Got nothing to say today.. Hope eveyone has a great weekend.

Cole

Well we have some things going on with Cole that really surprised us..Please pray for him.. He went in yesterday to have his vision checked because he keeps seeing green squiggly things in his eye. He just thought they were eye flutters. Well the eye doctor said nope there not and imediately sent him to a Retna specialist.. They ran all kinds of test on him and found out that his vessels in his eyes are bleeding. So they gave him two shots in his left eye because he can hardly see out of it. And gave him these drops he has to use 4x a day for 4 days. Then he will go in today to get tested for diabetes because they said thats what causes the eyes to bleed. Plus un-benost to me he has other symptoms of diabetes. Then on Monday he goes back to the specialist to make sure he didn't get an eye infection from the shots in his eye. then they will schedule laser eye surgery on right eye. then when thats healed they will do the left eye. Not what we were expecting.. and since my son is a procrasternator he let it go for so long that he could have had his retna detached from his eye.. Also bad news is the little shit never filled out his insurance papers at work because he was still on ours.. Well now that Jeff isn't with Multi-Chem we have no insurance.. Yesterday's fees were already at $975.. They are telling him to go to the Medicade office today and apply, but I don't see him getting help from them since he still leaves at home. At first Dr. Angle told Cole to go to Shannon ER today at 5 cause he will be on call there, and he will do the diabetes test and that way he can set up payment plan at Shannon, but also that $975 was to enclude the diabetes test. Now this morning the lady called and suggested he go into La Esperanza , but when he called they can't get him in till the first of June.. So I guess he will go to Medicade and then go to Shannon at 5..

I had carbs yesterday we went and ate Mexican food for Jeffs bday.. I will do better today

What is wrong with me

Okay I'm really confused, before I started this diet of no carbs. I would have a meal between 1-3 then somewhere between 6-7 I would have a bowl of cereal or just a glass of chocolate milk and a fiber brownie.. And that would be it for the day and I was good.. Now that my head has told my stomach no carbs it thinks its starving and wanting to eat every two hours.. It is even growling at me..I'm going to still give it time. I do need to buy raw veggies though , that way when my stomach growls at me I can feed it something quick..
I keep having this wonderful dreams where I am a hot slim sexy woman and my husband can't keep his hands off me.. Then I wake up :(

Hope everyone has a good day.

First day :(

I did really well on my eating until 6pm.. Then I caved.. I'm just weak around sweats.. I had a bowl of beans with cheese, then I had 1 cup strawberries and 1 banana with lowfat whipped cream.. Then at 6 I caved for a piece of chocolate bday cake.. The good news is all the cake is now gone.. Hopefully today I will not cave.. I'm making spaghetti for lupper(lunch,dinner)  so I will just spoon me out some meat and then it some green beans.. I don't like spaghetti very much so I won't be tempted to eat it..I think I will make me an omlet this morning too. With that and lupper plus fruit I should be able to stick to the diet today..
Well thats it not much else going on here..Oh, Jeff is to turn in his application for GoPetro on Thursday, then they will do the background on him, once that comes back he can give his two week notice at Chalk Mtn. So it looks like the first of June he will go to work at GoPetro..

good weekend

We had a really nice weekend. We started out trying to go to Outback for Jordan's bday dinner , but the wait was an hour so we just ran over to Logans. My dad and step-mom, Lawrence, Rondi &kids, Pete and Cindy joined us. Its was good.. I ate way to much and had two margaritas.. yum! Then we came home and gave Jordan his gifts. Cole gave him a paint ball gun.. They have been going every now and then.. I think its great for them to do some brotherly bonding outside of the xbox.. And then we gave him a PS3.. He has been wanting one for a while. I don't get it I mean he already has an xbox, but Jeff wanted him to have it so he got it.. He was really surprised about it, he didn't know he was getting one.. The look on his face was the best.. Since I didn't have the stuff to make his cake on Saturday I made it on Sunday.. It turned out okay. I wanted to use the round cake pans and I should have used two cake mixes instead of one.. Then my home made icing was still to warm when I put on the cake so it ran off, but I just kept spooning it back on, and as it cooled it stayed put.. The cake was very good, I just wished it would have turned out better..
Today I start my no carbs diet.. I'm really going to try to just eat meat , veggies , fruit, and dairy.. I feel really bloated from all the food I ate over the weekend...
Jeff acctepted the job at GoPetro, so now we just have to wait on Wess to get the ball rolling for Jeff . Hopefully it will happen fast. I really hate the hours he is working right now.
For Mothers Day Cole got me my favorite bath and lotion stuff from Bath & Body..Very lazy day after I made the cake and corn bread for the beans and cleaned up everything..
Hope everyone has a great day.

Jordan's Bday

Well the day has come, my baby is 15.. OUCH!!!  makes me feel really old. Good thing he doesn't act like a 15 yro .. Haa  We are going out to eat tonight and then going to buy him his gift. It looks like most of my side of the family will be there tonight , but he didn't invite any of Jeff's side. Even at 15 he knows when he is forgoten..He talks to Austin all the time through xbox , so he knows that Vonda is over there, but never comes here..
I have to go to the store today and buy food again.. YUK!!  I hate going to the store and spending all that money.. I think I'm going to try no carbs diet again..We will see. I love pizza
Jeff got an email from his old boss Wess from Town and Country yesterday showing what the pay is like for the other drivers and really begging him to come to work.. It was a really nice email. Made Jeff feel good.. We talked it over and we feel like this is from God, because Jeff didn't look for this job the man came to him..The job was good when he had it before, the only reason he went to Multi-Chem was for weekends off the pay was the same.. So Jeff is going to take the job.. He left Wess a message yesterday to call him, but Wess hasn't yet.. So as soon as they work out all the paper work Jeff will be going back to T&C well its called GoPetro now.. Wess is even giving Jeff shift choice and we choose 3am -3pm ..
Hope everyone has a geat weekend

Yesssss!!

I'm sooo relieved, Jeff's first full paycheck was $50 more than what he brought home from Multi-Chem.. Which works out good since its Jordan bday tomorrow.. Hopefully all his paychecks will be around the same amount. Thats the one thing I hate about hourly pay you never know what your getting..
Jeff got another job offer yesterday, his old boss from Town and Country which is Stripes now called and asked him if he would like to come back. They are getting another truck for here and would love to have him. Its been 5 and half years since he worked for them, but apparently its the same work week and pay scale. 6 on 2 off  , pay by the load, 3-3 shift thats am to pm one month and then pm to am the next, unless you and your partner work it out where you stay on the same shift. Jeff always worked the 3pm to 3am shift. His partner liked going in early so it worked for them to stay. plus rotating off am to pm was really hard.. Anyway Jeff told Wess he would like a couple of days to think it over.. It amazes me how word of mouth works amongst the truck drivers..

Okay Laura I told you that I downloaded that app, well I just unistalled it. I'm not ready to weigh myself.

Hope everyone has a great weekend. Jordan wants to go to Outback for his dinner on Saturday and he wants me to make him a cake.. O the sacrafices we make for our children.. He knows I hate to cook that encludes baking.. I told him it will be a box cake but I will make the icing if I can find the receipe he wants me to use , other wise its box and instant icing.. I was really hoping he would want Baskin Robbins cake, but at least home made is cheaper..