Working on the Night Shift

Jeff got home early yesterday like right at 6.. Then he told me he was off Wednesday and begins his own night shift Thursday.. So no more training he is on his own.. Which means he will work his 4 days on and that puts him working through his first weekend in 5 years.. going to be a big adjustment for us.. Also the whole sleeping during the day.. Not only is it going to be hard for him, but really suck for me.. I hate using the boys bathroom and I won't be able to shower until he gets up.. I will not shower in the boys bathroom its going to be rough enough peeing every hour.. yes I pee that much.. I know tmi.. okay moving on.. So today I am going to scrub boys bathroom usualy Jordan does it, but if I'm going to be using it I want it super clean..He does a well enough job , but I just need to do it myself..Next on my list today is to find some kind of window covering to darken our bedroom.. I used tin foil when he worked for Town & Country but our windows were in the back of the house then, now they are up front and I just don't want foil windows up front.. I may have to do that anyway.. I can't go buy any of those black out curtains, not to mention curtains are expensive anyway , but those are really high.. Plus I can't spend any money so I have to be creative with what we have here at home.. Hopefully he will be pulled from the night shift soon.. One driver told him he was only on the night shift for 3 weeks.. So I will keep my fingers crossed..Thats it .. Hope everyone has a great day!

Still got nothing.. Jeff's job is super easy he is really enjoying it for now.. Yesterday he just sat in the yard and talked to other drivers until 3:30 then took one load of sand to where ever and then came back and came home by 7:30.. He does a lot of sitting and waiting , but at least he is getting paid for it.. I worry that he will get bored of the sitting he is not used to that.. I'm worried that the company will let people go if they have too many sitting around, but Jeff said no they are still hiring.. I don't understand why , but oh well he has a job..I'm going to Sam's today.. yuk!!   I hate going to the store.. I'm really wanting some money to start rolling in I'm in the shopping mood.. I want new summer dresses.. I have a few from last summer , but I want new ones.. I like wearing dresses instead of shorts.. My legs are yuky age has played a nasty on them.. Its sad really I used to have great legs.. Too many years of being over weight I guess.. I did exercise yesterday , but for some reason I was hungry so I ate more yesterday than I normally would.. I will do better today..I still haven't weighed myself its actually not so bad not doing it this go around.. Once I feel like my clothes are fitting me differently I will weigh.. Okay I jibber jabbered enough.. Hope everyone has a great day!

dull weekend

Well I really have nothing to report.. We didn't do anything all weekend long.. The big downer came Saturday night when we went to bed. Jeff looked at his phone and there was a text from Mandy at about 5 that afternoon inviting us over for bbq. That would have been nice to  just go visit other adults. From now on she is to send the text to my phone cause Jeff never has his phone on him while at home..
I ate and drank all weekend long. *sigh*   I don't know what it is about the weekend that my mind thinks its okay to totaly screw up everything I worked so hard for all week long..Any who back to eating right.. Okay thats about it .. I hope everyone has a great day..

Surprise Text

Guess who sent me a text yesterday... Temple, yep thats right.. she wanted to let me know that her divorce finially went through as of yesterday and she took her maiden name back.. That has to be the longest dam divorce I have ever seen.. It took a year and half.. and of course she got nothing, but that really is her fault. We didn't talk much just that she was divorced and that the girls were good.. Today is her baby's death date and usualy in years past I would always talk to her to let her know that I was here for her. However , I'm struggling today because I want to say something to her, but sorry to say I don't want to be here for her.. We just aren't the same anymore. She really is a stranger to me so I don't know if I should text her and say something to the effect that I remember today or not.. She told me last night that she now has anxiety disorder. She has always been on depression medication so this anxiety thing is new..
I was a bad girl didn't exercise yesterday.. I did eat right though.. I'm just in a funk..
My dad called me last night and invited us out to eat for my step moms bday this weekend and we had to turn him down.. No money coming in and all that.. Jeff thinks he will get a paycheck on the 27 but it will only be for 4 days.. I really hope the IRS lets us have our $900 so we can make the house payment and pay some bills with it.. If not Cole is going to loan the money to us.. Cole is also stepping up and buying groceries this weekend for us.. At first I felt kinda of ashamed to have my son buy us food, but he told me 'mom I don't pay rent and I make good money with little bills let me do this' . He is turning out to be quite the man..
Hope everyone has a great weekend.. Jeff will be off Saturday and Sunday and starts back Monday at 6 am driving with trainer for 4 days then off two and then I think he will be on his own..

I have only execised Sunday and Monday.. I have the blahs for some reason.. I am really going to force myself to exercise today.. I don't know why I do this . I can go for weeks exercising and it feels great then I get into a funk and don't want to do it.. Jeff worked late yesterday , he didn't get in until 10:15.. He worked 15 hours..Long ass day.. A lot of sittting and waiting, but at least he gets paid for it. Not much else going on... Oh one biggie is I have cooked 4 days in a row.. I hate fricken cooking!!!! 
Hope everyone has a great day!

Lazy

I was a bad girl yesterday.. All I did was lay around and read.. no exercise.. I did eat right though..Jeff got home around 6:30 and so far day one was good.. He said for the most part its pretty boring, a lot of sitting and waiting.. Sorry got nothing else. Hope everyone has a great day!

New job

Jeff passed his physical yesterday.. The doc. said his blood pressure was a little high , but passed YEA!!Jeff went to work this morning.. He is just in training right now.. I really hope he doesn't have to train for long.. less pay.. Multi-chem did send us a check for Jeff's unused vacation time. They prorated it from the first of the year so it was only $500 , but hey its better than nothing..He decided not to cash in his 401k cause it can be rolled over to his new job in 90 days
Well thats it for now, hope everyone has a great day!