesn't work we will rent it out.
Well thats all I got, hope everyone has a great day.
Friday, January 27, 2012
Jeff's job
Okay so now it looks like we aren't moving.. Yes they still want him to go and drive from New Fairview, and yes he would be home every night, but no they are not giving him a pay increase for the adjusted cost of living instead its a pay cut.. UGH NO!!! who in there right mind would move to DFW for a pay cut.. Not us hell no..He has one more head honcho to talk to, but so far no one is budging on the pay..
I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge) it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !! I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me? If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..
It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...
Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..
Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..
I still haven't weighed (per Jeff's challenge) it really is a struggle.. Maybe I should throw the scales out.... Nooo !! I like torturing myself.. I did really good on my eating and exercise yesterday..
Going to Vegas helped my self esteem a bit... It was nice to be looked at.. It wasn't like they were worth looking at but it was still nice to get checked out.. There was one guy that really made me feel okay about my self when I caught him staring at me and watched as I walked across the room..He was actually kinda of cute and younger than me...So that really put a smile on my face..
Jeff has not asked me once if any guys came on to me.. which none did , but we did get some flirtatous comments.. What does that say about the way he see's me? If he was the one that went to Vegas I would have asked him if any girls flirted with him.. course he gets flirted with all the time so of course they would flirt with him in Vegas..
It has been 48 days since Flo has come to visit... I hate that my body is changing so much.. Last time it did this it was 65 days .. I even took a prego test then cause that was the first time it happened.. I have always been 28days so yes I fricking out then.. Now not so much.. I know its just my stupid hormones.. Maybe Flo is about to arrive casuse this whole blog has been kinda of whinny...
Tomorrow Corey officially becomes my brother in law.. They are getting married at that Cross outside of Ballinger.. I have not talked to her, but Jeff said they are also going out that night I think he said the Dead Horse, yep it is the Dead Horse, Mandy just texted me. They are starting at Spams then going to the Dead Horse, Corey's cousin is playing . I really want to go out. Jeff and I haven't done anything fun since Laura's house..I told him I wanted to go and he said we will see.. So I guess we will see..
Okay getting off here now.. Hope everyone has a great weekend..
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
My birthday was pretty laid back..Jeff didn't get to come home till late so I just through a lasanga in the oven for everyone... Cole got me a kindle fire and Sam got me a case for it.. I love both..I'm still learning about what all it can do. We will probably go eat this weekend for my bday..
I still haven't weighed myself (jeff's challenge) which is really hard since I started back on my diet and exercise. I'm out of my pills so I need to run up to the health store and get some.. My feet really bother me when I'm out.. The numbness and tingling drive's me nuts. I cheated again on my diet.. I had a piece of my bday cake.. Its Jordan's fault he told me ' mom you have to have a piece of your cake on your actual bday' I'm so weak!!
I ordered me the trial sample of Meaningful Beauty.. Hey anything that says its the anit-aging system by Cindy Crawford is worth a try, cause she still looks great and she is older than me..
Well thats all I got..
I still haven't weighed myself (jeff's challenge) which is really hard since I started back on my diet and exercise. I'm out of my pills so I need to run up to the health store and get some.. My feet really bother me when I'm out.. The numbness and tingling drive's me nuts. I cheated again on my diet.. I had a piece of my bday cake.. Its Jordan's fault he told me ' mom you have to have a piece of your cake on your actual bday' I'm so weak!!
I ordered me the trial sample of Meaningful Beauty.. Hey anything that says its the anit-aging system by Cindy Crawford is worth a try, cause she still looks great and she is older than me..
Well thats all I got..
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
birthday
Well today is my birthday , I am 41 . OUCH!!! that even looks ugly..I don't feel like I'm that old..
I really hope this is a fantastic year for me. I really hope I reach my weight loss goal and achieve the body that I will be happy with..
Yesterday was not a good day as far as my eating went. I ate twice and both meals were left over enchilada's and beans.. I did exercise so that did help some. Today I will exercise again , but Jeff wants to go out to eat for my bday.. I don't .. I feel really guilty I spent so much money in Vegas I really don't want any splurges on me..
Well I hope everyone has a great day.. I'm going to try..
I really hope this is a fantastic year for me. I really hope I reach my weight loss goal and achieve the body that I will be happy with..
Yesterday was not a good day as far as my eating went. I ate twice and both meals were left over enchilada's and beans.. I did exercise so that did help some. Today I will exercise again , but Jeff wants to go out to eat for my bday.. I don't .. I feel really guilty I spent so much money in Vegas I really don't want any splurges on me..
Well I hope everyone has a great day.. I'm going to try..
Monday, January 23, 2012
just a day
Slept till 9:30 .. yuk! I hate sleeping that late.. I only stayed up till 1:30 .. I guess my body was tired..
I'm going to finish drinking my coffee and get busy with my exercising.. I'm starting out slow this week cause I haven't exercised in two weeks..
We have a showing today at 3.. I will be loading up the dogs and leaving.. I have to run some errands anyway.. so might as well do it then..
Jeff will be talking to HR this week or next week about us moving... If he doesn't get a raise were not moving.. The cost of living is higher there its only fair..
Well thats it..
I'm going to finish drinking my coffee and get busy with my exercising.. I'm starting out slow this week cause I haven't exercised in two weeks..
We have a showing today at 3.. I will be loading up the dogs and leaving.. I have to run some errands anyway.. so might as well do it then..
Jeff will be talking to HR this week or next week about us moving... If he doesn't get a raise were not moving.. The cost of living is higher there its only fair..
Well thats it..
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