No more Sam

Sam is officialy cut off from this family.. She broke up with Cole on Easter weekend and all ready has a new boyfriend.. The thing is she met this guy while she was still with Cole and even was texting him here at this house..Her and Cole got into it Saturday at her house because Cole went there to give gifts to her nephews. He is friends with Robert and Krista which are Sam's family.. I told him not to go that it would be too soon to see her, but he said he was going before she came home so he wouldn't see her.. Wrong.. she came home with new boyfriend and loved all over new boyfriend in front of Cole. He left quickly after that.. She sent him a text asking that they be friends that she didn't mean to hurt him.. He came home so upset he let me hold him.. Breaks my heart that she plays with him like this.. I talked him into cutting her out completly no contact at all.. So we all un friended her on facebook.. and I un friended her on all my other stuff..
Got to go , I will finish later..

I did it

Yes I finialy got off my ass and exercised yesterday. Of course I had to wait until Jeff got up to take a shower which really sucked , but hey at least I exercised.. I will attempt to do it again today.. Thats all I got . Yep my life is soooo busy..(NOT)   okay I seriously need to get a life outside my books and out of this house..
Hope everyone has a great day.

In a funk

I have the blahs bad.. I know its just pms, but this shit sucks..
I have been bad and haven't exercised since last Monday.. Thats probably why I'm in a funk..
Jeff is talking about moving again. This company offers a transfer to Mansfield and he wants to do it. I'm on the fence about it. One part of me still wants to live up there , but then the other part is scared to death about the house. It didn't sell the first go around and I'm not so sure about renting it out. Oh and if we owner finiance then we have to deal with all that legal shit.. Not to mention living at my moms for who knows how long since we have NO money saved or moving expenses paid..He has it all planned out . Cole could stay here in the house and pay half of the house pmt. and his bills. We stay at moms and look for a place to rent. With 4 dogs its going to be hard to rent..UGH!! Then after we find us a house then we start moving our stuff into it. Cole can either come with us or move into an apartment and stay here. Then we do something with the house.. Cole really likes the money and the crew he works with. So I don't see him moving with us, but you never know..

Okay enough of that.. I hope everyone has a great day..

I'm gonna try

Not much going on here , same old thing.. I'm going to start exercising when Jeff leaves for work. That will be at 5:30. I don't like exercising in the evening , but its the only time I can.. I will begin tomorrow because Jeff is off today.. Hopefully my body can take it.. I really hate the night shift.. I feel so trapped.. I can't go in my room, I can't vacuum, I can't get dressed and go anywhere.. Not like I did, but you know how it is when you can't do something thats when you want to do it.. Well thats how I feel right now..I know boo hoo hoo.. Okay I'm shuting up.. I'm thankful he has a job..

I get my haircut today and thankfully Jeff is off so I told him I will be coming into our room at 2 to shower and get ready... See the night shift sucks even though he was off yesterday he slept until 3:30. Okay moving on

Well I really don't have anything else to bitch about.. yes I am pmsing

Hope everyone has a great day.

Not true

Well I was wrong about the whole 10 hour break between shifts, apperntaly oil field is only an 8 hour break.. Which is Bullshit if you ask me.. All truck drivers need a 10 hour break. He did not like his first night of work.. I think his second night was better , he got home at 6..
Big surprise my dad is taking Jordan and Hayden to breakfast this morning.. This is a first..
Have not exercised in two days.. I really don't know how to work it out.. With Jeff sleeping I can't shower until he gets up and I really don't want to sit around all sweaty and stinky till he's up.. I've been taking my shower before bed. I could use the boys , but then I would have to move all my stuff into there bathroom , then on Jeff's days off move it back.. My mom suggested I exercise at night, but I have always been a morning person exerciser.. I'm at a loss right now, but I will work something out.. I can't not exercise.. I will try to exercise when he leaves for work then shower.. UGH!! I hate the night shift.. All this whinney over no time to exercise really makes me sound like a selfish bitch.. He is the one that is working nights.. Okay now I feel really bad.. I'm a bad bad selfish bitch.

Moving on, Jeff's check was enough to make the house payment . so we don't have to borrow from Cole. He is going to pay the cable bill for us.. He has been such a big help. Once we get back on our feet I need to do something really nice for him..

Okay thats all I got. Hope everyone has a great day..

Oh one more thing I read this really great fanfiction story it had me laughing so hard.. Supper cute , and I'm a sucker for happy endings.  www.  m.fanfiction.net/s/5062719/1/ 

8:14 in the morning and Jeff is still at work.. So this means that he will not be going in at 6 tonight.. They have to have a 10 hour break in between shifts so now for the rest of Jeff's work week he will be going in late and getting home late.. This company is also in Mansfield and Jeff is already talking about talking to them about transfering up there.. I told him he needs to wait and lets see how this pay is going to work for us. Besides we have no money to move on.. Plus I'm so tired of the moving rollar coaster.. I just think we need paychecks rolling in for a while and get back on our feet before he brings up moving to Mansfield.. He didn't like my input, but agreed..
Yesterday I forgot to grab my shoes as I was leaving the bedroom, so I didn't exercise because I didn't want to go back in the room.. Today I will.. Last night I set everything out to grab on my way out of the bedroom.. Looks like for this week that won't be an issue cause he won't be home when I get up..Haa
Well thats it for now.. Hope eveyone has a great day..

IRS

Stupid FUCKING IRS!!!!!!!!!       We won't be getting our $900 they applied it to what we owed.. We kind of thought they would but it just really sucks to have it confirmed.. Okay I'm better now..