New idea..

We have been wanting to move up to the metro-plex area for over a year now. Jeff has talked to the guy in charge of the yard in New Fairview about transfering up there when they put in the blending plant, cause they will need drivers. Then this week he talked to his boss from Sonora about driving out of New Fairview when the blending plant is up and going. Both guys agreed to keep Jeff in mind, because he is the only one that has offered to transfer. Well they haven't even broken ground yet on the blending plant so it could still be 6 months or more. Well after we were totally dissed on Kaci's graduation , Jeff came up with a plan. I tell you what happened with graduation in a bit.. Jeff wants to go ahead and move up there now. Well not right this second , but within a couple of months. See he thinks he could make it work. They have alot of loads from Sonora to New Fairview, Longview, Oklahoma, Arkansas. Well when he goes to most of those places he only gets back to Weatherford cause he is out of hours. If we lived up there he would be home. Most of the time he is gone from Monday - Thurs. so if he had to stay gone it wouldn't be any different. Also if we were already up there, he thinks his boss would give him all the New Fairview loads. He would talk to him about that.. Then when the blending plant was running Jeff would just drive out of New Fairview instead of Sonora. So all day yesterday we were trying to figure things out. What to do with our house, What to do with Chip, cause my mom said we could stay with her until we found a place, but Chip would have to stay outside. Its too hot for him to be an outside dog. When they weren't home I could let him in the house , but for the 3 days they were home he would be outside, and that just wouldn't work. Its his drull that my mom doesn't like, not him. He is a very sweet dog, but boxers drull(gross).So do we call a realator and see what our house would sell for? Its a fixer upper , there things that we have done, but there are so many things that still need to be done. Or do we try to owner finance? Next month Jeff's truck will be paid off and then we will be debt free( except for the house) I thought that maybe Cole could rent the house from us and let chip stay here till we find a place, then we could put the house up for sale, either through a realator or owner finance. Cause we won't buy a house right away we will just rent up there untill we decide where we want to live. Thats a big place to choose from.. So do yall have any advice? It would greatly be appreciated.. Now on to Kaci's graduation.. Well no one called us , so when we got to the stadium we found us a seat. I ran into my cousin Lacey, we are still really close. She came and lived with us last year for about 6 months while her parents were trying to move back from Seattle.. Anyway I guess she had ran into Mandy, and told Mandy that we were sitting up above them. We really didn't see them. They were like 10 rows down from us.. So then Mandy, Jeff's mom, aunt and uncle all stand up to get our attention to come sit with them. We declined... Jeff said fuck'em The only reason they wanted us to sit with them was because Lacey had spotted us and them. Then Austin came up to talk to us and said that Jeff's mom was staying the night at Mandys. She never called us or came by on Sunday. Jeff is really pissed. When Mandy was fucking up Vonda called him all the time, now its like we don't exsist..

Graduation

Sam's graduation was so long, you would think that for a class of 30 it wouldn't take long. Wrong ! they drug it out for two hours. Tonight we have Kaci's , and it looks like we will be sitting by ourselves no one has called us. That is so weird to me , the night Cole graduated I called everyone to let them Know what time we were meeting , then those that were going to be late I let them know where we were sitting. Maybe I'm making a big deal out of nothing, but I thought family was suppose to sit together to share in the moment. Jeff just doesn't care, it really bothers me that were not being included in anything. Maybe I just miss my momma and that bond.. Oh well, moving on... Our HCG didn't come in so we can't start the diet this weekend as planned. Bummer we really hoping to start it. The lady said she would re - send me some stuff, it must have gotten lost in the mail. My cousin got her's right away , and the lady really seemed upset that it didn't arrive like it was suppose to.. Cole treated us to Olive Gardens today , then we went and saw Pirates of the Caribean.. We wanted to see Hangover 2 , but Jordan was with us, and that wouldn't be fair to him to take him home and us 3 go to the movies. Jeff and I will have to have a date night for that one.Well its time to go get ready .

Sam's graduation

Movie day..

Nothing really happpened yesterday, went and ran some errands. Nothing special. Temple finally text me. I guess she was looking for some pity , but I didn't give it to her. She was complaining to me about how hard it is on Cassie not getting to stay with her mom, and how could this have happened. I wanted to tell her how it happened , but I was nice and just let her vent. Then she complained about getting a job. She starts at Stripes the truck stop one. I really see her going back to Bill before school starts. She doesn't like to work. I sent her text that Kirkland's was hiring , but she didn't respond. At least at Kirkland's it would be normal type hours. Today I'm taking Jordan to the movies instead of the lake. Its to hot to go to the beach . No shade .. Lots of graduations this weekend. Sam's is Friday night, Cole said he hopes he gets off in time to shower. I told him he better go shower before he comes up there. That would be gross.. Kaci's graduation is Saturday. We got an invite in the mail, but no one has called us to say what time everyone's meeting to sit together. Also Mandy posted something about getting everything done for graduation. So I don't know if they are throwing her a party no one has called us. Things just haven't been the same between us for a very long time.

oh you know..

Nothing going on today. Jeff came home sick yesterday. He went and got his load from Sonora and then came home. He wasn't sick sick, just extremly tired. I think he just needed a lazy day. Anyway thats what sick days are for right. Last year he didn't even use 4 of his sick days, you lose' em if you don't use' em. If the drops get here by this weekend we are going to start the program, if not then we have to wait till next weekend. Since you have to pig out for two days. I'm so glad that I didn't go buy alot of groceries last Friday, cause I have to go get what we have to eat for the program. It says to clean out all the junk before you begin, luckily we are down to the bare minium so not much to clean out. And really what is left Jeff and I don't eat anyway. I'm just glad Jordan likes fruit and veggies so I don't have to make extra stuff for him. Really the only thing that I have to buy that I just bought is new bath soap and shampoo, you can't use any products with oil or creams while your on the program. And I have to buy water with a ph of 7.5. No sugar is allowed so my creamer has to go, but my cousin had me try what she uses in her coffee and I actually liked it, and it is sugar free. Just gonna have to buy some flavored coffee...Its funny cause now that I have ordered the HCG I'm seeing adds for it all over the web..

HCG

Well I called around today and several places had the stuff , but none were like what my cousin and her husband used. I don't know if there is a difference , but I saw how they looked so I want the exact same stuff. So I ordered ours today, it should be here in 3 to 4 days. On the web site it tells you exactly all about how it works and what to do after you stop taking the drops. I really feel that if this works for me and I  get the weight off, I will be able to maintain my weight after wards, cause thats what I'm basically doing now. I will be posting how it works out for us. Jeff is really excited about the two day gorging that you have to do before you begin the 500 calorie diet. I fall in the scared catorgorie that the web site talks about. I'm scared to pig out for two days straight. I really hope this works for us...

Fast weekend

Boy the weekend went by so fast. I had a really great time at my cousin's  house. It wasn't what I expected, all of her friends really were nice and very welcoming to us. Even the men made it a point to visit with me and make me feel welcome. Jeff had a really great time too. We will diffently go back again.. I did try the crawfish and loved it. There ugly little things, but if you saw them as little lobsters it was easier to eat them than seeing them as bugs. They tasted just like shrimp. A little messy and you really had to work for your food, like crab, but totally worth it. Jordan tried it too , and he loved it also. Jeff wouldn't even try it, but he doesn't like seafood...The trip only took about 3 and half hours so it went by fast. My cousin and her husband were so thin. She has always been skinny, but she was really skinny . Her husband wasn't fat just had some extra weight. So when we saw them we were like Wow, what the hell have yall been doing. So Sunday morning since it was just us , they told us what they were doing to lose weight. Jeff is so pumped up about it, we are going to do it too! He didn't want me to tell anyone about us doing this, just in case it for some reason doesn't work for us, but since we are all trying to lose weight I have to share with yall what I learned..
Have yall ever heard of HCG Weight Loss Program?  I have seen comercials on it , and my neighbor was on it, but I didn't think too much about it. For one my neighbor told me she spent $600 for two shots for a 30 day wieghtloss.  Well I don't shit money so I never gave it another thought. So when my cousin told me thats what they were on, I was like well shit that sucks for us. But they told me that they didn't do the shots they are doing the drops, and the drops are way cheaper. Its $60 for 21 days. Thats still seemed high to me not the money but its only 21 days, but my cousin's husband has already lost 24 pounds and my cousin 17 . You are on a very strict diet, like only 500 calories, but according to them and what my neighbor told me was these HCG drops is a hormone that makes your body use your stored up fat so your not hungry at all. My cousin said she had a hard time even eating cause she never was hungry, but you have to eat and drink 2 quarts of water or it wont work. Here is the web site http://www.homerowen.com/ . I'm going today to the health stores to see if they have it if they don't we are ordering it from that web site. Were doing this!!!