Not much to do..

Just another boring day. I do have to go to WalMart, which I am not looking forward to. The remodling is a pain in the ass. Maybe I will go to the one on N. Bryant. Jeff will be home tonight, so I guess I need to cook. I haven't cooked all week. I have done really good on the no starches, but have had 1 banana with my slimfast shake everyday. The homeschool crew is meeting at the park today. I kinda want to go just to talk to other adults, but Jordan really doesn't like going. He is so shy. He is too much like his father in that area. I want to put some color in my hair. I was thinking about strips of red just in my bangs. I need a change and the cut is staying the same , so why not play with color. Jeff asked me if I was having a mid-life crisis. I told him if I am he is lucky that I only want to play with color not anything else. I have a new follower on tumblr. I'm such a dork when I saw the follow my heart stopped. I have a fake friend YEA!  Of course she probably wont stay long, I'm pretty boring.

Too cold..

Okay so who the hell turned off the heater ?  Someone on facebook posted that and it fits perfectly. I am tired of this cold weather, its suppose to be Spring for crying out loud. I just hope we all don't get sick from this crazy weather. On the plus side maybe this is our last cold spell. Usually we have a freeze around Easter, so maybe this will be it. We are walking today , but for Jordan's sake we are going to wait untill after lunch, maybe it will be warmer then.Haven't seen Jeff since Sunday night, he thinks he will get to come home Thursday night. I miss adult contact. I think thats why I love going to Zumba.Also its fun. I talked to Temple yesterday, her and Bill are still full of drama. She is so hard to talk too. Her brain has always been sparatic, many conversations at once. And I used to be able to keep up with her and bring her back to the original conversation, but yesterday I was so lost. Her meds. need to be changed. Cole is going to go work on an explosion today with his job. Scary for a mom. Cool for him. I flat out told Jeff he needs to lose weight. He needs to get some exercise. I heard that if your 50 pounds over weight it can shorten your life span by 13 years. Thats alot. And he is 50 pounds over weight. He said he is only 40 but I disagree. Besides if he would lose his belly I think it would help us in the bedroom.

I feel like shit..

Okay so being lazy yesterday has upset my body. I hurt all over and have the blahs again because I never left the house. Today we are walking I don't care if its cold we are getting out of here. We both seem to get along so much better when we exercise. Yesterday was my first full day without any starches. I did eat one banana in my slimfast.  And I consumed only 1300 cal. no cheating . I was okay, not starving , but didn't ever really feel full.  I eat every 2-3 hours so that helps. I was up late last night , I wanted to finish my book. Bel Ami, It was okay.  I hope the movie will be better. Now to move on to Cosmopolis. I think I will re-read Water for Elephants first, cause the movie will be out Aprill 22. Sooo can't wait. The book is so good the movie has to be..On a different note, saw Scott for the first time in 5 months. He came to pick up Austin. The strange thing is I had a dream about Scott Saturday night. The dream wasn't anything big deal it was just me and Jordan and for some reason we were looking for Scott. Never could find him. Strange..Maybe my subconscious mind was worring about him. His facebook post are sometimes scary. Like there from some sort of dark side of Scott. Not the Scott I knew. But I guess when you go through losing the love of your life , life changes you.

Just a little crush .

Okay maybe a big one.. Well at least Jeff and Jordan are cool with it. They both tease me so much it is quiet embarrassing at times. I'm so excited to see Robs new movie . When Jeff and I went to the movies a couple of weeks ago , the Water for Elephants had a preview and Jeff said oh I didn't know Reese Witherspoon was in it, so yea I will take you to see it. So now I'm a happy girl. Course I would have gone by myself. I do it all the time. Yesterday Sam came and walked the KOA with Jordan and me. She sent me a text this morning telling me her butt and legs hurt today. I actually did something when I was running yesterday to my right hip. I don't know if I will run today. Let it rest a bit. I did good all day with the no starches, until about 6:30 then Jeff wanted ice cream . So I had ice cream too. I did weigh myself this morning and I didn't gain any weight from the weekend. So that is good. Didn't lose any , but at least I didn't gain. Jordan has already lost 3 pounds . So us getting out exercising is so good for him too. I hope this will install the importance of exercise in him so he will always do it. And not be like Jeff who hates it. I love to exercise it makes me feel so good. Yep I'm a freak!

I'm a happy girl..

Yea, I was able to get me a new bra yesterday. Actually I splurged and bought two. On the down side I went from a 38 D to a 34 C. I like the 34 part, but would have loved to stay a D. Oh well maybe they will become perky the more weight I lose. A girl can dream right? Didn't exercise yesterday, but we did yard work and I thank that is harder than exercising. Today back to it though. I am also gonna try no starches or fruit. The starches thing I can handle (I think) the no fruit part is gonna be tough. I love my banana's in my slim fast. It makes it so yummy. Even Jordan likes it. I bought a new vitamine that I read about that is suppose to boost up your metabolizism and burn fat. So I am giving that a try as well. It better work. Expensive little bugger. 30 pills at $10 and that was at WalMart. Its called COQ10. The article also said green tea was great for energy and to help with weightloss, but I don't like green tea so it said there is a suppliment you can take its ECGC , but I couldn't find it at WalMart. Cole came home last night. He looked taller to me. He must have missed us cause he stayed in the living room and just talked and talked. We stayed up till midnight just visiting. It was so nice. I really missed seeing him everyday. Jordan did too, he was so wound up. He gets that way when he is excited about something. Sam ended up staying the night here. Which I don't mind its just they were together all week I wanted him to myself. He seems to like the job so far, but he really hasn't been there long enough to decide for sure. Well gonna get off  here and go to the KOA.

Well we went to the movies yesterday as planned. I didn't realize this , but did you know that Fridays early bird price and Saturday and Sundays early bird price is different. Friday its $6.50 and Sat.& Sun. its $4.75 Strange? Anyway , the movie was cute. Its was mostly about a big brother always picking on the younger one. Jordan liked it , thats all that matters. I didn't feel it was movie price worthy. I could have watched on DVD and been satisfied. Oh well . we got out of the house. Today Jeff has some things to do, so I am hoping Jordan will go with him and help him. Jordan really needs some Dad time. Jordan helped Jeff clean his gun last night, it was so cute to hear them talking and doing things together. I on the other hand is going to go buy me a bra YEA!  Then I am going to go buy groceries BOO! Jordan is really enjoying going out to the KOA. I am too. We want Jeff to come with us today and tomorrow. We will see. Speaking of Jeff all I am gonna say is  WOW !!!!!!!! If we could have everytime like that my sex life wouldn't suck... Okay I would be resonable every other time :)

Today is Fun Day !!

Jordan and I are getting out of this house today. We are going to go eat somewhere (healthy) then go to the movies. We were talking about trying to do something simple and fun every Friday. Jeff will be home from Kansas today . He already told me he has a list of things that he volinteered to do for others this weekend. So it looks like he is going to be busy. I said I wasn't going to weigh myself anymore, but I just couldn't help myself. I wish I wouldn't have. I haven't lost anything. I really wish my body would start working right. I think maybe I need to lower my calorie intake. I have been keeping a food journal and that really helps. I consume 1500 calories a day. So I think I will try to drop down to 1300. I know one thing , changing up your workout routine sure does help. I have been exercising here at the house 1 hr. on tredmil burning 700cal. and 40 min. on eleptical burning 500cal. plus yoga at least twice a week and then Zumba twice a week. I have been doing that same routine for months. And this week walk/run out at the KOA twice , I can feel the changes in my body muscles. So mixing it up is a good idea. I think we will do this for a while . Plus it gets Jordan his 1 hr of physical activity that he needs since he is homeschooled.